I have a special update for you guys.
I am going to start my journey with writing my book. I will not reveal much details yet but I will embark on a special side project for my blog just purposefully for this journey of writing a book. Yes, there will be struggles... There will be thoughts to be made. Things to seek. And days to be skipped. Who knows what will happen.
Today happens to be day 1 for I have already gotten an idea of what I want to write... I didn't get far from it since I wanted to take it a slow step at a time. There would be days that I would try to actually complete more than one page. Other days... not so much.
I am putting my mind into this project as a way to escape the depression that I have been feeling lately. This is what I am making a video of soon, explaining why I haven't been making videos and such.
I really don't like where I live right now. But for now, I must live by it and learn to work hard on what I need and not dream anymore... Well, keep dreaming but work on making those dreams come true.
Day 1 has been an awful day. I got the idea. I get where I am starting. But how can this be? There's things to seek.
After finally finishing yet another book, I have decided to start reading the books that I have bought used 5 years ago and never read. I am bad at saving these books for years to come. I have always dreamed of having a library or a book store. I might make a store online but sadly... I have no way to get to the post office to send such packages out. *teardrop*
I will keep earning money on the sidelines... but I want to make my page on Pateron more noticeable. How?
Well, only time can tell. This is only the beginning, I can... but after laying off a week by week process of doing nothing but only dreaming... I felt that my age has the main factor in it. If nobody let's me get a job, then I'm gonna work on my projects!
I am... and I will... be a writer.
Well, doing these blogs for 3 years now, hey... I am already a writer of some sorts.
So... let's get this started... well, right after I sleep. Hate being sick still...
That's all.
With love,
BDK
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