So Sleepy And Hoping To Sleep...

I am so sleepy... x.x I am going to go to bed early tonight and hope that I get some sleep.

I have been having problems with sleeping for a while and just slowly getting it back since last night.

Tonight, I am going to do like I did before... turn my fan on the second setting and hope that it would help me sleep.

I am not entirely sure what I am going to do tomorrow. I know in the morning, I might not be able to update my blog... so that part might suck a lot.

Anyway, I am sleepy so, I am going to keep this blog simple and just hope there's gonna be a night that I can finally sleep with no problems at all.

If there's a way to get to sleep faster, please let me know.

Also, in the future, I need to get different pillows. Some reason, the ones I bought last night... just didn't work out too good.

Alright, hope that I can sleep tonight... I really need it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Had Too Much Done

Having headaches.... just not that good especially when you are just now catching up with sleep.

Saturday, I woke up feeling bad because I could not sleep good at all. I figure that I would be fine but we ended up doing everything after we went to see my brother. We went to Wal-Mart, The Family Dollar Store to get pet stuff and more... then finally, we went to two different grocery stores and got food...

After all that, I just couldn't stay up any longer so I went to take a nap.

Almost didn't sleep too well on Saturday night so on Sunday, after we went to see my aunt... I just had to take another nap.

Sunday night, I was like... I need to sleep. So I decided to stay off my phone past 10 pm at night... and just concentrate on going to sleep.

At first, my left ear just wanted to ring and ring and ring all night long... so it took a while to get to sleep. Finally, I just turn my fan on the second setting to make it go louder. It helped, thankfully, but I am sadly, still not fully caught up with my sleep...

I will sleep early for two more nights... and then I hope that by then, I will be feeling a bit better.

I just hope some people don't mind me not talking to them for a couple of days... mostly towards you know who you are xD

Anyway, today, I am going to try to do what I can do with surveys but no promises since I am still feeling tired right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Entirely Sure What I'm Doing This Weekend

I am not entirely sure what the weekend will be like since plans can be a bit of a spontaneous moment.

Only time will tell what will happen tomorrow.

It sucks sometimes because I always feel like I am in a prison... I need a job and some money in order to get myself out of this way.

I don't want to ask for help.

Anyway, Saturday, I am not sure what we are doing yet.

Sunday is going to be the same way.

I just can't tell you anything until Monday xD

For now, I am going to hurry since my favorite show is coming on soon.

I just watched a good movie but was delayed because of many things x.x

Ah, well...

Short and weird post for today... hopefully, I am not going to be like this on Monday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Weird Day Today

I have been feeling bad for the past few days but today, I want to make this post for my bestie... his grandpa passed away just a few days ago. So if you all could, pray for him and his family. Thanks.

Anyway, I am going to rest today since I am still not feeling too good again. It really sucks.

I will get some things done before I take my daily nap. For the weekend, I am not entirely sure what I am going to do.

I just took a shower and now I just want to stay away from everything.

I wish I could be in Bali right now, just to be there for my bestie at some point.

One day, I guess.

Right now, silence is the best thing for all of us. I think I will wait a while longer before contacting him. But the question is... I kind of want to talk to him for my birthday xD I'm strange.

I will leave a message the day before the first day of May and then wait a while longer.

I hope he doesn't see this and get mad or anything... I just miss chatting with him. Right now, he just needs the silence so I will give him that.

Right... should stop being weird and get on with the day. Email to check, music to listen to... and later... movie to watch.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy But Name Has Been Chosen

I really wish things were better for some of us. But just have to give time to certain things.

I need sleep but some reason, I have not been getting the right amount of sleep.

I am still in the planning stages of writing a story... the name has been picked... Alea won by a huge landslide and I'm glad that's the name. Nimue will be added into the story at some point. As for the story... well... Here's what I got so far:

In a world, where zombies had taken over what were humans. It appeared that slowly, the zombies are rotting away.
Alea, an elf scout, was sent out to observe the human world only to find out... there were no humans left. When she took the news back to the other elves, they begin to move into the world that belonged to them.
What Alea doesn't realize is that, there are some things that should've kept secret as problems began to arise with all magical creatures wanting the human world to themselves and to add... what to do with all these rotten zombies? 

This is not complete so it will change over time. I hope that as I work on this, I will get a better understanding of what the whole entire story is going to be about. But I do know... zombies and magical creatures are not going to change at all. 

Anyway, this will be the only post for today since I am not feeling too good at all. I hope that I will get some sleep soon...

Just have to wait and see.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Lack of Sleep Really Does Suck A Lot x.x

I think people are more into Alea and Nimue. I am too. But I will let people choose the main character's name and then the other name will be the name of her best friend.

The winner will be officially announced tomorrow.

Anyway, since I am lacking sleep to the extreme, I will not be doing a second post on my blog today. And I might not be doing a second post tomorrow either.

Things have been hard since I have been lacking a lot of sleep.

I was planning to talk to my best friend tonight but I think I will leave a small message and try for a sleep early method tonight.

I really need to try to sleep but I keep having nightmares upon nightmares.

I think the most cause for this type of lack of sleep is... my blah. Which is my period.

I am going to keep this fairly short and get ready to watch some Steins;Gate 0 and I might end up sleeping early tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Writing Journey Might Be Starting Soon

I think I know what name to use and it's winning on a strawpoll vote.

But... you can vote on your favorite if you want.

https://strawpoll.com/561cyye3 <-- just go on this and vote for a name of an elf scout.

After I pick her name out... I will reveal a bit more of the story I am going to write.

She is the main character and I really want to make this interesting.

Anyway, today, I have watched the live-action Jungle Book and I was really glad that I did.

I think tomorrow, I shall get back to doing surveys once again. While during breaks, I will be doing other stuff.

I really think I am getting more inspire with this idea now that I have the motivation to do something.

It might take me a while to get a structured story out there but hopefully, all will be good for me.

Things have been going pretty much down but I think it helps that spring is here and it won't be long until the weather will be warm and it should stay warm for a long time.

For now... I will watch some videos on YouTube and then get to bed pretty soon.

Hope you all be with me on my journey as I write this.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Going To Try To Work on A Writing Project

I am going to try to work on my writing more often even if I don't get something, at least, I am working on something.

I got an idea right now and it's like... a new take on a genre that is both future/dystophia and dark fantasy/magic. The idea came to me just days after Avicii passed away... his music were the inspiration.

I think there are days that I will be down but I will try my very best to get this done.

Anyway, I am going to try to work on her name... and a friend requested that I should try giving her a short simple name that only animals could understand... which is what I am thinking of doing.

I hope that I am going to actually work on this project rather than doing nothing at all.

As for the plans of what I am going to do later... I can't really say. I just have to do this day by day.

Alright, I'm gonna go now and get some stuff done.

Hope that I will continue on with this project more and not drop it at all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Spring Anime 2018 To Watch List

This is going to be the only other post I am making but as promise... the anime I am watching or going to watch later on.

• Tokyo Ghoul:re
• Food Wars Season 3 Part 2
• Lostorage Conflated WIXOSS
• Amanchu - Advance-
• Dances with The Dragons
• Magical Girl Boy
• Devil's Line
• Cutie High Earth Defense Club Love! Season 3
• Sword Art Online Alternative: Gun Gale Online (Different story... no Kirito)
• Persona 3 The Animation
• Butlers X Battlers
• Steins;Gate 0
• Gundam Build Divers
• Isekai Izakaya: Japanese Food From Another World
• Wotakoi: Love is Hard for Otaku
• Doreiku: The Animation
• Real Girl
• Kakuriyo -Bed and Breakfast For Spirits -
• Golden Kamuy
• Gegege no Kitaro
• Unamusume: Pretty Derby
• Caligula
• Hinamatsuri
• Tada Never Falls in Love
• Comic Girls
• Magical Gil Site (Different than Magical Girl Boy :V)
• Last Period: The Journey to the end of the despair
• Libra of Nil Admirari
• Yotsuiro Biyori

And so the list a bit longer than the winter and I'm kind of glad it is. I think this season has very interesting anime to watch. Who knows what will come next.

Hope you all enjoy at least some of the ones that I listed... or some of the ones that I did not list.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Weekend Was Good But Could Be Better

Things have been a busy weekend but it all ended up good.

Saturday, we ended up going to the store. Then dad went to mow but after he got done, we all went to see my aunt which was actually good to do.

Then Sunday, we stayed at home because my dad had to work at around 2. Good thing, it didn't last too long.

Today, it has been a rainy type of day. It's not too bored but I have been losing sleep...

Also... Chloe is in heat now. I bought diapers and it has been helpful since I don't like to keep her locked up all the time.

Good thing, since Susie is spayed now and she won't be in heat either. I do hope that she won't try to hump Chloe at odd times :/

The only thing... I need to figure out what to do just in case Chloe has to be put up... Ah, well... I just hope she will be alright for the next few weeks.

Anyway, I am going to update the anime list later today... It might be either on the second post or so forth.

I shall get off for now and rest. Hopefully, after a nap, I will feel better.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nothing To Do Over The Weekend

My weekend is already going to suck but it can't be helped at all. My dad has to work overtime this weekend and it kind of sucks. He hates it and wished that he had the weekend off.

Things should be enjoyed but not the way he has to do.

Ah, well...

This was to be expected.

And that's what my weekend is going to be all about. Staying home and be bored.

Can't be helped.

Anyway, I was hugely delayed on a movie and just now got done...

So now, I won't have time to watch YouTube tonight so I will do that tomorrow at the same time as watching anime and more.

Wish myself luck for this long boring weekend.

Other than that... going to get off to enjoy my two favorite shows tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Day Going By Slow Some Reason

I think I got some personal stuff done this morning. I wanted to do this since I had been holding it behind for ages :v My bad.

Today, I am not entirely sure what I am going to do since I have a lot to catch up online. So just have to wait and see what happens next. Things are a bit slow... but hopefully, it will be alright later.

I think the weather will be warm enough later to where I can walk down this hill. I want to try to do this a couple of times of the day or so forth. Just have to wait and see what happens next.

As well on doing that, I want to exercise too. I have been lacking this because things are... well... slow.

I really things weren't slow at all.

Anyway, I am behind on looking at my email and deleting stuff... and really behind on anime.

I should have the list, hopefully, on Monday. Wishing myself the best of luck for this weekend and stuff... Why do I keep saying "And stuff" after everything? I do not know this myself xD

I will be alright and hope things will be good today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Failing the Hearing Test But Good Vibes

Let's talk about something.

I know they just started getting glasses paid on medical care but why not the hearing aids and stuff? It's just so damn expensive by themselves...

Here's the point... my hearing is just not going to get any better. In fact, each year, it might get worse. And no tubes will help. This is the first time I have a ENT doctor who told me that my hearing is just going to get worse.

And I'm glad that I was told this.

I rather hear the truth than nothing at all.

I want medical care to change so they can pay for hearing aids at least one time. That's not hard to ask, really.

Sadly, I have to wait a whole year before I can get another pair of glasses paid through medical care since they only listed it for every 24 months. Why? I do not know.

I think change is good and bad in this world. And it's just time to start saving money so that I can get better glasses later on.

Hoping for good things to come. And yea... kind of have to deal with the fact that my hearing is just gonna get bad as I get older.

I won't let that bother me since I kind of gotten used to it over time.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

An Anime That Makes Me Think

I think I will be watching Steins;Gate 0 a week delay from now on... but dang, that anime is so good...

As you would know, I became obsessed with Steins;Gate the original. If you haven't seen it, go see it. It's all related to science and how time travel might work. It includes the whole idea of alpha and beta worlds. And so much "what ifs" and disastrous changes to alternative worlds... death is impossible to deny no matter what happens.

The whole idea started from a urban legend that imposingly happened on a forum online... and yea... that's how this show came to know.

If you look up the whole idea, it's seems oddly familiar. The whole entire anime is that way.

Now this new season came out and I'm more intrigued than ever.

It's just one of those few animes that makes you think about things. The thing or rather theme of Steins;Gate 0 is... the possibility of somebody being alive and don't really exist?  It's odd to say. You just have to watch the anime to figure it out.

Actually, go watch the first one. Because this one has a whole different idea. And yet... who knows if we could change the future or not.

Apparently, in this anime, it's not been changed. Something is going wrong and I hope that as the episodes come on... it would explain the connection to her death and the world he lives in.

So many questions, yo!!!

Anyway, I am going to the hearing doctor tomorrow so wish me luck on that. I do dread it because there is always a hearing test that I will not like at all.

Ah, well... wish me luck trying to explain to this doctor that I can't use tubes and need a hearing aid of some sorts instead.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Anime list is coming by next week. There are a few anime that are not out yet but I think I will ship those. So... hopefully, be finished with the first episodes by the weekend or so forth.

Finally Doing Surveys After So Long

Surveys have always been something that I needed to do but have always been lacking into doing... Today... became a different story. Finally.

I have decided that in order to not forget to do the surveys, I'll have them opened and do what I can do.

I know that I have been lazy about the blog today but I will do this one and try to do another one.

I'm sitting here and watching the traffic that is slowly being backed up due to work on the local interstate here.

I think it's interesting of what you might see while the traffic goes by slowly here.

Two food trucks and a semi carrying a trailer that had Willie Nelson's picture on the side with the words saying "On the Road Again." xD

Who knows what else I would see while sitting here but every once a while, the traffic picks up again... so not too fun after all.

Back to the surveys now. Since I want to get what I can done before 7 this evening.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When Things Shouldn't Be In A Hassle

I think each day of the week, month, year... is just something different or it could be the same. Anybody has a different way of living life.

I just sit here, trying hard to find a job. I really need to move into a city to where finding a job won't be such a hassle... well... I hope not.

I have been trying to figure out some ideas of what to do on my blog... so far, I am just behind on everything xD

Don't worry, I'm all caught up with Netflix, I think... I can't find out if anything is ending anymore because the website decided to only show me part of my queue... so that does suck a lot.

However, I am going to try to complete that one show, then get into K-Drama soon after that. If there's no movies or shows ending in May.

Anime... well... I still have loads to catch up so hopefully after doing some things in the morning tomorrow, I can get back the anime world.

I will try to get that list on here by Friday or Monday... just all depends on when I am able to complete it or how I feel when I come back on Thursday.

So much to do... so little time... well, not really about the little time part because... I'm all for taking my time instead of binging everything all at once.

I think... life will change for me eventually. Baby steps are important and I hope that matters in the end.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Back on Track With Things

Days like today are just impossible to get over with. Mostly because it's cold and there's nothing really to do.

I need to get back on track with exercising so that is hard in itself.

Anyway, the topic of what if and what to do? Well, that's mostly saying what could happen in the future.

Sometime, I wonder if it would be better if I lived in a city like Lexington, KY or Nashville, TN. It all just depends on how I am suppose to get there.

I want to go somewhere I can concentrate on writing more often. That's why I wouldn't mind to live in Nashville, TN. Writing there will be inspirational for me.

Maybe Lexington, KY will be the same. So I don't mind where I live as long as I am able to get a good job that pays and a writing time to get that done.

Without wasting any time of the day.

I think that's all I wanted to talk about on here.

For now, I will get ready for a nap later... hoping that will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Easy To Be Distracted By Pets But It's All Good

I thought that I was going to catch up with some anime but I got distracted a bit too much.

I will try to do that tomorrow but I got a long list of things to do tomorrow as well...

In case you all haven't know... I get free stuff to try out from websites such as crowdtap, pinchme and smiley360... and there's much more out there.

All you have to do is try out the product, take a pic of it and review it.

So that's on my list to do tomorrow... since I really need to catch up on some of those websites.

Anyway, I am thinking of going to bed early tonight because I feel really tired and out of it.

Things have been pretty much really slow today and yea...

I really need to try to get up at a certain time during the summer so that I can take the dogs out and get other stuff done... as well as get my daily dose of exercising in.

So... wish me luck on that. And no, I am not going to take a picture of my progress on here to show how well I am doing. I am just doing the exercise stuff as a way of making myself feel good and completing my resolution that I made 4 months ago xD

Ah, well...

I think I have a topic to talk about tomorrow... if I don't forget or anything. It's something about what if and what could be...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

All Is Good For Now

Before I get on with the rest of the day, I wanted to stop and write what has happened over the weekend.

Friday, I was able to let you know some of the details. So now I can finally let you all know what happened over the weekend.

Saturday, my mom was able to get to come home. Thankfully, early enough to get home in time for her to nap. The good news? She didn't need emergency surgery and she didn't really need to be there in the first place. The bad news? She does need surgery soon because that hernia will eventually make it hard for my mom to eat. So she is finally going to accept the fact... she needed the surgery.

So she's home now and well, doing everything like always xD Don't worry, I am keeping an eye on her.

Sunday, we went to see my aunt. We sat there and talked for a long time.

The whole entire weekend rained and that itself kind of suck a lot. I am not a big fan of rain.

Also, we went to the grocery store yesterday so it was bad... all that rain and the temperature was just getting cooler at the same time.

This week, I have to try to rest. Because I have a hearing test and the ear doctor coming up. Hopefully, things will be alright for not only me but for everybody else.

Really, it does suck sometimes. But we gotta try to stay positive and try our best everyday even on the harshest of days.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Mom And Her Health Matters Right Now

This is going to be a long blog and I will mention what is going on as well as what is going on with the weekend.

My mom was sent to Lexington yesterday afternoon/evening. We thought she would need emergency surgery but they said it would be best if she waited a bit.

That means... there might be other options but no matter, surgery must happen. We just don't know when yet.

I have been there all night long and it was not pleasant at all. Me and my aunt got home at around 1ish... so I done things before I went to take a long nap.

The weekend is going to be mostly about my mom. Since we are hoping she be home either tomorrow or Sunday. They will let us know, hopefully, tomorrow.

Saturday will be all about knowing when my mom gets to come home.

Sunday will be the same unless she comes home on Saturday.

So I will explain in full detail on Monday only because the details about everything is not fully known.

For now, I just have to wait until tomorrow comes to find more details. Then write all about it on Monday... Might make a quick draft but only publish it on Monday.

So now you all know why I didn't post yesterday. Since my mom's health does matter right now.

Thank you all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Need To Stop Feeling Bad

I'm sore all over. I should go easy tomorrow on exercising just because of things xD

I can't do the floor exercises because the floor is nasty and yea...

Anyway, I hope that tomorrow will be good...

And guess what... I'm already starting to feel like crap. It's gotta be something that I am doing in my daily life that is making me feel like this.

I really want to stay awake longer so that I can get my daily dose of reading but that has become a task on it's own to do.

I need to figure out something soon because it's making me feel like crap and want to sleep really early.

I sleep good, mind that... but there's gotta be something else bothering me.

I just have to figure it out soon.

Alright, shall watch a few more videos before I hop into my room to either sleep or read... because dang... sleep sounds so good right now xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Exercising Is Good For You... Duh.

I have done pretty much exercising this morning xD I am not really tired but sore.

Last night, I have to go to bed early because some reason, I started to feel like crap. It's been like that for the past few days. And I am not sure why exactly x.x

I need to tell my bestie that it wasn't his fault or anything but I can do that in a few days and hopefully... be a lot better.

Anyway, I think doing some exercising has been doing good to my body and health and mentality. So I will try my best to do them every day either at morning or afternoon.

Today, the weather is slowly warming up but that is good because then I can take my dogs out more often and feel better for myself.

I think the whole point of this post is... staying positive on things even when things go bad around you.

I hope that tonight I will feel like reading for once...

Yes, I haven't been reading for the past few days since I kept feeling like crap before bed and stuff...

I hope to get a second post in today but understand... it all depends on my mood.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thinking About Things And Hoping To Feel Better Tomorrow

I think I progress with somethings but starting tomorrow, I am going to do one website at a time for surveys.

I hope my head stops hurting by the time I get to sleep... but some reason, I have been waking up with headaches too.

Today, there's something that I got to thinking...

Mulan. The movie that I really love. But I actually love the true story of Mulan because it's more real and more awesome.

It would be awesome to be a hero sometimes.

Anyway, I am going to watch a video or two before getting to my room...

And I just hope that I won't start feeling bad since I really want to read before I go to sleep. I have not read in a few days since I started to feel bad for some odd reason...

I think tomorrow, I will try to do some more exercising... yes, I am trying to do some... it would take a while to get used to it.

Right... gonna go now since some odd reason, I am starting to feel bad again.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thoughts That Make No Sense

I have to say... there are moments while you are showering, you can't help but get thoughts about the world around you and why it doesn't make sense and why some things are funny.

That's the joy of life, I guess... having those moments where you think about things while in the shower.

I used to sing while showering xD I still do sometimes and it's fun to do.

I even sing while I walk or just sitting around because that's how I am.

I miss the days where I just start dancing out of nowhere xD Really want to do that again.

And I almost forgot that I had a blog to complete but time does that to you xD

Anyway, today, I might be thinking a lot like I did in the shower but not in the shower xD Kind of confusing to talk about.

I hope that the day will be good since the warming up process is going to long and hard.

Who knows what today will be like...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Going On A Free Sticker Hunt But...

I have been going on a free sticker hunt all day but sooner or later, I am going to buy some random stickers as well just to add into my collection of stickers that I have now xD

I should do a video and show the pages of stickers I have... glorious and a lot of stickers.

I used to had a book when I was younger but I gave it away because it had gotten full... Then I decided to start another book sometime during college...

You know... stickers are fun to look at because they are beautiful in some ways... and some can be full of memories... kind of like pictures are.

I think I will take a break from the hunt of free stickers for a day or two because that was... really stressful as heck.

Tomorrow, I am going to enjoy a day of anime or movies... depending on my mood...

Hopefully, things will be good for me.

Who knows what tomorrow will bring too.

I am going to get off early to get ready to watch The Crossing again tonight... Though, to tell you the truth... that show is not my favorite... It needs to pick up so I will watch a few more episodes to figure out if it's worth the watch.

For now, I shall get off and go.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Was A Weird And Cold Weekend

I think my weekend was a mixed of feelings but the weather caused it xD

Saturday was cold... outrageous for April weather but not surprising at all. My dad had to work and by the time he came home, we went to Wal-Mart to get stuff we need... you know, the usual: Toothpaste, face wash, shower gel, etc. Also, got some pillows and they were a mistake. Basically, the pillows were hard but I am used to them now. I'm okay with it.

Sunday... the weather was struggling.... we went to see my aunt and just talked. We got home to eat some pizza... then went to the grocery store since dad was afraid he might have to work late tonight.

I did sleep good after a while... just takes a lot of getting used to with firm pillows.

I am going to sleep with these pillows just until I decide whether or not these are good.

After we got home and done with everything yesterday, I have decided to watch some anime. I am watching mostly the spring anime since I was curious about what some of them will be like... so far... they are funny and interesting to watch xD

The list won't be due until next week because there will be a lot of late first episodes coming in so I have to wait and see what else comes out. Still waiting on Steins:Gate 0 because this anime is a different story in a different time... hard to figure out what is going on until I start watching it.

Alright, I will get on with the day... I hope to get another post up before getting off the computer early tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hopeful For A Positive Weekend

I think my weekend might be a bit delayed... Simply because my dad has to work.

The worst part about not being able to drive is staying home every single day... until I have a doctor's appointment or walking the dogs.

I don't get out much in case you are wondering. It does bother me, but I don't let the negativity get to me.

Right now, I am about to get off my PC to go watch Once Upon a Time and Hawaii Five-O.

Then tomorrow, I might end up watching some anime so that I can watch some spring ones... maybe tomorrow for that too xD

Sunday, I think we are going to go to Wal-Mart but I hope that we get to see my aunt too... but that can only be determined until the day it comes.

I mention before that I wanted to stop blogging on weekends... one of those reasons is because every other weekend, we always spontaneously go somewhere.

Anyway, I gotta let my dogs run out and get ready to watch those two shows...

Hopefully the weekend will be good for me. Who knows...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Mind Is Mysterious

What if you wake up with a different body but your mind is your own? You have these strange memories trying to appear but your mind is your own. You are confused at why you are here and just want to seek where these memories come from. You are afraid of what you might find and regret something that you can't quite place.

This is all from a movie called Selfless. It made me think despite not posting it about it until today.

Things like that do make me think. I have read books and watch anime that have made me think a whole lot. That's rare for me.

I think I love the whole idea of sci fi. I really love fantasy too since I love magic and stuff.

However, the movie "Selfless" made me think about the mind being mysterious and stuff.

There's another show that is about the brain and the mind called "The Black Box". It doesn't come on TV anymore but it's about the brain and how it's a black box itself. Full of mysteries that are left unsolved.

We live in a world where the mind itself is still full of questions and mysteries. We are all the time discovering something new.

It's amazing. And it's terrifying at the same time. We live in a world where our minds can be a prison to some.

Who knows what is ticking in our own minds.

And I'm sure most of us really don't want to wake up in another body but with our own minds.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Result But Gotta Go Back to ENT Later On

Ear, Nose, Throat doctor was actually really nice. I hope to like him more as I go back in 2 weeks for a hearing test.

I am hoping that he will be able to help me with trying to get the best possible hearing aid out there.

I'm afraid that this is the only post that I am doing today because I really hate those white buses from RTEC... but can't help it.

I am a bit tired since I did not get too much sleep last night.

I did had nose sprays but I hate using them because I can breath... hello!

Anyway, I am going to do my best catching up with YouTube but I am going to bed early tonight since I am not feeling too great.

I hope that next time, I can be better at getting up early and not feel bad later.

Tomorrow, I will be able to two posts like I usually try to do.

Right now, back to YouTube.

Also, going to start watching first episodes of Spring Anime either tomorrow or Saturday and start listing them either as I go or have a full list out in two weeks.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Can't Be Sure If I'm Ready For Tomorrow

Hope you all liked the extra post about the anime... I should had added pictures but maybe next time, I will.

Tomorrow... oh, tomorrow... I am going to an ENT which means ear, nose, and throat doctor. I have to sit there to tell them that I was already diagnosed with congestive hearing loss and tell them that tubes will not work no matter what.

Then I have to sit there and tell them what to do if my eardrum is badly damaged... also to mention that I did had two tiny holes and if it was possible those holes is what caused a rupture if I happen to have one.

All of this will be with answers and I will be able to give it to you all tomorrow, after I come back.

I am still debating on whether to write before I go or wait until I come back... I won't be able to mention anything at all on my twitter so just have to wait and see...

Things are gonna be a bit hectic from the time I wake up and until the time I go...

I do kind of dread it because it has been since 2013 since I last seen a ear doctor.

Sad part... is I do need to go and figure out if there's any way possible to get any of them to help me get a hearing aid of my choice... because well... doctors seem to really think my wellcare card can do them :/ Yea... tried that. Done that. Not sure why.

Hopefully, things will be different this time around. So just have to wait and see...

Until tomorrow, I will let you all know of any news.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Review of Mahouka

I just finished the anime about two hours ago. It's still fresh on my mind about the whole entire series.

Before we go off and talk about what I thought about the show, let's talk about what it is about and the English title...

The English title to Mahouka is actually The Irregular At Magic High School. Now I don't understand why the Japanese title is shorter than the English title but that's not up to me to decide and I don't really want to do a hardcore research about the meaning behind it.

The story is this: In a world of a war driven time, technology was able to let people use magic in some form. They use these technology devices that I think are called CB (please understand, the small details can sometimes be forgotten) and they use engineers to upgrade or debug these devices. Two siblings came be known... Shiba siblings with secrets that are not known. Tatsuya isn't able to use some magic because some of them are unstable. His sister, Miyuki is powerful than him. They are in a school where they are split into two. From there, slowly their secrets are hidden and known at the same time as matter of events began to happen. Their friends even help out.

I don't want to spoil the whole entire show but the anime itself actually became good.

It did start out slow but then all the action became known. Which by far... is awesome.

The four theme songs (the anime has 26 episodes so 2 openings and 2 endings are split in half) are interesting to listen to but I did prefer the first opening and the second ending more than the others.

The anime art is kind of dodgy in some areas but that's to be expected on some anime that felt rushed.

Yes, this anime did felt rushed at the end and I was hoping for a new anime but this anime has been out for a long time so there's no news of any sequels or not.

Over all... I did enjoy the anime a whole lot. I kind of wished it didn't felt rushed at the end. But that's okay... at least, I got the feel of a good story.

Even though... Tatsuya Shiba is still a question about what or who he is. Yes, I do mean about "What" because everything about him was strange.

Do I recommend the anime? Yes but please understand, it's slow to start but rushed at the end.

That concludes my review for Mahouka aka The Irregular at Magic High School.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Done With Mahouka Soon!

I am almost done with Mahouka finally... it's a fairly interested show and full of stuff that makes you think twice about magic and technology.

I have been delaying this blog because I wanted to do nothing but rest today. I will be making a review post either tonight or after I take my nap of Mahouka. I want to give myself time to think about it and figure out what to say.

This will be an extra blog post so don't pay no mind to it when I do update it.

I am a bit tired but ah, well...

I am going to get off the computer to take a nap soon so I will be watching the last and final episode of Mahouka before then.

Who knows what my mind will say about the whole entire story of the anime...

Alright, until then... you might see an extra post for Mahouka in a hour or so.

Hoping that it would be an interesting thing to write about.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Almost Done With Mahouka...

So I did not get to finish Mahouka just yet... but I only got 4 more episodes to watch so that will get done tomorrow.

Soon, I will be getting ready to watch some spring anime 2018.

Also, it is getting ready to storm here so I have to try my best to get this blog updated so that I can get off my computer ASAP... don't want to end up having a lightning strike again like it did last year around this time :/

I think tomorrow will be my rest day... and I will be waiting until tomorrow to chat with my bestie... only because I hate using things during storms a whole lot.

I will be glad to finish this anime soon...

Netflix needs to have an option to where you can find out what shows or movies that are ending because... well... the set up now is hard to figure out what is leaving and what is not... I miss being able to view the whole entire list...

Ah, well... just have to deal with it for now. Plus, I'm sure it was either anime or K-Drama that was taken off Netflix...

For now, I will try my best to finish the anime tomorrow and hopefully be able to read some tonight.

Tomorrow is my rest day... since Thursday will be the day I go see a hearing doctor... Will give you all more detail tomorrow and soon after I am back on Thursday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Morning And Catching Up With Anime

I am done with some tasks from this morning... though, I gotten a bit delayed to watch anime and updating my blog. No problem, right?

Anyway, things are going alright. Just slow but that is expected.

I am going to continue to watch anime while doing other stuff online so do wish me good luck.

The show I watched was good but I'm worried about shows like this... because they hardly ever be successful. Just have to wait and see.

Right now, things a re bit odd... not sure how to say anything.

New spring anime are still coming out and that takes up to two weeks to catch up with.

I am a bit sleepy but have to wait until 2 to take a nap.

I hope that I can get some stuff done soon...

Because being busy is good sometimes.

I cannot be sure if I will be able to update tonight because there's suppose to be storms coming in and that's gonna suck a lot. :/ Let's hope there's no storms tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Catching Up With More Anime

Soon, I will be watching a new show that is premiering tonight. It's called "The Crossing". It's more of a sci fi which is something I would get into... especially with the whole idea of time travel and stuff.

Also, hoping to be finish with Mahouka anime either tomorrow or Wednesday... then I will get into another anime soon after while watching out for any new anime coming out. Also, need to catch up with Card Captor Sakura by a whole lot... something made me skip it for a bit.

The only two spring anime I am watching out for full time are Steins;Gate 0 and Sword Art Online Alternative: Gun Gale Online (Wished they called it Gun Gale Online instead of the weird title but ah, well... anime works weird like that.)

However, I will be watching some anime and add it to a to watch list... so yay for that.

I might be busy watching more anime tomorrow but we shall see what happens tomorrow first. There's stuff that I need to catch up first thing after waking up.

I always watch Live with Kelly and Ryan in the mornings, then figure out what the weather is like...

Strange weather coming in tomorrow too... so I hope that I feel like updating more than once a day.

I will be doing a review of Mahouka with pictures and more on my blog once I am done with it.

It won't be long until certain other shows be ending this year too... so only one of them might have a review... just have to wait and see.

For now... I will try to get ready to go watch the show that will come on soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Weekend Was Boring But Okay

I think the weekend was okay... but it was still kind of boring xD

Saturday, I did not go anywhere at all. I did go out to eat but the food on that day was just... strange.

I don't really want to say too much about Saturday since things were kind of too fast for that.

I did get started with anime and tried my best to keep going but didn't anywhere.

Sunday, we went to Wal-Mart so I bought a memory foam topper for my bed since my bed is just... not good.

Then my aunt came by so that's a plus.

I got to thinking about what I wanted to do for my blog and YouTube... then I figured it out...

I will be doing random things at certain blogs at certain times of the week.

Since I am watching an anime series right now, I won't be doing the "Watch a random thing" using the Netflix roulette site that is available... it basically chooses a random movie or tv show that you can watch. So that would be interesting to try out on some days... and if it's a show, for a week or two, depending on whether I like it or not xD

Also, I would be watching more K-Drama but at least once a month... if possible. I will start that soonish.

Video Games are still a thing... I will start those later on the year... no known date will be noted.

Then the best part... StumbleUpon is going to play a huge roll in my random blog post... so that's going to be interesting xD

Of course, I am going add photos and videos soon... so wish me luck for that.

Right now, I will do my best for today... with anime and more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK