Not Feeling Good...

Some reason, I am not feeling good... Something I ate must had gave me negative affects :'v

Anyway, not sure what to do since it's close to bed time... Might end up going to bed because I am hurting a lot at that area... Great. Really hope the surgery will help the pain.

Tomorrow, I am not sure what to do yet. I really want to do some things and hope things will be alright.

This is the only post for today since I was busy earlier... I was at my grandma's... so yay.

Right now, might end up laying down.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just An Unexpected Fun Trip

Today, we went to see my brother for the day. I had a good time there. We had to give our cat with kittens to them since the cat was trying to move the kittens to the most unusual spot. At least, there she can stay at one place and stay safe.

Anyway, we went to the flea market but didn't see anything there.

Once we got home, I went to lay down because I wasn't feel good. Too long of a story to explain that one.

This is the reason why I haven't made a post any earlier. I hope that things will be alright tomorrow for me.

For now, I will get on YouTube while figuring out why I was forgetful on things.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Ended Up... Bored.

I ended up bored today. Yay... Although, I did not watch any anime, I did not watch any movies, I just ended up being distracted.

I really don't know why xD

Although, I did went on Twin Saga and played it for a hour or two. I mostly just done it because I was just simply... bored. xD Oops.

Alright, I have been lazy today, sorry...

Right now, I just got done watching a few videos on YouTube and just want to go to sleep.

I doubt I'll be going anywhere for a while. Mostly due to the weird weather we are gonna get for a few days. Rain, storms, and more rain.

Yay for a call of the flood.

Anyway, I am going to go and try to sleep... hope things will be alright tomorrow... even though we might not be going anywhere.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Back To 2 Posts A Day For More Things To Come!

I am going back to making 2 posts a day for a bit. Well, whenever I feel like I need to type something, I'm gonna do that instead. For now, the minimal will be 2 posts for days that I feel good. For days that I don't feel good, the minimal posts will be 1.

I am always changing my ways on this blog for some odd reason xD

I think it will be alright. But there's something important that I wish to talk about.

Remember a couple of years ago that I was talking about Net Neutrality? The FCC passed a law to protect many things for that purpose. This year, this time, they are going to try to kill those rules and making net neutrality no longer a thing.

Basically, there's going to be a huge change to our online world. This time, they are not going to listen to millions of people who doesn't want them to kill net neutrality off... Basically, having no plans of protecting our network after they do kill this off... Therefore, we are no longer safe.

Companies would be blocking sites, making sure we aren't allow to see this or that... Anime could be illegal because of this reasoning. Many things could be illegal. Things that are not harmful. So yea...

Good job, people.

I will no longer be able to talk about subjects like this because net neutrality is what protects our freedom of speech online as well. So, yea... take this away, take away our rights to do what we want.

YouTube is already doing this and so this doesn't surprise me that they will be messing with nets and more.

For now, I will hush. Things like this can get on people's nerves...

And, I vow to stop talking about things for my bestie's sake :o

If they do break things, my blog will be limited to only reviews and other small things. No longer, I will be able to speak my mind. I won't stop writing my blogs and I am not going to change anything because I know that I am not the only one that will be talking about this.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Books Are Coming In Finally and Waiting

My books are coming in finally. I ordered a Japanese handbook to learn Japanese a bit more. This book was highly recommended by YouTube star Marzia. It's actually a decent price and should be worth to have to learn more Japanese language than what I learned in college. Yay~

Also, I am waiting for my bestie~ I got lots of things planned out for him so don't want to spoil the surprise here. :D

Anyway, I am not sure what to do.

Things has happened yesterday but it was too late for that. I think I will be alright because there's a new future that I am planning... it's something that I will not say here yet because I have a reader that's very nosy. That person will not be named at all.

I am done with telling certain things on here because yea... it's seems useless to do something and it ends up with another way... Stop being so dang nosy x.x

Alright, I have a movie on pause so I am going to go watch that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Change To YouTube And Maybe Blogger

I have been keeping up with YouTubers and more... Apparently, there is an end to a series that I do love and it's ending because of how much YouTube has changed.

2017 has been really a bad year for YouTubers and possibly bloggers too.

In fact, 2017, has been a year where shitposting has become a crime. It really sucks a lot, you know? And news media are infected with finding every wrong reason to take away the idea of freedom of speech.

I really feel for my bestie right now. I really feel for YouTubers. I really feel for all the victims.

Our online world has been developed by our rights but those rights have been severely taken away because of one law that let's companies buy out your browser history and companies can choose what they want to post only to videos that they like.

It's affecting all of us.

A change that I do not like but it can't be helped until we learn to fight for our freedom of speech online right back.

It'll take time for many of them to wake up and see the true reality of what our rights being taken away is like.

I will not be talking about this subject anymore until it's fixed.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Allergy Season For Me (also, anime list late but it's here)

Allergy season for me this time... Usually, I get allergies around spring because the pollen is kind of worst at this time. Mostly, I just have a stuffy nose so that's not the fun part.

Thankfully, it's just the stuffy nose. Other than that, I'm alright.

I'm trying another anime called Kantai Collection about loli and more as ships :v Yes, you are reading that correctly.

Anyway, I did promise you all an anime list so here we go:

• Attack on Titan 2 (been waiting too long for this but it's super awesome)
• The Silver Guardian
• GranBlue Fantasy (A delayed anime but happy it's on this season)
• Berserk 2
• High School Star Musical 2
• Starmyu 2
• Alice and Zoroku
• Tsugumomo
• Frame Arms Girl (If you watched Angelic Layer, this is a good anime to watch too)
• Natsume Yujin-cho 6
• Akashic Records of Bastard Magical Instructor (Think Otaku Teacher and other anime about lazy teachers)
• The Royal Tutor
• Rage of Bahamut: Genesis
• Armed Girl's Machivellsium
• Sakurada Reset (Very interesting to watch this one)
• Sakura Quest
• Kado: The Right Answer
• Saekano S2 
• Toukigakirei
• Love Tyrant
• Clockwork Planet (Very unique anime!)
• Hinako Note
• Twin Angels BREAK
• Kabukibu!
• Eromanga Sensei
• Re-Creaters
• Grimoire of Zero (I love fantasy, ok?)
• Anonymous Noise
• World End: What Do You Do At The End of the World? Are You Busy? Will You Save Us? (That's the actual title and it's about magical girls... by far, interesting anime despite the long title)
• Kenka Bancho Otome: -Girls Beats Boys-
• Sword Oratoria (Is It Wrong To Date Girls in a Dungeon? sequel but this is the view of Bell's Crush and her story. So yes, this is worth it)
• Seven Mortal Sins (Really extremely lewd anime)

The list is actually longer this time because there's a lot of good anime that's worth watching. I only watched the first episodes of most of the newer anime so my view is based on that so far.

Thanks and shall get back to the Kantai anime xD Girls as ships... yea... anime is fun~

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Might Be One Posting For This Week

I might be one posting for this week only. I could say why but I don't want to. I just know that I will be feeling bad for a few days this week so there will be one posts for a while now.

I have been watching a movie or two. One was good and the other wasn't as much... So that's my day for today.

Right now, I am watching some videos since there's not much to do for the rest of the day.

Around 7ish, I am taking a break to get ready for Gotham's return. The Riddler is coming tonight and that's gonna be interesting to watch.

Gotham is such a good show. I recommend to anyone who wants to watch something that's based on Batman's world.

Anyway, I am sorry that there will be one postings for the rest of the week, but it's to be expected.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Heavy Rain All Day Long Here

It has been raining all day long here. Mostly heavy rain off and on.

I have been home since 2ish in the afternoon... I was visiting my grandma earlier today and had a good time, talking with my family. Yay~

I am kind of excited for a show tonight so this is one post for this blog... Just wanna say that xD

Anyway, I hope that since our phone service is working now... that I will be in peace with the mind.

I've been praying a lot lately because of certain things. I won't list why for personal reasons.

I'll be ending this short since I am not sure what to do yet. Besides watching that show later tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

In The End... It Turned Out An Interesting...

I am not going to go into details that much but...

My dad finally went to Walmart. We ended up with a cake and a TV. Don't ask questions about that at all xD

I'm not gonna say much about the TV part because safety is important, folks.

Anyway, I wanted to get the cake early because I know that coming closer to the surgery, I won't have the chance to eat cake or anything. I'm gonna go full blown health maniac after surgery. Your question might be... why not now? Because it's alright to spurge once in a while. And this cake is just this once... and because my dad won't go back to Walmart for a while now.

I also got some make up essentials because I'm gonna test out styles for makeup every once a while.

Might as well as enjoy life as much as possible. Because life is too short to care about the madness around you...

I am going to start writing soonish too... I know I keep saying this but I hope things will be alright for all of us.

Alright, gonna go back to YouTube world... I hope tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Cold Day Because Weather Is Screw Up

It's another day where the weather is messed up... It's gonna be cold for only today and tomorrow. Then after that, it's gonna be warm xD

Also, Happy Earth Day. Today, we celebrate why Earth is a beautiful planet to be on. :D

It's been raining all morning long and it's a bit boring day so far. Ah, well. Not sure what to do today yet since there's nothing else to do.

I guess we are staying home because of the rain.

Anyway, I am going to go now. This is a short post since I am not entirely sure what we're doing today yet.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure What's Going On?

I have been dealing with a bit of a stomach problem. I'm not feeling good at all. Blah.

I think I will try to go to bed a bit early since nobody is online to talk to xD Well, mostly my bestie is not online. :o

Tomorrow, I am not sure what we will be doing yet. The weather is really messed up right now since the rain is bringing in cool days. So that's gonna be fun.

Might be keeping this short and I gotta rest through out the week and hope things will be alright for all of us.

No life updates at this moment but yea... next week is gonna be fun.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Still Alright With Our Internet

It's gonna be alright and our internet is working wonderful. But our phones are still down. So far, my mom has been having to use my cell phone as much as possible trying to get the service company to listen to us.

Anyway, I'm not sure when our phone will be back on. So just hoping it will be soon.

I'm watching a movie that's interesting... it's called Outcast with Nicoles Cage as one of actors on the movie. Interesting indeed xD

I am not sure what I will be doing for the rest of the day yet. Might end up taking a nap at around 2ish...

Hope things will be alright for us today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Faster Internet? Yush... But... There's A Slight Problem...

So we got our faster internet in today. It's really awesome! Yush!

I tried streaming but I think I will stream when I don't have everything open at the same time xD

We'll see what happens next.

Right now, the internet is doing really well but there's a slight problem... While he was fixing the phone jack and stuff, our landline services are down. We can't call out and I doubt people can call in. So we gotta wait a day for that now.

I am happy with this internet. Downloads are faster... however, upload might be better, it can still be slow at times. Hopefully, that won't be the case if I try streaming and stuff.

Anyway, right now, I am resting and taking a break from things. Not sure what to do yet.

Tomorrow is gonna be a long day since it is the beginning of a cold weekend to come. Dang.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Wait Starts?

I am not sure if they are gonna even come by today to upgrade my internet yet.

So the waiting started about a hour ago x.x

Anyway, I am not sure what I am going to do since the guy could come by anytime today.

I am going to find something to do until then. So this post is a bit short.

Hope my bestie is alright, I only talked to him for a short time before I went to bed. He had something important to do. No word from him yet. So hope things are alright.

I will wait until he wakes up on his own time to figure out what he says about anything.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Tomorrow Is The Day.. I Hope.

Tomorrow is the day that I am getting upgraded to 50mbps speed on my internet... knowing my upload speed, that will still be the same.

I am going to test things out once they get it all done and hopefully, life will be good.

Anyway, I am going to start another anime soon so hope to watch it soonish.

I can't really say what it is because I only seen the first episode. I just know it's lolis as ships. There...

Alright, back to YouTube world. Nothing really was done today so yay me...

I really need to find time to get some stuff done... so yea... there's that.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just A Hump Day... Dang

It's the middle of the week and so far... it's just been a boring day. Not sure what to do for the rest of the day xD

Anyway, I am a bit sleepy so it won't be long until nap time comes.

I think tomorrow is when the internet people will come by and upgrade this internet. Again, I might be testing it out by streaming. Not sure yet.

Right now, I'm just gonna figure out what to do next. Since I am taking a break from playing games for a little bit. Why? I guess... I don't want to be stressed out.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy Too Early? Gotta Wait...

I am sleepy too early but gonna wait before I go to bed.

I think the list for Spring 2017 will be coming by the end of this week... no promises of the exact time. I just know there are a few more that I am waiting to be released.

Also, that anime with a long title is really good. I am looking forward to that.

Tomorrow, I am going to rest since Thursday, I am getting a new modem and everything else.

Hope things will be awesome when they upgrade my internet here. I might even stream more! Of course, I'll have to do a test before I can figure if that's possible or not.

If it is possible, then I'm gonna stream. Just keep an eye out on my twitter for any news.

Right now, I'm gonna watch some videos on YouTube and hope things be well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nothing Better To Do... I Guess

I really don't have anything to do right now. So I put on some make up for no reason at all xD

I am getting the hang of putting on foundation. The only thing I can't figure out to do is the eye shadow. I hope that eventually, I get good at that. It's hard to do unless I  can have a free hand mirror. That way I can use two hands to get it on. What's going on... my right eye doesn't want to close xD

I needed help with my mom but she done good because it made it look like I got galaxy eyes xD Awesome mom.

Anyway, I am going to watch a video now and go take a short nap. I hope today will be good for me.

Also, I am not going to be talking about my bestie a whole lot but I might just mention to give him lots of prayers instead.

Learn something too... chats are private and nobody is allow to spy on them. So.. interesting.

Alright, gonna go watch that video now.

That's all

With love,

BDK

The Update From Surgeon

I guess you could say...

I am having surgery on May 10th. Just 5 days after my birthday xD My bestie is worried but at least, he knows that the success rate is really good.

I'm kind of nervous still because this is actually happening.

Anyway, I am going to celebrate my birthday with relief and glad to get this thing out of my body. I am in pain and the pain is getting more and more noticeable. So yea.

I know one thing, I will be sleeping early tonight because of lack of sleep from last night xD Not fun at all.

I get that way whenever it's something serious about me.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a good day for me.

Of course, right now I am watching YouTube xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Early Post of The Day... What?!

I am only posting this early because I have to be ready to roll by the time noon rolls around. I don't want to waste time by just sitting and not do nothing xD

I am nervous about going to the surgeon. To the point that I couldn't sleep. I really hope my bestie is getting my messages about me going there because this is important and I know he would need to know.

I am doing this blog early to let you all know that if the surgeon does schedule me to have surgery sometime this week or the next or sometime next month, I will be sure to remind myself to post the second time to tell you all and explain in small details of what is to be expected and such. Whether I have to stay in hospital or whether I have to go in one day only to get this done.

Now, this is my first surgery that involves insides... so that is really frighten to me. I hope people understands how I feel about this. I really want somebody to tell me that everything will be alright and more. I don't know what to do...

I do know one thing, I believe that my bestie is watching over me somehow... so that part makes me happy a little... I still wish to talk to him xD

Alright, I hope things will be good for both of us... especially for me.

I will let you all know in small details later after I come back from the appointment for any info.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Easter

Although, it might be a bit late for me to say for many places but... Happy Easter everybody.

I have been at my grandma's for a short while. Though, we didn't really do much there xD

Anyway, I'm worried about my bestie since he messaged me about not wanting to talk for a day or two... so it does worry me a whole lot. Hope he is alright. Wish he tells me that he is alright instead of telling me that but that's my bestie for ya xD So it's alright. Kind of used to how he acts now.

Tonight, I will be watching a show called Once Upon a Time. I think it's gonna be an interesting show.

Tomorrow, I am going to try to get the surgeon appointment over with... I am sure that I have to have surgery. Not fun to think about but I will give details tomorrow when that time comes.

So much things in my head...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My View On Tales of Zestiria

I haven't beat the game yet but I will one day since I am having a hard time beating the second form of the boss xD

I am going to be honest... I did went on ahead and watched the ending of the game online and lemme tell you... it's awesome but sad at the same time.

First thing, the story is beautiful. I felt like the ending should have more story and stuff.

Second thing, the background music is good, although towards the end, you have two lyrical background music. I kind of wish they added them at the end too but they didn't. I won't reveal where these two songs are.

Third thing, the opening for English was just guitar... they could easily added an English version but since they knew there would be people be recording the game, they decided against it. Good job, Bandai. But hey, I love ya still.

I think Tales of Zestiria is a game that people disregarded because of how "short" it seemed and how the battle system is.

However, I did heard Tales of Bersetira is doing really good. I hope to get that game but there's no promises if I get to beat the game. I might get the end xD

I am going to view the other Tales of series gameplays and figure out which story that I enjoy the most. I know the stories for Tales of Symphonia and Tales of the Abyss.

Of course, I am not giving up on beating this game just yet. I just need to get better strategy on the second form boss xD

I am not going to be playing for a while because it gets tiring playing the same boss over and over... however, I might just grind the optional crucibles to level up. That might help me out, yea... We'll see.

Anyway, I am going to watch the anime version of the game soon. Just to compare and hopefully reveal more of the story behind this.

Until then... I will watch some anime and have a list out by tomorrow or sometime this week.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Good Friday~

Today marks Good Friday which is the beginning of the passover for Easter. It lasts for 3 days so today is the first day.

Interesting history for a holiday. :D

Anyway, I have not been doing anything much but I do want to say that this coming Sunday, I will be having a list of anime... if not by then, it would be next week. So there's no promises of when the list be available.

Now this is a list of only the anime that I am watching so keep that in mind. If there's not an anime on the list. then it would mean that I am not watching it or saving for another time.

Game day tomorrow so that's gonna be fun for me.

I know that I will be getting up early tomorrow so I will only keep today's post as one for now.

Hope things be alright for all of us.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Am Having A Long List of Anime Again...

I guess you could say... I am going to have a long list of anime again xD

I am not going to update it until Sunday evening, just either before or after I watch a show called Once Upon A Time.

I am going to take a break from Tales of Zestiria until Saturday... Why so many breaks? Because we are all the time busy on Thursday now.

Also, a small update, I am going to the surgeon on Monday. I am just going to see him to find out if I need surgery or not.. Apparently, this person will do a surgery so this is gonna be fun then.

I will keep you all posted when that time comes.

Right now, I am going to watch anime and then some videos on YouTube...

This might be the only post for today... sorry... I hope that things will be alright for me.

That's all

With love,

BDK

PS: Kind of wondering how my bestie can sleep for long hours at a time xD I hope to talk to him soon then.

Somewhat Something Strange

So, I have been getting a strange feeling. Not sure why but hope it goes away soon.

Anyway, I have finally leveled up to 69, I think xD Odd... how is that even possible? Could that be a sign? I have no idea. But I think I am able to try and beat the final boss on Tales of Zestiria now. We'll see what happens tomorrow. I am really not sure what to do now.

Today, I have watched anime and watched a movie... then played Tales of Zestiria for a while.

Right now, I am not sure what I am going to do. Might watch some videos before going to bed.

Also, I got my results from the HIDA scan... Apparently, my gallbladder function is only 27%... Good job body... I do have to go see a surgeon to find out if my gallbladder needs to come out or not. Of course, I'll keep you all posted when that time comes.

Alright, time to watch some videos now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just Another Wednesday But It's Alright

I have been trying to figure out what to do and more. But since it's Wednesday and I wanna wait until Saturday to update the list... Really, I want to be able to get what I can now. Then update the anime list by this weekend or so forth.

I am going to play more Tales of Zestiria tonight. Just for about a hour or two.

Right now, I am going to take a short nap and watch a movie after my nap.

Hopefully, things will be alright for all of us.

Still talking to me bestie so that's a good thing. Hope we keep talking for old times sake xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Can Be A Winner Somehow

Guys, you can be a winner somehow... someway xD

Just a random title but if prayers and friendship is the best thing there is, you know that you are awesome some reason.

Since the change of the rules about the internet, it's kind of hard to talk about most anything without something or someone trying to get right back at you. I know that and that's why I had changed my ways since the beginning of the year. Yes, we might have some things that doesn't seem right but if we are not careful with what we say, anything can turn around and hurt us right back. Scary, right?

I am beginning to understand Cryaotic more and more now. He remains anonymous online for the scary reason of why the internet exist as well... Too much shit to go around that you can't talk about anymore.

A lesson to be learn... don't post something or talk about something until you get the facts or until you let a professional know about it firsthand. You can never know when something or someone is out there thinking that you are in the wrong.

Anyway, that's all I can say right now. I don't want to explain why I am talking about this because it's not something that you can play around for hours on end...

As for me... today, will be a one post kind of thing.

I went to the gyno doctor today and had an unexpected test. Weirdest thing ever, but the doctor... well, the doctor is the nicest person that I ever seen! He explained things that made a whole lotta sense. And if you're wondering... I am on birth control again but this time, it's the pills and not as powerful as the shot. Yay me.

Also, I am not gonna announce to the whole world (FB and twitter) about being on birth control and stuff... because that can make men think strange stuff.

I'm gonna continue on the road to finding out my health problems.... hopefully with my gallbladder now. I am having spells again but... yea... just waiting for the results for that test now.

Life is short and we all make mistakes. And we all might be surprise who is there to be with you.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

This Full Moon Might Be Good

I have decided not to play the game for that I am not feeling too good at all. I really didn't eat much once I got home. Tomorrow, I should be in a better mood.

Also, tomorrow, I am going to a gynecologist for the first time ever. I might not be there long so I will try to keep you all posted when I come back tomorrow.

I am a bit sleepy right now, just thinking about it makes me even more sleepy xD

I am not going to bed until 10ish so I will watch some YouTube videos until then.

The full moon is high in the sky so that might be good... not sure yet.

I am still waiting for news from someone right now... Just hope there will be good news.

Anyway, nothing to do so gonna go. Though I'm curious about what to do next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nervous About Today

Today, at 1PM EST, I am going in for a test called HIDA scan. It's an advance type of ultrasound but the only catch is how it does.

I won't go into details about the test but if you are curious... they give you a very tiny amount of radioactive material and then they flush it out with a serious of shots... Making you feel like you have to pee and more... It's not a pleasant feeling but this has to be done.

Anyway, it's not that bad once you get done with it because it's just one of those type of tests that you would be glad to be over with.

I'm just waiting right now since I am leaving at around 12:30pm est... so... I gonna catch up with some videos on YouTube until then.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I'm gonna say something about my bestie... he just needs prayers right now. Things happened, not going into detail of what but he really needs the best of luck and prayers.

Well, It's Close To An End On Tales of Zestiria

I am close to the end xD I said this before, yes. But when I have time, I'm gonna go and find the last few bosses and hope to level up like a boss. I am at level 66 so hopefully that would be enough to beat the game?

I can't say for sure because the boss is kind of hard.

Anyway, I am going to watch a few videos before going to bed later.

Tomorrow, I am going to go outside at around 12ish. I have to make sure the appointment is still there. I do kind of dread the test that's scheduled for tomorrow.

The next day, I have another appointment located at Richmond. So that's gonna be fun. (Not really).

I'm gonna go on to bed now and hope things will be alright.

Also, I am the only admin on my blog now. I can read what country people are reading my blog. So welcome more people from Indonesia. Glad to have you all reading :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday Is Beautiful

Today for once, actually have been a pretty day. We went to my grandma's for the day. Didn't do much there, just talk and stuff.

Then we went on to Walmart just for a little bit. I saw things that I wanted but didn't really buy xD

Anyway, I am not sure what to do now that I am home. I don't really feel good right now so I might end up snoozing in a little bit... or maybe watch some new anime. Not sure yet.

I am thinking of getting a VPN later on to protect both me and my mom's info on this computer. The only downside about VPN is Netflix doesn't really like it. I know they don't like it but they need to learn how to protect people too. People doesn't want their info or their choice of movies and shows to be exposed to people all over the world. This is the sad reality of most things in this world right now.

Truly, even I have to be careful of what I put on this blog from now on. I will continue to put stuff on here. Mostly personal stuff and stuff that will be okay to put on here. However, stuff like government, something we don't agree to and other, they should not be put on here anymore. It might hurt the readers, it might not. But it has to be this way. For my protection and for others that are close to me.

Right now, I am going to get on with the day. Hope things will be alright for all of us.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Being Careful of What To Say or Do Online

Since the passing of where browser history could be sold, things have changed. I really wish the government didn't do this but sadly, it happened and there's nothing really we can do about it.

Well, if we have a totally new president and smarter congress. We are dropping back in time because there's so many things that are losing out protection with our own internet.

So we do really have to be careful of what we say or do online now.

I'm not sure what will happen next since we are slowly going even more crazier... I was hoping 2017 will be better but sadly, it's not. It's full of easily offended people, people who takes advantage of our lost right to privacy and much much more. Really... how much more can we take it? I do not know anymore...

Anyway, I am going to go to bed soon but with headaches of how crazy 2017 has been, it's really hard to imagine.

I have decided then... since our rights on the internet are no longer safe, I will be writing my story on paper. I am only going to post on watpad shorter stories that don't really matter.

I think it's time to change how we think about the internet now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I'm Sure Things Will Be Alright

I'm sure things will be alright. I'm saying this towards my bestie so he will know that I am right here always.

Anyway, I haven't been doing anything much today. Just trying to catch up with a show and stuff. I might be playing the game later but I can't be sure yet. I just haven't been feeling good today... I ate too much so that's why.

I am going to try to do a second post but there's no guarantees. For now, I hope things will be alright for all of us.

Hopefully, I get to play the game. Hopefully, I get to sleep later tomorrow. And hopefully, I will get better tomorrow. It sucks when you feel full and making you feel sick xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Has Been A Long Day...

Here's what happened today:

I woke up a bit late and ate a bit late and more stuff. Then at around 12:20PM EST, our electric went out and stayed out for about 2 hours and 30 minutes or so... It was about 2:25PM EST when they did restored the power. I am tired because it felt like I didn't do anything.

Then, there was a fire up on the hill but it was quickly put out.

Then my aunt came by which was good since we don't get to see her but only once a week so seeing her twice a week is really nice.

All in all... I am just really too tired to do anything right now.

I might even go to sleep soon too.

Anyway, I might just go to bed at 11PMEST then.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I know that I have been lacking with my blog to only once a day every day but that's only because I have been trying to play the game and catching up on stuff. There will be an anime list for spring coming soon so keep an eye out for that.

The World Has Gone Crazy Even More...

I am not going to go into detail about some things because it's something that my bestie has to deal with right now. I won't say anything at all for his protection right now. Because you never know the spies in this world are.

As for me? I am alright, just got done beating a dragon or two... Tales of Zestiria is enough to make me cry and I know when I get to the ending, I will be crying a whole lot more. I hope that when I get there, I can beat it. Might take a few tries and cries but I will get there.

Anyway, I am thinking of going to bed now and hope things will get better as the night and day goes by.

Tomorrow, I am not sure what I'll be doing yet. I just hope my bestie be safe. Again, not saying anything else besides that.

For now... That's all.

With love,

BDK

Storms Are All The Rage

This is a serious blog post and only just an update: I am taking a break from playing a game because the storms are coming in.

I would've played earlier but I think I needed to catch up with videos on YouTube instead since I can stop that any time and get off the computer if there's a need to.

Anyway, I really hope that the weather does not do anything bad tonight because we are under a tornado watch until 10PM. Which is why I am posting this post early.

I am not a big fan of bad weather during spring time so... it's always better to keep an eye to the sky.

Alright, I will go now since it's darker than dark right now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Follow Your Heart

I know this title might not make sense for what I am about to write but... do follow your heart, folks :D

Anyway, I have been busy with real life things so I didn't get to play the game until late. And only played for about a hour and half.

That was enough to get two bosses down.

I am at level 62. The final boss is level 64-80. So just gotta try to get more optional bosses down. If I recalled, he was somewhere around there. I'll have to figure out later when I play again. I am waiting to level up more just a bit more. I really want to beat this game so you can tell why I am collecting things and more.

I hope to beat the game soonish. I just need to get there at a certain level and not get hit by his mystic arte.

Alright, I'm gonna go to bed now since I played the game so late. Tomorrow, I will concentrate on some more bosses. :v

That's all.

With love,

BDK

"Fate Is In Your Hands"

Though you heard these so many times before, I think it's a good line.

Anyway, I have been playing the game since late... and for about 3 hours? Not sure what time that I started xD I only took a break just now so there will be more game to play tomorrow. Also, it's harder to level up than what I imagined x.x Hope that I can get above 67 at least so that I can beat the final bosses.

Right now, I just want to follow something to dreamland for a while. I don't really want to say what that is yet or maybe never.

Some things are meant to be kept alone, you know?

I will be watching the anime of Tales of Zestiria soon after I have completed the game to get a few more details of the story. I think that's what the anime will do.

I am also going to start writing a story without no distractions for a hour a day only after the game is completed.

For now... YouTube time.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Super Duper Tired, Dood...

I am super duper tired right now, dood...

Yea, dood, I just want to get back to playing game but nah, dood... I ended up going out again after coming from grandma's... Then I finally did play the game, dood... But dood... I forgotten that I had a show to watch so dood, I played for 2 hours, and watched the show for a hour.... and now dood, I guess I am super duper tired. Bummer, dood...

Random post of the night, dood...

I am addicted to saying dood, dood... So get on with the game, dood... Tales of Zestiria will continue on tomorrow, dood...

Alright, time to go watch some videos, dood...

That's all, dood.

With love, dood.

BDK...

Dood.

Sleepy Because Of Game xD

If you want to know... I have been playing the game since around 2 or 3 or 4 until now... I forgot what time I started... oops. xD

Things to talk about the game without spoiling... Well... there's a creepy land full of cats. That's all I'm gonna say about that. Then I realize that I need to level up more so that I won't die as much on the final stages... So... lots to do later on.

I guess I won't be seeing the final story until I am able to grind more and more... I want to see how far I can get by grinding a lot.

Anyway, since I am sleepy right now, I should just go to bed now. Hopefully, tomorrow, I won't be too tired after I come home from grandma's to play the game.

I am going to concentrate on mostly grinding like crazy now. Might go to places that I skipped before and more. Just you wait...

Alright, time to sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Until I beat the game, I'm afraid this post will be back to being one post per day. Sorry... But I am having fun so that's all matters right now.