Saying Goodbye to April... And Maybe To Weird Weather!

So as we say goodbye to April and to the weird weather it has brought us... we begin to noticed if time is fast or not.

Anyways, I've slept better last night. Thankfully... but I might have a cough to deal with every once a while now... so... I'll be fine!

And learning that a disappointment might come this weekend but I don't care. I will find a way to say blah and find something awesome to do for my birthday weekend and week!

As tomorrow comes, I might be a little busy... so keep an eye out for shorter posts... But lucky, it's only later in the days.

And... my dad is going to mow again on Saturday... another disappointment... but we are going to Lexington on Monday anyways... maybe I can talk him into taking me somewhere...

Doubt it... lately my dad is been in a bad mood. I mean... if he doesn't want to do anything for my mom... at least get me a car and learn me to drive!

So much disappointment... but can't let me down. Not yet!

I got new glasses... and gonna get them adjusted on Saturday...

So much to do! *runs in circles*

But I will have fun with my bestie, hopefully. :) That... is a wonderful memory.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

On The Road Towards May!

I am actually happy that May is almost here. Anyways, I am still getting chills despite it's not even cold.

I played Unturned with my bestie for almost 2 hours this morning. Then he went on to bed.

Anyways, I am not sure what else to say so I should go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

More Medicine!

So, thankfully, I am not that bad sick but I do still have to take more medicine. Hopefully, sooner or later, I will get over whatever the heck I have. x.x

A week until my birthday comes. So... what's it like turning 29? Well... to be honest, I don't really pay attention to it anymore. I just want to feel better and find a way to get a job and get the heck out of here.

Before you go and say that I am going to repeat again... I don't think so.

So for now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

O_O Ooooooooops.

Got distracted. xD

Dang me. Dang us. xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Pray For Nepal

Over the weekend, a deadly earthquake impacted Nepal. Right now, they need all the prayers and help. So if you can donate, please do so. If you want to volunteer, please do so.

I know it's a small country between China and India with Mount Everest right there. But this country is a special country. So, keep praying for them. Many have lost their love ones, friends, and much much more.

So, let's stand together and show them that we care.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally Home!

And would you know it... that my mom gets sick again.

I'm just getting better aside from the fact that I get a fever ever once a while. So... not even sure if I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday yet.

Anyways, I'm going to go watch some anime and then get ready to watch Once Upon a Time at 8...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

At grandmas for the weekend

If I seem to forget, it's because I am not at home.

But always keep reminding me to post.

Anyways, short post but should post more once home tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Feeling Good Again...

Today, I haven't been feeling good at all. I think it's because of the weather.

Anyways, I am not sure what to put here but I am not stopping my blogs just yet.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Earth Day!

Yea, today is Earth Day.

Anyways, my mom is home now from the hospital. And been helping her around the home a bit.

I've been trying to convince her to let me get a job and I think she's afraid to be alone some reason... but eventually, she needs me to help her somehow... so yea...

Well, I am going to keep this short and go rest for a bit... tired.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Still Coughing, You Know?

Yep, still coughing like crazy... But all else, I am better. No more tiredness... just can't get rid of this cough. x.x

Fever is gone, sleepiness is gone... just that... cough... why won't it go away?

Anyways, I will figure out once I wake up again. My friend suggest something with mint... so I will eat some mint candies... hopefully, it will make my cough go away xD

For now... since I am not sick anymore, I just have to live with it... hoping that it goes away before my birthday xD

Besides... I really hope my brother still remembers to take me to see The Avengers around that time xD

Well, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Day Full of Coughing... x.x

Just another day full of coughing.

Anyways, I didn't update anymore yesterday but my mom is in the hospital again since yesterday evening because of her asthma and pneumonia.

Now... the pneumonia part concerns me because of me having a hard time to get rid of my own coughs... x.x

Hopefully soon, I will feel better.

Also, I am going to try to get to EKU and try to ask to release my transcripts... Because it's high time that I should go back to college, you know?

And get a part time job.

Hopefully... I'll just get fully better and do all of this.

It sucks when I have a weak immune system, blah...

For now that's all.

With love,

BDK

Blah... Cough Go Away Already...

It's been a week since I got sick. No fever now but now a cough and a stuffed nose are here to stay. Blah. So annoying.

I am seriously not happy either because I keep having a lot of drama in my family once again... I am tired of hearing all the complaints, you know? After a while... it gets to me. Whether I'm sick or not, it's not something that I don't really want to keep hearing every single day.

I am happy to be alone though... so... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Really Long Day...

So I got up feeling better but through the day, I started to feel bad...

I think I will take a break for a week and just play nothing but MMO games. Any suggestions are welcome.

For now... I will go. That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Getting Better...

I'm so glad that I am just getting better. I'm tired of being sick and stuff. Anyways, hope that tomorrow will be a good day... although I might not be going anywhere for a while.

So... wanna go now and get ready for bed soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally! Starting to Feel Better!

Finally, after getting my medicine in my system today, I'm starting to feeling a lot better. Still not 100% but it's process.

After I get better, I am going to find some things to do to earn money. I have my mind set on getting the heck out of here. I'm tired of getting sick and hearing people complain about it.

For now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sick... and No Voice

No voice today because of this sore throat. I will be going to the doctor today in hopes of getting better.

Seriously... I wish people would stop asking me to talk when I can't even talk. -_-

Anyways, this is a short blog... I will try to update after I see the doctor to tell you guys anything.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleeping Early

Going to head off to bed right after I published this.

I'm still sick. I lost my voice so I can't talk out loud... sore throat, fever, cough... all that "wonderful" bad stuff you get when you're sick sometimes.

I am going to the doctor tomorrow so I'm going to bed early and hope that I can get at least some sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleeping Early...

Mostly because I don't feel good... but some reason, I can't get rid of this cough.

And hopefully tonight, I would sleep better...

So this is a short blog.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sick (Blah!) And Eyes Are Better (Yay!)

Today, I woke up sickly... and still sick right now. I guess I have to work on getting better soon.

Anyways, I went to the eye doctor for an eye exam... and he said that my eyes are getting better. He said that my astigmatism has stopped doing whatever the heck it was doing. So... hopefully, my eye gets better over the years.

Alright, so... I wanna get this blog posted... oh... the anime list... right... almost forgot xD

Here it is:

• Sound! Euphonium
• Wish Upon the Pleiades
• Rin-Ne
• Mikagura School Suite
• My -Love- Story!!
• Triage X
• Etotama (it's cute!!!)
• Punch Line
• Blood Blockade Battlefront
• Yamanda-kun and the seven witches (xDD Watch it and laugh)
• The Labyrinth of Grisaia (wanna say this is an OAV or short movie but we'll see because of...)
• The Eden of Grisaia

So that's the list like I promised. The anime that are out are interesting and one last anime that I am really looking forward to is Digimon Tri. So... keep an eye out guys! Alright...

Since I am sick today, I wanna take a rest from anime watching... Will continue tomorrow.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Awesome Being Out Today.

So, I went to Hastings and wanted all the books... xD

I actually wanna make a list on Goodreads so I can keep up with the books that I want and books that I want to read... (Big differeence because some books aren't worth buying but worth reading).

Anyways, busy busy week... Monday, which is tomorrow, I am going to the eye doctor to a proper eye exam. I want them to do a full exam to make sure my eye sight is not any worse than the guy at Walmart says they were x.x

Tuesday, I am planning to give all the dogs a bath. They are starting to smell o.o

Wednesday, clean my room and put my shoes where I can reach them. Put all the boots up. If I have time, look through all my books. Gonna sale them on Amazon (but I think they use the credit system... if anybody knows, let me know!)

Thursday, clean the shelves in my dad's room where my other books are. That includes where my personal stuff too because... dust. x.x Dust everywhere man. Oh... also getting rid of all the broken dragons and wizards which took their home in my dad's room... Long story short... blame the cats.

Friday, rest xD

So I wanna try to be busy all week. I wanna try to do a vlog at some point... because... I think we need that. And instead of uploading automatically on my phone, I'm gonna try to upload them onto the computer first. Try.

Anyways, that's all for now.

Oh... what I did bought was a coloring book. Don't ask me.

That's all for real.

With love,

BDK

If I have time...

I'm gonna wear my new shirt and shoes tomorrow and actually try to take a picture....

But I doubt it xD

I really been wanting to wear more makeup because of how my face keeps breaking out... ><

So... we'll see!

For now, I will sleep early because I actually did had a long day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Half of Nothing... to Half of Something Type of Day.

Well, the title just means that I didn't do nothing for half of today... then later today, my dad went to London, KY... where I bought shiny shoes... I'm not kidding. o.O

Anyways, I might wanna end this soon and watch anime... Yay!

Also... <_< Happy 1st Anniversary to my bestie and his gf. 

Muahaha.

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Unturned Fever~

Yea, I was playing Unturned with my bestie and almost forgot about my blog...

So... there you guys go xD

Anyways, I'm gonna go now... I will be back with a full blog tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Be Safe During These Spring Storms!

Since it's a late season for spring storms, we still gotta watch the skies here and there. Tornadoes are no laughing matter because they can be dangerous. I live in a mobile home so you can tell how I fear these things. Because mobile homes can be lifted up like a toy and flipped and more. Another reason why I don't like living in mobile homes.

Anyways, while it's calm here, there are storms coming in past midnight here. I might be up at 11:50 but I doubt I'll be waiting for any storms. And I sure hope there's not any tornado warnings or watches for tonight because night tornadoes are even deadlier.

So... right now, we do need prayers for those whom are affected by a tornado yesterday and today. And the bad part, there's more to come.

Alright, that's all for now. Hope you all stay safe out there!

With love,

BDK

At Least I'm Awake Today

Yea, the title says it all. I wanna try to get in two blogs today... this one and another one before going to bed.

Anyways, what I have been doing so far? Well, besides playing Unturned with my bestie (it was only for a hour or two but still fun tho)

So... I've been busy with anime and reading and stuff... I feel like one day I should be taking a short break from it all... hopefully maybe Saturday or Sunday... which I usually do.

Well, I will be back later. I am not completely done with the list of anime yet... so wait until Monday, ok?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

More Anime Tonight~

During the day, I usually get distracted so easily so I save the anime and movies until at night from now on xD

So... I haven't drunk any soda in a while. All water... and I feel better! I just wanna dance dance...

And I am now wondering if my mom download something that has ads... o.O Hope not.

Anyways, I am going to turn off the music and get to watching soon...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Storms and Thoughts... And Anime!

Storms came in today but it wasn't too bad though...

Anyways, there have been some lost thoughts in which I want to do later on.

I was asked if I still do my videos and I realize... I haven't. I need to get back to vlogging... and do random ones... also keep that one in where I am teaching English... need materials to do that...

Also, would anybody like to see me go on a journey of learning a new language? Let me know.

I must learn to edit videos better... and speaking of that... I wonder what Windows 10 will bring... only time will tell, right?

Well, I am still watching anime and that comes back to having another blog... I am thinking of doing a pop culture type of blog... Not just using anime but also movies, music, TV shows, books, etc.

So... for now that's all.

Back to anime.

With love,

BDK

Headache go away...

And seriously... my headache is back. It has been back all day long... and it makes me feel bad, especially when others are talking to me (talking about clothes... for lord's sake... stop talking about clothes already...)

Anyways, I will be heading to bed now before my head makes my mood any worse... about the only answer to do besides taking medicine... in which right now I am refusing to do.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Anime List Part 1 for 2015 Spring Anime!

Hey... I got a list. I'm still watching new anime but I updated part 1 of my own list (these are based on what I like... if you have something else, that's you.)

So here's the list.

• I Can't Understand What My Husband is Saying 2
• Nisekoi 2
• Is it wrong to try and pick up girls in a dungeon? (It has the same voice as Kirito xD)
• Re-Kan!
• Food Wars!
• Seraph of the End
• Plastic Memories
• Gunslinger Stratos
• Show By Rock!! (might I add that this anime is super cute!)
• The Heroic Legend of Arslan
• Ultimate Otaku Teacher

So that's all for part 1. Part 2 will be updated in a week or so... might be longer... so be sure to remind me.

For now that's all.

With love,

BDK

Headache... And So On.

There's a time when I just want to be alone... I mean really alone. I don't mind the slight chat online but being able to talk for real with a voice... does not suit me too well.

I grew into being an introvert because of my dad. As the years pass, having not a lot of friends kind of settled into my life. When I lost the only friend in high school, it was a bit heart breaking. Until I made my best friend almost 3 years ago, I felt better.

I don't need thousands of people on a friend's list. I just need me and my bestie to help me be awesome.

Lately, it has come to my attention that I think it's time to move out. The problem to me is... I hate talking to people... that kind of... goes for job interviews too sadly. I really do want to take the time to think about what to say before I go on to say something.

I just... like to be alone and online. And only have that one friend to lean on. Parents don't really count because I have a mom that loves to talk... And a silent dad that kind of gets a bit annoying because it makes my mom talk the more. Talk talk talk talk talk talk... I don't really want to hear what she has to say because it's just... not something I want to hear about constantly. She needs a friend to tell gossip to. Just not me.

That's why I get these headaches... because my body is so used to silence or less talking, I get headaches.

And  I can sense tension between a lot of people so I do try to stay away from arguments.

Now if those are wondering why I am single still... it's part of me being introvert. I don't really like to talk about certain things... but I do tend to read so I just sit and listen. And calling me names just because you think that it would make me like you... nope. I'm different, ok?

My life just wants to be alone with my dogs... alone away from any annoying conversations like gossip or so forth.

I can't even put both of my headphones around my ears without my mom yelling at me for something... I mean... what is up with that?

I just want to be alone. In my own little world... away from the annoying talk. If I don't get out of here... it would just make me more depressed and annoyed... And yes, stressed. And mom keeps asking me why I always seem quiet... It's because I WANT to be quiet.

I really want to do something alone before my mom even knows about it. Because if I mention anything like traveling or getting a job... my mom likes to say she'll join me. Oi.

So... I'm done venting... hope that my mom just goes to sleep soon after she comes home.

I love her but sometimes... she needs a lesson on when to leave introverts alone.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Anime Watching!

Yep, after a long busy day, I finally get to watch new anime and already... the anime that I am going to watch more often has the voice from another anime... and it's on here. So familiar! But the anime is good tho.

It's called "Is it wrong to try and pick up girls in a Dungeon?" or DanMachi for short. xD

Anyways, what I do today? Well, mostly went to the store to get food and food and more food.... all healthy food this time. I'm trying to stay away from a load of sugar and fat... hopefully.

So... I'll continue to anime watching and hope that Digimon Tri comes out SOON! \O/

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Rain... and more rain... Then rain again?

Today has been a rainy day. Then it stops... just as we go out... more rain xD

Anyways, new anime are pouring in... so I will be watching them soon.

Also, don't mind this short post... will try to update twice soon... hopefully.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Roar of Thunder.

So, today has been a raining day. Well, kind of... but then when night came, the storms came.

Anyways, I haven't watched any of the anime... oops... but no worries, I will try to catch up soon. But I do need to take a small break and apply for jobs online... so that would take at least 2 hours because I am slow about it xD

Alright, I got things to do for tomorrow so I might get to bed early... not sure yet.

Also, does anybody know how to control binge eating habits? Seriously... I want healthy snacks! So if you have any idea what type of snacks to get before this coming weekend... let me know. I just want to change my way of eating by avoiding binge eating... (especially after my monthly cycle is ending... it always makes me want to eat more a few days after it... ugh...)

Alright... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Busy Odd Day...

Today has been an odd day... a busy odd day in fact.

I am hurting all over for no reason at all! Which sucks a lot.

Then I had to help my mom get her stuff at the local store... then I got chocolate... oops...

Anyways, I have been catching up with anime and so far... boring but interesting too.

So that's all for now...

With love,

BDK