334 of 365: When the Trend is Over...

You always bring it back to your head somehow. xD

Anyways, so I am happy for my nephew, he is walking (with help) but he's doing wonderful.

I think I'm gonna watch more of Doctor Who and hopefully be sleeping early tonight...

I hate nightmares but you know... I decided that what happens has to become my own decisions... and hopefully they are good.

So... I'm happy.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

333 of 365: Sleepy Blues And Cell Phone....

I love my cell phone but sometimes, I wonder if I should just change my number so one person (not you, Rai) would leave me alone.

Seriously...

It just bugs me because I really don't want a boyfriend... not like that. Not anymore.

Guess some guys are just plain asses.

Not all guys are like that so I'm glad for that.

Anyways... guess I'm making a sleepy blues moment here so... that's all guys.

With love,

BDK

332 of 365: Happy Thanksgiving and No Black Friday

No black friday? What do I mean?

Well, it's a sale that starts right after Thanksgiving. And since the sale started twice as early tonight, we decided not to go.

Plus... who wanted to go to a sale that is so crazy in the first place?

Anyways, glad we didn't go this time because I'm flat broke. But I'm hoping that some of the bills will go in for my mom by Monday because I want to try to order some stuff really cheap.

I failed my plan to earn more money on opinion outpost... but it's not too late, right?

Alright... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

331 of 365: Night Before Thanksgiving

While I am using my cousin's net, I will update to let you all know that I am at my grandma for the night.

And so this will.be short~

That's all

With love,

BDK

330 of 365: Dreading Thursday.

And so Thanksgiving is only two days away... and already I feel like this day is going to be interesting...

Anyways, not a whole lot to put here but I did upload a quick vlog so you guys check that out later.

Alright... time to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

329 of 365: Sleepy But Thankful.

I'm thankful for having an awesome friend.

And so that's awesome.

Alright, I'm a bit sleepy so I am keeping this short.

That's all!

With love,

BDK

328 of 365: My First Computer Problem

I have to reformat my computer today. Because something was wrong with my windows. At least I got my firewall back though.

I have to figure out what to download and what to not download... but I think I am glad to restart all over so I can add the stuff that I want.

Alright... I had this computer since February 2012 so yea... you can tell that this is my first problem with it. Aside from having a virus...

That's all for now though.

With love,

BDK

327 of 365: Books Books Books... YES!

I have decided to go ahead and get some more books.

It seems that they are making more books with interesting ideas that I can't wait to read them all.

Alright, I'm gonna keep this blog post short because I want to watch some Doctor Who.

Today marks 50 years... what have I been missing out? O_O

That's all.

With love,

BDK

326 of 365: Eager For New Ideas

I'm eager to find out how my new ideas come to play out for next year. Sure, I'm not making anything with this blog...

But you don't always do overnight. It can take months and even years before you could be a step closer to being something different.

Alright, from now on, I'm gonna do my vlogs differently, which also states, that will be starting next year also. Since my holidays will be busy, there will be less time to do videos so yes, it is more easier to wait until next year to start different formats for my vlogs.

I will be doing Tuesday on a subject and Friday for reviews since well, why the heck not? xD

I can switch it around but I will leave that up to people who has an idea or whatever.

I already announce that my blogs will be more than twice daily next year. Why am I not starting this now? Because I want to complete this daily blog up before I get started with anything else.

Again, I will have a blog for each topic that comes to mind. And they will be both short and long. With the idea of just getting two blogs a day out there... maybe more if I can.

Oh, also with blogging... I will TRY to add more pictures whenever I can next year. I might just add random objects through my phone.

Well... you know... ideas are welcomed.

Even people asking questions are welcomed.

Alright, I still got a month and a week to plan for the new year...

So for now... let's at least try to enjoy the holidays (Still no clue about what I'm doing for Thanksgiving)

That's all.

With love,

BDK

325 of 365: Closer To Making A Change

I have decided to try out selling poetry. And try to self publish a book of poetry. I just hope they will bring out audiences since it's been far too long since I saw a book of poetry.

Anyways, I will be writing a couple of poems a day and put them on a document and get up to a lot of poems to make a whole book.

Alright, time to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

324 of 365: Dreading Holidays

I agree with a Facebook friend last year how everybody should just shut up and just understand that the holidays should be about caring about each other.

It's a week before Thanksgiving and already, I'm hearing disagreements. Really...

If I live alone, I have my own Thanksgiving with these rules and the reasons behind them:

1. Eat anytime you want. If you're hungry, grab the plate. Don't worry about waiting at a certain time. Why? Because it seems that every year, there comes to a person in the family that wants EVERYBODY to wait. But here's the thing... not everybody has the same stomach time as you. If you're getting hungry... some of us actually have are that well at not holding off food.

2. Don't start asking for gifts a month early before Christmas. We know what you want. But if we can't get it, don't expect us to bust our damn butts off to get anything.

3. We don't lie. What we say is true. I don't care how much this pisses one person off.

But the most important part... don't SAY THAT YOU MIGHT NOT DIE. We don't know our death clock. We will never know. We could be walking out and get shot in the head for all we know. There's nothing to worry about what is going on. So, we cannot assume that we are going to die. This annoys me.

Sure, the last part is true for me but I don't go on and on and on and on and on... I really want to smack my family member for saying this.

Really, right now, what's important is health. Not death.

Seriously... I am tempted to move to a country that DOES not celebrate Thanksgiving or Christmas... so thanks guys... thanks... =_=

Really... I'm just thankful that I'm alive and that I am happy. I am thankful I have a home and have a family that I love.

But I am not thankful for how they act. Seriously... get over it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

323 of 365: Headache of Blah Blah Blah

That is what everything sounds like to me because it's getting to be a bit annoying. All I want is put my headphones on and not hear a word.

Sorry...

Anyways, I forgot to mention that I got my Kirby in last week and I want to share the Ebay where you can order it. So here's where you go: A cool store

Alright, time to go now... not sure what to do now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

322 of 375: Making A Decision

And I feel good about it.

I'm not going to go into a lot of detail about what I meant... but so far, it's going to bring out a whole new and different and better friendship for me and Rai.

Anyways, I am bored and just thought that I'll send a few links out to whatever you wish to seek...

First link... listed here: http://www.tremorgames.com/?ref=234408 is something that my friend found for me and basically, you play games for achievements and those are turned into coins and points and the coins can be put towards a steam or desura game of your choice. And they have a bunch of awesome games on there.

So, register and play with us. :)

Wait... I said links? Dang... I dunno what other link to post... but... I wish you guys good luck.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

321 of 365: Fear Against The Greater Good

I had seen people who are afraid of the greater good and of course, knowing the world around them.

I wish the past few days didn't happened because it seemed to change my perspective on things around me.

Maybe there are things that we can't understand about this world.

But all I want is something to grasp my heart and take me away by their breath.

Maybe something good will happen... Right?

That's all.

With love,

BDK

320 of 365: Heart Break

I had to deal with a heart break all over again.

I chose what I want to do. There's no changing what I chose to do.

Just don't hurt me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK.

319 of 365: Back to Vlogging

I am glad to be back to vlogging once again. I hate being sick and sometimes it keeps me from trying to do my vlogs and such.

I had the sniffles when I done the vlog but I done it.

Anyways, hope you guys enjoy seeing my Kirby in the video and hopefully read the books that I listed soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

318 of 365: Well... Rockcastle Made The News... Again.

So, you're curious about what I mean by this, right?

Well, read this: http://www.lex18.com/news/lex-18-investigates-county-official-gets-brother-out-of-jail-takes-him-to-mcdonald-s/

I think it's interesting how things happen, then one person freaks out to do something about it.

All it takes is one person to cause a lot of things to fall apart.

It's a simple fact of why so many things happen in this world and through out our history.

To me, this happening didn't really pose a problem because the person who got the prisoner out took the prisoner right back to jail. So, if they did pose a threat, wouldn't they done something more?

But is it escape? Who knows. It's everybody opinion out there.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

317 of 365: I Didn't Know It's Wednesday but Then It'll Be Thursday.

Confusing title, right? Just something that made me think that today was actually Thursday when in fact it was still Wednesday. Whoa.

I have been watching random videos and learning that things are not what they seem.

I have moved on. But I still have this part of me that doesn't want to go away from something.

Alright, I shall go and rest sooner or later...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

316 of 365: Hot Chocolate and Cold

I am trying to drink hot chocolate but the taste seems to be yucky. Blah. I'm ok though.

Anyways, I am sick. And today is the first snow day of this season so it kind of sucks.

I'm not ready for winter yet!

But it can't be helped.

Alright, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

315 of 365: Being Strong

What does it take to be a strong person? Everything.

I just know that later I will be crying for my nephew. I really can't stand seeing him hurting like that. He had surgery in over a week now and he's still healing and suffering...

What hurts him? Muscle Spasms. You could feel a small rumble under his skin of the spasms and it made me feel really bad for him. Him being 5 years old... having to deal with muscle spasms like that.

He has to go back to the doctor on November 26 and right now, they need all the prayers and thoughts and help. It'll be a long road to recovery but I believe in him.

So... yea... that's all.

with love,

BDK

314 of 365: Waking Up From Nap

I have only been awake not long ago from a nap. I felt like my naps are useless sometimes so I don't take them very often.

Anyways, I was so tired of today that I did took a nap right after I ate and took the dogs out.

I'm going to stay on until 8 and watch my show.

So... that's all.

with love,

BDK

313 of 365: Fun Day? Yep.

It has been a good day for once.

Told my mom not to fuss if I stay up late and even told her if she needed me for anything, don't hesitate to ask.

Anyways, towards Thanksgiving I will be doing a blog about holidays... So hopefully I won't forget to do that because with time being both slow and fast, it does get confusing. So...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

312 of 365: Hawaii Dreaming

Tonight, I am watching Hawaii Five-O and it makes me dream of a place warm. Darn fall/winter weather.

Anyways, keeping this a bit short so I shall see ya guys on tomorrow's blog.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

311 of 365: Planning a New Dawn

Some reason, I have been half asleep all day and forgot that I am still here. xD

Anyways, I got two shows that are coming back on tonight and look forward to watching those.

I see an all nighter for me some reason because I was woke up twice last night went I went to bed at 2AM... o.o

Alright, I have nothing else to say... but planning a new dawn and a new day.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

310 of 365: Head Hurts Like Heck

Seriously... I just wish my head would stop hurting. Too much going on in my mind as is.

Anyways, not sure what to put since my head just isn't well...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

309 of 365: Forgetful Me

Lately, I have been forgetful. I really thought today was Monday. I was like "Oh... wait... dang it." xD Too late to realize that now.

But lucky I made my vlog for today. So enjoy.

This is gonna be short because my head sort of hurts... Dunno why.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

308 of 365: Last Straw

I had enough of my net shutting off at the same hour every other day. It's driving me up the wall.

They won't give out the reason why it goes out between 8 to 11pm on certain nights. Just technical reasons... Well, shouldn't that just be easily fixed?!

Oh, well, my mom has decided to call them to see what is up.

Seriously, the last time we called, they told us somebody is messing with the lines. Well, do something about that! This service is just full of idiots lately.

That's all.

With love

BDK

307 of 365: Busy Days?

So, I have been busy this past few days. And only to hope not to be busy this week but tomorrow comes. Dang...

Yep, I won't be playing games until later this week. I miss it already. ;_;

Anyways, everytime I am busy with something, I get easily out of gaming... dunno why... And now I got out of anime just that easily... Oh, I'm still into anime, just haven't watched it in a week...

I take spells like this often... but it seems to be more often lately. xD

Oh, well... I still have books to finish and movies to watch and... geez... I have fun doing things that I forget that I even have a life. xD

Bad me.

Well, that's all.

With love,

BDK

306 of 365: No Mom, It's Not Games That Break Computers

=_=

My laptop broke. And this what I get from my mom... no, mom, it's not the games that cause computers to break. It's the fact that people that don't know how to keep away from spam email that breaks a computer.

I don't spend all day on the game... because I know the limit. But geez... you're saying like games are the cause of all computers to break down. Really, mom? Really?

At least it's still running now. =_=

I hate complaining but seriously... I can't stand people who thinks something knowing damn well that if it did, it should've broke a long time ago.

Damn...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

305 of 365: Sleepy and Bad Mood

I can't understand why some people gets fussy over things.

Anyways, tonight is Halloween on Main. Yes, you read that right. It had been delayed tonight.

So, I'm sitting inside with no candy to give them and watching the kids walk up and down the hill. But you know, it's alright.

Hopefully someday, I will not be here on this hill and hopefully someday, be traveling.

But you know, after today, it scares my mom more than it does me about shootings and stuff...

We can't be scared. We just have to be ready. That's all for today.

With love,

BDK