Deal With The Pain

I woke up with my right hip paining really bad at 2 in the morning and I was trying my hardest not to cry. So yea, there's that.

Anyway, I am going to try my best to deal with the pain and really, just figure out what to do next.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hectic Day

Things have been a hectic day. So yea. I am fine.

I am just gonna try my best to survive for the rest of the day.

Alright, shall get back to my journals. 

See ya tomorrow.

B

Need To Get Out of Here

 I don't know what to do. I'm an adult. I need to get out of here. And I know how my parents are.

Why?

I need to get out of here. And I'm done with this town.

See ya tomorrow.

B

The Holidays Are Getting Closer and Closer To Dread

 Just another Sunday and the holidays are getting closer and closer to dread.

I'm not sure how to feel when it does come to those days.

I hate the feeling of being alone and I'm scared that this is going to happen.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Seen My Brother And His Kids

I am trying my best to get through the day.

Glad to seen my brother and his kids.

Anyway, I am going to get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Hate Scam Callers

I hate this town sometimes. I hate the phone service. And I hate scam callers.

Anyway, that should tell you something.

Alright, shall get back to my journals. So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Nobody Wants To Go Anywhere here

I hope that my mind will be cleared by the time tonight rolls around.

I just want to get out and be inspired again, but sadly, nobody wants to go anywhere anymore and it breaks my heart.

I'm done.

Anyway, I'm gonna try to do my best with the day. So... here's to a quick session tomorrow.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Doing Too Much

I am just glad that today is over because damn... doing too much gets to you.

Anyway, I shall get the rest of my journals done now.

See ya tomorrow.

B

New Games To Come

Just watching out for new games to come.

And still not sure how I am feeling right now.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm tired

I'm tired of people trying to hurt me.

That's all.

B

The Monsters In My Head

I hate the monsters in my head.

That's all.

B

Don't Like Suddenly Touching Today

I gotta say that I don't like suddenly touching today. There's a reason why. I should be okay.

Just ready for the day to actually be over with.

I hope that all will be well for me.

Shall get everything done so I can do stuff.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Some News About My Hip

I found another one of my older songs. I really need to find all of them and add them to a file online. So I won't confused myself and repeat a song later in the years.

Anyway, so some news. The injections are slowly harming me. Not good. So I am going to try physical therapy which I know might not help at all. But I will do them for this doctor.

Then from there, I will try to convince him to get a CT scan for me.

Because I feel like this is a deeper problem like before. 

Anyway, I shall relax for the rest of the night.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hate My Monthly Things

I am glad that today is a relaxing day, but I can tell you one thing, I hate periods even more than ever. Pain in my right hip, pain in my lower section, so it's not fun.

Anyway, I shall get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

My mom is gonna be alright

I am glad that my mom is gonna be alright. 

I hate my stomach hurts a lot. And my period finally started, like I predicted.

Alright, shall get back to finishing up my journals. So yay me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

What's Yet To Come

I am not feeling great. But that's because of what's yet to come.

So yea.

Having the period and dealing with the busy week ahead is not a good combo.

So yay me.

Alright, see ya tomorrow.

B

Tarot Card Readings Are Creepy

 Just realizing something. Last year and the year before, I kept drawing reversed the lovers... it means several things, but the main one is my love will be undivine than the normal relationship. What... what if... it's because of my relationship now? What if it was predicting this? If it no longer appears in my readings, then I know that yes, it was.

Anyway, I should be fine. I keep having a lot of overthinking, but I should be okay. 

I hope that tomorrow will be better but yea... I am not looking forward to this week at all.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Made My First Music Visualizer

 I wrote the lyrics. Used Suno for the music and vocals. Enjoy.

I'm gonna hope doing this makes it better.

See ya tomorrow.

B

When You Have Cats

 Today was just a relaxing day... except when you have cats. 

I am going to try my best to be at an event tonight since I want to support this creator. So yea.

Anyway, shall get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Just A Week Away

Welp, in a week, I will be going to Lexington to see if I need a CT Scan... Gonna try to beg them to get the test done closer to where I am. Because going back and forth to Lexington is a lot as it is.

Anyway, I should be fine for now. I just know that the last few weeks of this month and all month of September is gonna be a bit hectic so I just have to do my best not to over stress.

But I have people to help me now. So I'm all good.

See ya tomorrow.

B

A Lot

I got a lot of stuff to deal with. But yea.

I wanna be able to get through the day and hope that in a week will be good.

There's some stuff that I wish I could be over with certain things.

Ah, well.

See ya tomorrow.

B

All We Ever Do Is Just Run Around

I hope that this week will be calmer. So I can actually be ready for what's coming up next week. So yay me.

I just hope that all will be well for me. 

I just know how tired I feel because it feels like all we ever do is just run around in circles.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I Will Be In A Bad Mood

As long as I hurting in my right hip, I will be in a bad mood.

Anyway, that's all I wanna say.

See ya tomorrow.

B

It's Been A Long Day

I'm just trying to get over the day... because taking two trips at the same time. So yea.

I am glad that we got Walmart over with... but seriously... it's been a long day.

Anyway, I got an avi to figure out how to upload... so see ya tomorrow.

B

It's Okay Not To Be Okay

Memories keep flooding back and I'm not okay. So yea.

I should be okay for now. And there's a lot going on at the same time.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B