Mind Blown Moment

I am about to get off the computer again to play the game.

I can tell that I am close to being done xD

Also... collecting those things are not so bad... once you figured out where they are xD

Anyway, I found out something surprising on the game... but I will not spoil it because it holds an important key to the whole entire game.

I might not get far tonight but I will try my best.

I just wanna be sure to collect those things so that I can see the secret movie and stuff xD

Who knows what might happen next...

I will not spoil anything else... so... on with the game for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Collecting Things Now

I know the game will be getting harder so I am going to go around and collect Lucky Emblems...

By now, you should be seeing a lot more detail stating that to collect these means you unlock something.

So yea... this is my goal for today.

Plus... to hear all the jokes by Donald and Sora over and over :v

Also, Goofy likes to photobomb almost every single time... But at least, I get the emblem xD

Anyway, I am going to get some stuff done here on the computer.

My movie challenge is over so tomorrow means... Looking at an art movement or an art piece.

So... yay me.

I hope it will be interesting because I love art in a way too...

I love things a bit too easily :v

Alright, shall see you all later in the post... hopefully.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting Far In The Game

I just beat... 4 worlds. And now I'm at the 5th one.

I do notice one thing... but I won't spoil it until a month or two later...

Because the game is getting to the point that it makes total sense.

It's interesting so far... and I'm glad for it.

Anyway, I will not be continuing the game tonight since I am watching a show tonight.

However, tomorrow, I got more time in the day so I might be playing the game more often.

Also, today is my brother's 40th birthday. I know we are getting old... but he's just level up to an age that's amazing.

I learned a secret and I should work hard on trying to get that done xD

I might not be 100% but I wanna try my very best at it!

Well, I shall get off the computer soon for I will watch a show. Then I will get to bed early so I can have an early start to the game tomorrow.

Who knows what will happen next.

Alright, see you all tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Welp... This Happened.

Alright... this happened...

I ended up going to bed at 1 in the morning because the game decided to have 2 hour cut-scenes... and most boss battles takes a lot to do... if you know what you are doing.

Good thing, I knew what I was doing xD

In 30 minutes, I am going to play the game for 2 hours... Bet it would have that many cut scenes again xD

Anyway, I am going to check the email and then get off the computer for the game... it's good. Too good.

I do not regret the idea that it had that long of a cut scene...

I hope that I won't be distracted too much when I do play it tonight xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Addicted To The Game

I am addicted to the game. 100%.

I am about to do some things before I go back to play some more because this is a beautiful story.

Anyway, no spoiling but you should play all the games to know what is going on.

Alright, I have to go now and well... get ready to get back into the game.

I got some theories right so far... especially about one particular object... that some people fail to mention in most things that's online xD

Also, it's good to know...

Well, I shall see you all tomorrow.

Best hope that I won't be staying up all night for this game xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Can't Wait To Play My Game

I will be playing my game in a hour or so...

I will not be spoiling anything about it but I will tell you my emotions.

Anyway, today is cold and tomorrow is gonna be cold...

Everyday is gonna be cold...

While I type, my mouse moves on it's own. xD

I am getting some emails read and stuff before I do go and play that game xD

I hope the rest of the day will be awesome for me.

Alright, time to go... and get stuff done.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

How Did I Know Kingdom Hearts...

It won't be long until tomorrow comes... I will be playing Kingdom Hearts 3.

I got the game in today like it said. And now my other package is coming

Somehow... all of this just feels all like deja vu... dang it Kingdom Hearts...

Now here's the story about how I got into the game...

I forgot who bought it... me or my brother... but I remember my brother playing it and at the time, I was having a rough time in life... and well... you get it... Kingdom Hearts was there to get me out of this bad mood.

I am going to get off the computer now since there is a show I am watching later.

Also... I don't think I need to update the game until later this week...

So it's ready to roll... I'll be playing the game at around noon... and will be taking breaks for other stuff... then play it again at 6ish... but might take a short break at around 8ish to make sure there's no emails left and maybe one or two videos before I go back and play some more... since there's no shows on tomorrow xD

I really want to try to complete this game by the weekend... I hope.

Alright, I shall get off now and watch my shows... then go to sleep.

Got a busy day ahead. Yes... playing Kingdom Hearts 3.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Glad My Family Had Storytellers In Them

I am getting my game today. A day early but won't be playing it until tomorrow because... of the update it needs. Every game needs a patch of some sorts so yea...

Anyway, I am not sure what to do today yet... I am waiting on another order which is also Kingdom Hearts 3 related but it's a special edition of Funko Pop which I am glad to get... hopefully.

I have been writing everyday for almost a month and well... so far my mind has been nothing but random things xD

However, I think it's time to take practice on writing better and make it magically in some aspects of life.

I really should understand what writing really means and just do it in my own way.

Some might be short... some might be long.

And I need to use this notebook not only for the prompts but also to help me plan out for many stories that might be coming.

It's time to change my mind... and work on something decent.

Alright, I should be getting ready for my game to come in anytime today xD

One more thing... I am glad my family had storytellers in them.

That;s all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure What To Write

I am not sure what the weekend will be like just yet... hope things will be alright for me xD

I am glad there's no shows coming on tonight... so I might as well just watch something online.

I hope tomorrow won't be too bad. xD

Anyway, I am going to get off the computer soon... hoping that I could figure out what to write on here.

Alright, I will let you all know on Monday if I find out anything about Kingdom Hearts 3 :D

See you all on Monday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Weird Experiences Always Happen To Me

I always have these weird experiences sometime and it makes me think that maybe this world has more to it.

Ah, well...

I am not sure what to do today since it's Friday and stuff...

I am going to sit around and well... watch Girls Meets World.

I am still waiting for an email to let me know when my game is sent out xD

I might have to contact them on the day the game comes out... because I am waiting until that day.

Anyway, I am going to get off for now and hope for good things for the rest of the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Spoils Are Everywhere

The Japanese version of Kingdom Hearts 3 is out now and boy YouTube has a load of spoils xD

I am sadden that future releases of some games might have to be only digital because people just loves to spoil and ruin everything.

Ah, well...

Because Kingdom Hearts 3 will soon be in my hands... I shall wait and see what happens next.

I am not sure what will happen next... just the wait will be hard to do xD

Anyway, I am going to get off the computer at normal time today... and well... just wondering...

Would you like to see me write short stories here or on Watpad?

Who knows...

I have strange dreams sometimes that could become stories xD

Alright, I shall go now... and hope for a good tomorrow...

Of course, I will be here tomorrow since I don't have to do the test now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Skip playing the game xD

I've decided to skip playing the game and well... just wait until it comes out xD

But seriously, Sora... really did went that way. I hope he is able to defeat the darkness in his heart for good because I don't think it's over just yet.

Whatever is the ending for Kingdom Hearts 3, I do need to see it and well... try my very best to beat the game myself to see what happens next.

Anyway, I am going to go take a nap... because there's a lot of catching up that I do need to do...

Also... give my PS4 a rest xD

Well... I shall see you all later today... wonder what movie I would be watching by then...

Who knows.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Beautiful Stories Are Awesome

So... that's what happened on that game. Damn Sora...

I am close to beating the game but you have no idea how hard it is to beat the last few bosses xD

I shall try my best and if that doesn't work... I will work on leveling up as much as possible.

The game has a beautiful story...

I will always love Kingdom Hearts for that reason only.

Right now... I am not sure what to tomorrow since I am unexpectedly not doing the test on Friday now.

Some doctors seem to think you can drive in a heartbeat...

Ugh.

It sucks to not being able to drive.

Ah, well... I shall listen to songs until this show comes on.

Also, I am saving the final bosses for tomorrow. Because... I need well rested hand motions to control the moves by dodging and range attacks xD

Alright, I will see you tomorrow and Friday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Why Does Things Happen Like This

I stayed up last night until midnight to play that game xD

I don't regret it at all.

I am getting ready to go play that game in a moment.

I hope I get to beat it...

Right now, I'm in a predicament since I am in need of a blood work to be done. I can't drive and well... that sucks a whole lot. :(

I just have to figure out something when they call me back.

Anyway, I am going to get off now and hope for good things to come.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Closer To The End But Sleepy

I am closer to the end... and well... I am too sleepy to move on later... I was gonna plan to play after I get done watching a show at 10 xD

I guess... sleepiness wins right now.

Tomorrow, I might play at 10. Who knows.

Anyway, I am closer to winning the game and well... it seems that it's interesting so far.

I want to complete the game as soon as possible.

I do dread on Thursday because starting at noon, I have to prep and drink that stuff until I get done with it... yay me...

Alright, I shall let you all know anything else... hoping that everything goes well for me...

See you all tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wishing To Have More Time

I guess... I am going to take breaks again xD

Anyway, I am going to try to play DDD more often... and well, it's not that far that along... just a few more worlds on each side xD

I think I will play it more on Thursday but have to keep up with the liquids all day long xD

This is gonna not be too much fun on Thursday because things are happening.

I hope I can get through the day.

Alright, shall get on with the day since it won't be long until noon comes so I'll be playing the game xD

Shall see you all later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When There's Spoilers Online, You Avoid Them

I keep getting inspired from playing Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance and it's... actually a good thing.

I just have to figure out what to do next...

Also, there's a lot of spoils going around for Kingdom Hearts 3... and that... sucks a whole lot. Because certain companies are sending out the game a bit too early... don't know why but they still have to wait until Jan 29th for the US in order to get the update xDD

Ah, well...

Guess I'll be avoiding the YouTubes for a while now.

I am going to get off in a few just to watch a show... I am so sleepy because of the show came on late last night... ugh... and also... skipping naps just so I can advance on a story xD

Alright, well... I shall get off the computer now and hope for a good tomorrow...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Taking More Breaks xD

I've decided... to take more breaks so I can play Dream Drop Distance xD

I should've done this last week but after realizing that most of the story plot towards Kingdom Hearts 3 is on that game... so bad me.

Also, 8 more days until Kingdom Hearts 3... so I am really excited for this.

I do dread the last of the week because yea... test and prepping for that test too.

I hope that things will go okay for me by then.

Things are gonna be a bit weird for me this week because I am taking breaks more...

I am not gonna be doing any surveys that much either... but since Swagbucks is a bit weird, I will leave videos running on that site just so my points won't be at risk.

Anyway, I should get to what I was going first...

I will be doing my challenge on my other blog after 3 and hope to still take breaks too.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Realizing That I Need To Play More

I just realize that I should've play Dream Drop Distance in Kingdom Hearts world... because most of the story is there.

I will try to play that for this week only while at the same time, beating Kingdom Hearts 1 xD

Anyway, I am going to get off the computer at 9 to watch a show... but I doubt I would have time to play any Kingdom Hearts tonight...

I want to try to take breaks more often so that I can play Kingdom Hearts... especially when the third game comes out.

I doubt this game would be the final so I am going to find something in order to start saving money for any addictions to the Kingdom Hearts world xD

Alright, I shall see you all on Monday... and well... I am taking a break from blogging on the 25th which is on Friday... so yea... here's to hoping for good news.

See you all on Monday then.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Listening To "Face My Fears" Over and Over

Just listen to the full of version of Face my Fears by Hikaru Utada and Skrillex... awesome song!

Anyway, I am not sure what to do today but starting next week... I am going to take the whole entire day off by playing Kingdom Hearts non stop xD Muaha...

I am really going to try to beat the first game since I didn't... and try to figure out what 0.2 has on it that plays the whole part of the game series...

Because things are being behind, I might just take off for the rest of the day and play the game...

But I still have my writing challenge to do and stuff xD

Just depends on the day or time and how I feel.

Alright, I don't really have anything else to say so I will get back to watching shows... and taking a nap soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Early But Thinking Of Playing Kingdom Hearts

I know it's early but I am thinking of getting off the computer around 8:30 just to play Kingdom Hearts.

I have not been feeling too great as of lately... because it's back whatever the heck it is.

I just hope that in the coming days, I would be alright but seeing how I feel... I do dread for the days ahead.

Anyway, I am going to get some stuff done before getting off the computer later...

Hoping tomorrow will be better but I can't be sure until then xD

Alright, see you all tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So Now It's Happening

I was finally able to get my blog to work xD

I have been back for over a hour and more...

I have the test set up for next Friday, on the 25th.

I hope everybody is able to keep praying and hopes up for me.

Anyway, I am going to take a short nap in a moment. Hoping things will be alright for me until then.

I do dread having to tell my dad that he might have to take that day off xD

I shall get off here now and get on with my day now.

I have lots to do after my nap so yea...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Day Tomorrow

I have to see the general surgeon tomorrow morning and hopefully find out when the test will be.

I do dread both days... the day before the test and the day of the test.

You have to be sure to clean your bowels out the day before... which is going to not fun at all.

I will let you all know tomorrow when the test will be. I am waiting to chat with my bestie so I can let em know when the test is...

Just kind of a weird moment right now for me... because I am trying not to eat anything that could potential  be a trigger for me.

It sucks... and I just want to get the proper care... maybe if I can get treated for it... maybe I can finally get back to my normal self.

Alright, I will continue to let you all know of any details tomorrow and so forth.

Wish me luck.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Here we go again with my stomach problems..

Welp, my stomach decided to go crazy this morning.

I have been resting until I am sure I don't have to go run towards the bathroom again. This is me now...

I really hope that I can make it through the time when the test comes... because seriously though... I am not feeling too great now that the medicine is out of my system.

I felt good for 4 whole days. And then this happens.

Yay for my mysterious body. Not really yay... it just really sucks.

I figured out that I can't eat wheat bread... or rather honey wheat xD

Honey is good for me but the wheat part, not so much.

I just have to figure out what to eat and not to eat when a flare up comes up. When there's no flair ups... it's okay to eat certain foods...

So that's a good thing, it's not gonna be an every single day kind of diet... just only when I am not feeling great.

Anyway, I shall get on with the day and hope that everything else will be good for me from now on.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Behind On Things But Yay

I am kind of behind because soon I am going to get off the computer to watch a show... two shows in a roll. One at 9 and another at 10.

Yay...

I really didn't do anything much today xD

I didn't play Kingdom Hearts but I hope tomorrow will be different... but no promises because I am always finding something to do towards the evening. Thursday evening will be different because I will just get off at 9 and play the game until I get sleepy xD

Anyway, I am not sure what else to put here but hope tomorrow will be good for me.

I am starting to feel weird again but hoping it's nothing... only one can tell when time comes.

I will let you all know tomorrow on how I feel.

See you all tomorrow then.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Glad It's A Rest Day

I think I am glad today is rest day... I don't really want to stare at surveys today xD

I have been thinking of what to do during the day and well... I just hope to have time to play Kingdom Hearts xD

I think I should try to make time to play games more often because gaming does get my mind off pain and stuff...

Anyway, I am going to take it easy and hopefully have time to play a game before I get off the computer to watch two shows in a roll again xD

Not too simple when you take a nap in the middle of the day and stuff.

So we'll see what happens later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Want To Play Kingdom Hearts xD

I have not played more of Kingdom Hearts... maybe tomorrow but I will only play when I feel like it xD

Anyway, I am going to get off the computer at 9 to watch a show.

I hope things will be awesome for the rest of the night.

I am not sure what tomorrow is going to be like. Again, at night, I will be getting off the computer early...

I really want to play Kingdom Hearts but not sure how or when yet...

I need to make a schedule for this xD Especially since Kingdom Hearts 3 is coming out in 2 weeks!!!! It won't be long!

Alright, I shall get off now... hoping tomorrow will be good for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Doing Less To Do More Gaming

I think today is going to be mostly rest day... what...?

I mean... I am going to do surveys that are sent by email for a while... except ones that are needed are the site... so one per site for a while then get on with the surveys on the email.

Then I am going to do the challenge of the day on my other blog...

Then take a short break to play Kingdom Hearts... catching up with the story is sort of important for me to do because I never beat the first game but beat Chain of Memories, 352/2 days, Kingdom Hearts 2, Birth by Sleep... but never the others... so it's weird to me.

Anyway, I am going to get on with the surveys now and hope that things will be good for me... especially, my health.

See you all later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Waiting For A Game

I've decided to wait until tomorrow to play Kingdom Hearts....

I am going to be glad to get Kingdom Hearts 3 and hope it will be fun xD

Anyway, I hope things will be awesome.

The weekend is here and I am about to get off the computer to watch Hawaii Five-O later... hope it's gonna be interesting... it might be sad too.

Alright, I am sorry that this is really short.

I hope I will be good for the weekend....

For now... this blog will be updated on Monday.

You will always see A Faerie Pop once a day unless anything happens.

See you all on Monday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nothing To Say xD

I am back home... well, been home for over a hour ago xD 2 hours now.

I am not sure what to say but... knock on wood.

I have been feeling great... and ate orange chicken with rice today which was really good... might learn how to make this myself one of these days. Muaha.

Anyway, I am going to get back to my life and watch a movie... then get some rest by playing Kingdom Hearts... maybe. I am really behind today.

I shall let you all know anything in the second post of the personal blog.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Knowing What I Can Eat And Can't Eat Is Better

I seem to be getting to know what can hurt me and what can't... so thankful for this way.

Anyway, I am going to get off the computer at exactly 9PM... not to sleep early but simply to just play Kingdom Hearts 1.5 2.5 mix.

I've been trying to play catch up for a purpose and yea... hope that I can get far with this game.

I am going to try to post something by 10 tomorrow... if not, it might be late...

I am feeling a bit better after I got over the heart burn of hell last night.

I just realize that there's too much going on with my stomach and it sucks a lot.

Ah, well...

I have to wait until Thursday to find out what is going on.

Meaning, waiting for Kingdom Hearts 3 to come out in the coming weeks... this is gonna bring my excitement higher and higher...

Also... so many memes to come from that game xD

Alright, shall get ready to get off now.

See you all tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Everything Sucks But Hoping For Good Things

It sucks when you don't feel good xD

Anyway, I am going to try to do surveys again today but no promises because I am really out of the mood for anything...

It sucks a lot when this happens.

I just have to be careful with what I eat because I get acid reflux too... and so with the stomach problems, I just know I can't stand anything like I normally do.... so boooooo....

I loved mild spicy stuff and well... that's gonna have to change too because of the flare ups...

I can't eat out like I used too... which might be a good thing.

I am going to get me a slow cooker one of these days and make food through there... healthy foods too.

Alright, I am going to take a rest and hope for good things through the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Taking Some Rest For The Night

I guess I am going to get off the computer for the night...

I need to try to rest as much as possible.

Ah, well...

Things are always harder for me to concentrate now... but when it comes to playing Kingdom Hearts, my mind is more focus on the game rather than the pain xD

I hope that tomorrow will be a bit better but I keep saying this... so yea...

Just gotta stay strong long enough to get through the next week since they finally make an appointment to that doctor. Meet up with him and then have the test done before the end of the month...

I will continue to let you all more detail...

So for now... wish me luck.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Fighting! Yea...

I always heard that chronic pain can cause depression which is true... but I wanna try to fight it for as long as I am able.

I keep feeling tired more often now... and that sucks in itself.

Turns out whoever the surgeon is that does the tests is very busy... so I have to keep waiting. But they did told me that if I need more, to come back in next week which I will take that offer.

It just sucks having to wait and being in that sore... so yea...

So far, playing Kingdom Hearts has been distracting me so that is a good thing for my part.

I never thought that I would end up being this sick xD Well, it's no surprise for as I was growing up, I've been sick a whole lot. Always having to skip school... yet I am not failing school.

I'm thankful for having people that helped me through out my life.

I am always gonna find that challenge and beat it somehow.

Alright, I shall try to do some surveys today... still have to be careful with what I eat and more... because anything can make me very ill.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Feeling Good Again and It Sucks

It really sucks when you don't feel good and stuff...

I am going to get off the computer early tonight to get ready to watch some shows... that is if it's not interrupted by something else.

Glad I'm not the only one that doesn't watch the speech...

Ah, well...

Anyway, I am going to go now... kind of wanna rest for the rest of the night and possibly go straight to sleep after the show tonight.

Hope to feel a bit better tomorrow but... some reason, I am not feeling too great lately... which is not really that good some reason too...

Just have to keep an eye out for whatever this is.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Feeling Bad Since Yesterday

I have been feeling bad since this morning. It all started yesterday and not sure why...

So I am going to try to take a rest for most of the day and so forth...

I am debating when to play Kingdom Hearts again today... but just have to figure it out eventually.

I just wanna get better but... ah, well...

I will continue to let you all know of any other detail.

Anyway, I shall get to other things and hope that I will be better later.

Who knows...

Maybe it's just a small spell I am having.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Need To Be Distracted With Games

I am thinking of getting off the computer for the night just to play Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2.... and much more.

Just hope that I am able to have time through the month to all of this.

The weekend will be more free so I shall do them soon after I watch a movie and more.

I am constantly not feeling good so I need this distraction.

Anyway, I am going to get on with this idea and sleep when I get sleepy... so yay me.

I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow just yet but because I have been not feeling good I just have to be aware on things.

I will let you all anything.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Are Happy But Sore At The Same Time

My stomach is sore... and I still have to wait for a call for that test.

I left a poll on my twitter on if anybody has done this test before.

Hope I get some answers xD

I just hear something strange so yea... things are kind of weird right now.

Anyway, I just preorder Kingdom Hearts 3. So I have to wait for it for a while.

I am going to try to do some exercising but there's no promises... so hope things would go well for me.

I will continue to let you all know how I'm doing through out the the week but not all at once.

I am still waiting for that test so yea...

Alright, I'm gonna get on with the day and hope for the best.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Good Days.... and Bad Days

There will be good days.... and bad days. But I just gotta stay strong for these days.

I am not entirely sure what I am going to do tomorrow but hoping that everything will be good for me.

I do have to get the blood test early in the morning... providing that nothing else happens.

Then well... the wait starts for a call for that test.

I am taking a short break over the weekend for this blog... so you will be expecting mostly the blog posts from A Faerie Pop for two days...

Then I am going to get things done tomorrow too...

So it might be a busy busy day... so do wish me luck for those days.

I will see you all again on here on Monday.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Feeling Better!

Well, for once, I am feeling better. Believe me... I am happy to finally feeling better.

I have to wait for a call for that test... but I am ready to do it anytime.

I still have no way to get another blood test done to get my potassium level tested... Have to wait until tomorrow for this.

I just want to get help and figure out what is going on with my stomach.

I think I always had this problem with my stomach and it just happens to get worse now... so yay me...

Anyway, I am going to listen to some music and do my daily writing for creative xD

I shall be able to do more now that I am able to move my bowels easier... so... hope the rest of the day will be good for me.

I will continue to let you all know anything for today only... since the weekends are known to be a break from my personal blog xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Wait Starts!

Sitting in the dark might be the best feature about my life right now....

All is calm... literally... because I am finally taking medication to help my lovely stomach.

While at the same time, wishing my Paypal hurry up and add my money on so I can order Kingdom Hearts 3 SOON!!!!!

But in all seriousness... I am not out of the woods just yet.

I have to wait for that one test that could dictate on my health right now.

I just hate the waiting part... because I am not exactly sure how this test works. My mom seems to think I have to take this stuff and well... "work me out" xD

And well, apparently, after doing a bit reading... it seems that there's things that I have to do before the test... oh, joy...

For now, I have to wait until they call me... and stuff...

Wish me luck for this type of test.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Medicine Finally

I think every year, I am going to do something a bit different... but this year is all about writing every single day xD

Anyway, I have been back from the doctor for a long time.

I have medicine finally. Should take a day or two before I can tell how it feels and stuff...

However, I am waiting for an appointment to get a colonoscopy done. It might sound scary but it's about the only test that is needed in order for me to figure out what is going on with my bowels.

I am going to get this up and get back to watching a random movie of the day... it's more a documentary about a war... it's interesting but I won't get into much detail here since I am doing the challenge on my other blog xD

See you all later tonight here. But if you are reading the pop culture blog, see you there in a few.


That's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally... Tomorrow Comes.

Well, tomorrow is the day that I can finally go to the doctor.

I am nervous but I do need to do this.

I need help and relief....

So yea...

I just hope that all goes well for me tonight because like I told my mom... I might seem better but I am still in pain and still feeling sick.

It's just not fun at all to deal with sickness all through three holidays! Yes, Thanksgiving, Christmas AND New Year's Day... Ugh...

So my wish for tomorrow is... getting medication. My other wish for tomorrow... is hoping that I can get some of these tests done in a certain amount of time.

Who knows...

I will not be posting until I get back from the doctor and stuff... so keep an eye out on my twitter in case anything does happen to change.

The struggle is... hoping... to go away finally.

Just have to survive the night first. That's all.

Wish me luck for tomorrow.

And hoping that after tomorrow, I can get in the mood to post stuff and chat and more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just When Something Else Happens

Well, not what I want to deal with right now... but my period started. And it's making me feel even worse. My period has made me feel like crap but nothing like this.

I am going to try my best to hold it out until tomorrow but I am getting weak at the same time. Not sure if it's the lack of sleep or where there's something in my stomach or bowels that makes me feel weak after using the bathroom.

I know many people are not expecting me to talk about this but this is a health problem and I need to fix it soon.

Becoming weak because of a bowel movement is not good at all.

I can't go back to the ER because I might have to be sent somewhere else.

But I am going to try to wait it out until tonight...  Just to see how I feel.

It's not fun at all to feel this way... so I will try my best to let you all know of anymore detail. Not TMI detail though...

That's all.

With love,

BDK