Looking At Stars Differently Now...

I guess you could say that I went farther on the game than before... And the story is beautiful so far.

Tomorrow, I hope to finally beat the game despite not getting all the bonuses :'v

Still, the story alone is just something that you can't put down anymore. I really suggest people to play Tales of Zestiria for the story. Well, all Tales of games have wonderful stories... but this is my first time experiencing it. I love Tales of games but never completed them before... until now.

I really want to buy Tales of Berseria now :D

Anyway, I have not been doing anything much but playing the game. So you can tell that I am deeply inspired to play the game again but following a walkthrough and possibly record it for better videos.

I will talk about that later because once beating the game, I know I will be wanting to take a long break because who knows how much of an impact a story can give me...

Alright, I am sorry that there is one post for today but again, I have been playing the game a lot today. And hopefully more tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Stormy Spring Already

It has been a stormy spring... well, already has been that way since sometime late February and more.

Just this is spring now so it sounds more like it.

I am closer than ever on finishing the game... I just hope that I can do it soon.

Anyway, for now, I want to rest since there is a storm coming in after all... Don't want to be in the middle of the game and something to happen...

I will rest for now. Tomorrow, I will play the game early after I help my mom out on some things. Then I'll get right on the game for a hour or two.

Closer to the story, yay!

Also, I have to admit... there were things that I had to follow a walk through with. Sorry.

I will go now and hope that things will be well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Almost There

It might take until this weekend to beat the game. I will play only for a hour or two tonight just to get that one only thing that's holding me back off xD

Anyway, I am not sure what is going to happen yet but I will let you all know if I beat Tales of Zestiria xD

I am kind of sleepy but I will get on with playing the game now.

Hope things be well for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Storms are rolling in by 9 so that's why it's just gonna be a short while for the game. Also, why there's a short post too.

I'm Getting Sleepy... WTF...

And just because of that, I am thinking of going to bed early for that purpose.

I am close to beating the game. However, I am going to record next time after beating the game myself. I am not sure how to keep all the saves hidden but I will figure that out later.

Right now, I think it's good that I would be playing it again. That way I won't get lost like before it will be a better play through.

I might not be able to stop the pauses much but I will do a hour long videos for each gameplay. Reason why is so that I can get more into the game.

Stay tune for any news though about this idea on twitter or here.

Right now, my eyes are refusing the stay open.

Oh, yea... the results for those tests for health reasons are... inclusive. Meaning, they didn't find anything at all.

Tomorrow, I will be getting the spring surprise from Square Enix. Can't wait to see what those are xD

Alright... sleeping time...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just Another Weird Day?

I am going to redo a story on the game then continue on from there. Not sure what else from there xD

Anyway, just another weird day, you know...

I did get the results of one test but not the ultrasound test... not sure why. But the test that I did get results for is... enlarged spleen. That's just all.

I am going to play the game later tonight without no recordings whatsoever. That's been done and over. However, I am going to try to complete the story as soon as possible to see what happens next.

Really, there's gonna be lots of sad parts in that game :'v

Right now, I am not doing anything... just watching Netflix.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

All Tired Out

I am all tired out... meaning, it might be soon that I will be going to bed. Yay.

Anyway, I did get the tests done. Waiting for the results tomorrow. Just hope it's nothing serious at all.

Then I played the game... after finally getting to work. Apparently, it doesn't like steam client beta :v Make note of that guys.

Tomorrow, I will reply a storyline because I didn't like the idea of having to block to keep myself from being stoned. :V

Long story...

I am going to go now and watch some videos before passing out. Yes, this is my only post tonight but that's all I can say.

With love,

BDK

Facepalm Mondays? Yep...

Today is... Facepalm Mondays.

Why? Well... get ready for a long post of complaining and more. Also, please stick to reading to the end about other things. Thanks!

Tales of Zestiria is a fun game and all... but the company needs to set better rules than what they already done. To prevent somebody from playing the game is just downright rude. They should just give out a warning and stuff instead of just preventing people to play the game. "Broadcast disable from this game". Meanwhile, I tried to play the game without nobody watching but apparently, somebody decided that they should disabled the stream because it's an option that Bandai has. Dang it.

Now I deleted all the games that I recorded of this game and all the videos that I did put on YouTube. They are gone. No way of bringing them back. I am not entirely sure if I will be able to play the game anymore because of the stupid way of how they done this.

It really sucks a lot. I was enjoying the game a whole lot and I was really close to the ending. But no, they disable the broadcast to prevent you from playing the freaking game.

Such a rude way to people who wants to enjoy a good story to a good game and to people who is willing to stop recording it too... So yea... I am growing less fond of Bandai.

I might done wrong to delete the videos and on YouTube but I cannot have a game like that screw me around for anything. I hope that in the future that steam would also fix their broadcast feature so that it prevents other people from trolling you.

Seriously, this pisses me of a lot.

Now to another thing.

Tomorrow, I will be getting up early in the morning to go have some tests taken care of. I am concern about my gallbladder and hope that it's not that serious. If it is, then I just need to take care of it ASAP.

Of course, I will have to wait a few days for the results to come in, but I will be sure to let you all know of the results as well as other future items.

To conclude before I go off this place... I will not be recording anymore Tales of games. But I will continue on with other stuff. Thanks for understanding. Also, I will be posting pictures of the game here. You would figure Bandai would change their rules like this...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

This Title Isn't Gonna Anywhere...

This title isn't gonna anywhere... Yea, because I haven't come up with anything.

Normally, I just like to find weird titles to put here or there. I am just that random.

Anyway, I took a break from the game today because I wanted to do something else for a change. Then I got distracted. Now the time just caught up with me. So it kind of sucks...

Tomorrow, I will try to play.the game until a certain time. I can't be for sure what time yet. Tuesday, however, I will take another break.

And hopefully, I could be able to add a new video on YouTube tomorrowish. I would tonight but things got distracted a bit so I can't do it tonight xD

Well, I will get off now and try some websites out before going on to watch a show later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Can I Talk About Things?

I have been completely random with my blog a lot. Mostly because I have been playing that game for a month now xD Well, almost a month until April xD

Anyways, I want to talk about things... Since I started this blog, I had in mind of what ifs and hope that things were getting better. Now I noticed my readers are getting bigger slowly but surely making it awesome for me to notice.

I didn't really had the commitment at first because I was like, nobody is gonna be reading a random blog about random things. That just changed. Although, I don't have comments, I do have a small follow on twitter of those readers. Thank you guys!

I will continue to write on this blog for as long as I can. I really want to thank my best friend in the whole entire world... Rai. I started blogs many times in life but never fully commit to them. It was him that made me realize that maybe I should continue on writing whatever I feel like.

I wish I could do a Q/A but I don't have a big enough fan line for that yet. Maybe one day.

For now, I might actually do a random question thing but that's only up to you guys. I will do a poll on twitter one day asking what I should do.

Spring is amongst us here in the USA... and I'm looking forward to finally getting out and trying to figure out what to do with my life.

Maybe... this year will be different despite we have a weird president in... Yea... long story that I won't talk about much xD

Alright, I just want to say... I really hope to continue on with this blog for as long as I could.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Let's Play More?!

I have been busy all morning and afternoon... now it's time to play the game. I took the break yesterday but still didn't catch up with YouTube videos but that's alright. For now... let's play more of Tales of Zestiria, yes?

I am not sure how this is going to be like because it's waaaaaaaay into the game xD

Then after that, I will do some random quests just to get some things done. If I don't, I won't be able to. Not gonna spoil why just yet.

For now, I'll just get the game on the roll... Boss fights are longer now so this is gonna be fun :O

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Slow Day... Back Ache.

Today has been a slow day for me. I know this post will be the only one since I am dealing with sleepiness right now. My mom didn't let me nap for a while xD

Well, that was my fault too.

Anyway, I took a break from playing the game in order to catch up with some videos on YouTube. Tomorrow, I will continue the game and good news... I am getting closer to the end. I won't say much about the outcome so don't mind me xD

Right now, I am just eating a snack and hope it let's me stay away just a bit longer...

Really, I might be sleeping early. I am sleepy because I woke up sometime early this morning with a thumping sound in my left ear. It was the most annoying thing to deal with. It lasted a hour and half. I stayed awake only a hour but waited to fall asleep for the half. I finally did get to sleep as it went away but it wasn't long before I was fully awake again...

Hopefully, I will be able to sleep without any problems tonight.

Alright, gonna go now... and watch YouTube.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wait, Back To One Posts? Read On...

You must be wondering if I am back to one posts...

No.

I am merely tired and sleepy at certain times that I forget to do anything.

I have been playing this game for 2 to 3 weeks straight with an upload on Tuesday through Thursday and Saturday at 10AM. Speaking of which, I need to check those a bit.

I am going upload another video tomorrow for Saturday.

Today, I have been very busy cleaning my room out... well, not really cleaning but more moving things around to the point of exhaustion... I almost developed a cough but that seems to be settled down a bit now.

Tomorrow, I am resting and taking a break from the game. I need to catch up with the uploads and stuff so that I can get up to 10 at a time? Not sure if that's possible but we will see. I am afraid that there is going to be close to 60 parts, if not more... or less.

I hope people will continue to watch them nonetheless. As they are uploaded after the finish of the game, I will rest for a while before starting another game... Again, I will do a poll soon.

Oh, and when the 30th come, I might be getting more PC games. Can't wait to find out what they are :D

For now, I will get back to normal posting soonish... Just want to play this game and get to the end. I am really curious what happens next.

Might be sleeping soon because I am very tired.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Head Hurts Although It's Daytime

I'm not sure what to do but my head hurts right now so yay...

I am tired as well but I won't take a nap until later around 2pm.

Things should be a bit slower today since it's the middle of the week and stuff. I hope to take a nap soon... Yay.

I hope to play the game later in the day but I need to take a nap... Yes, I know I keep talking about naps... so maybe that's something that I need xD

Anime will come. Movie to come... things to do.

Alright, I will be with a much clearer mind later when I do take that nap later and stuff... So the second post will be much better.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Getting More Quests To Do?

I am still going to do Tales of Zestiria. I am hoping to beat the game but the episodes are gonna be longer and more. I am uploading them as I go... Towards the end of the game, I will upload more of the videos. So keep an eye out on my twitter for any new updates.

Right now, I am watching YouTube until I go to bed which could be soon xD

I keep having problems with YouTube being weird when uploading videos. Sometimes they don't upload and sometimes, they tell me to go and edit the video. So it confuses me what is going on.

Alright, this is a short post so I will get off for now. Hopefully tomorrow will be better...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Let's Try Not To Be Distracted...

I am going to try not to get distracted when I do play the game later and try not to go past a certain time limit when playing later on at around 7ish xD

Anyway, I am not sure what to put here other than that I am watching an anime and Netflix. I hope that when later comes, that I could be far in the game.

I hope things will be alright as well.

I really have no idea what to put here other than figure out how to watch some YouTube videos for a bit.

I want to finish X-Files by this week but I am worried that I might not get to finish the other shows that are listed... I need to research Netflix secret tactics and get some of these shows done faster xD

Alright, enough of being random now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Been Distracted By Game...

I have been too distracted by that game xD

I guess I was distracted all day too... Ah, well...

This is gonna be a short post since I am going to continue to play the game for a little bit longer. I done too much sidequests and some of them were left behind and some I can't do until I complete a main quest. So...

On with the game until I get sleepy, I guess.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Well, Gonna Be Sore For A While

Since that fall earlier, I just know I will be sore for a while. Yay me.

Anyway, I am not sure what to do for the rest of the night other than watch YouTube videos until I get sleepy.

I played the game for a bit, but things happened xD

I have one video that's really short so when I get that posted, I will explain why it was so short.

I might be playing more of the game tomorrow but not until at night time again xD I only played earlier today since my favorite show was on.

I will be doing a lot more watching shows through out this week. I think I am finally on 3rd season of X-Files. So I will get that done by this week, hopefully. Binge watching is kind of hard but I can do it.

April is when Gotham will come back on TV. April is my current goal of completing that game too. No date so that's all I can say.

However, I am releasing part 9 on Tuesday. I will keep releasing the vids as much as possible.

Alright, gonna get back YouTube and stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Under Estimate Dogs

Dogs can cause you to fall on the flat of your own butt... Don't under-estimate them.

Anyway, I have been over at my grandma's for a bit. We stayed for a bit. But my grandma wasn't feeling too good so don't know what was wrong and stuff...

I played more of the game but had to cut short on one part because of my stomach. I hate doing that but will be sure to mention it eventually.

Alright, I'm gonna be keeping this short because I am getting ready to watch a show later on. Also, taking a break from the game too xD

Will try to upload the vids now too.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Get Trick By Things.

I am never going to use Avast again. It tricked my VPN by causing Netflix to block me from viewing videos. So... Don't Get Trick By Things.

I deleted that and it made me have extra space on my PC. So that's a plus for me.

Anyway, I am going to go to bed soon since I am not sure what else to do. I am going to do random side quests on Tales of Zestiria for a while. Of course, I am recording them so expect to have a whole lot of parts. I might decide to do 1 hour parts for these side quests so that I can get by quickly. Also... what sucks a whole lot... The evil creature keeps blocking my path to missions. I guess it means I should wait on them xD

I don't want to spoil what all is going on because those go waaaaaaaaay ahead in the parts of the videos.

Tomorrow, I will upload the video for Tuesday. Hopefully, YouTube will be good for me while doing so.

Today has been a really boring day. I should get used to that soon since my dad doesn't like to go places anymore. He should really get his head checked out. Long story short, my dad is having headaches that are causing him to black out and more. If you are religious, please pray for my dad at this time.

Alright, I will be heading to bed since I am getting sleepy early... also, to add that my dog is whining for sleep right now xD

I will be doing chapter cards soon since I find that easy to write stories with. So yay me. I might take pics of what chapter cards are all about xD

I learn them from school back in fourth grade. It was at that time I realized how big my imagination can be. I wanted to write more for a story that I was working on. It was about a child super hero who had a smart car and more. I was young and into superheroes at that time xD I guess that was when I realize my superhero fad.

Alright, time to go. Tomorrow, I am not sure when I will update my blog because I will be going to my grandma's like usual. :D

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Very Boring Day But I Get To Play More Games

Today is just one of those days where I don't go anywhere. So it's pretty much a boring day. Yay~

I am going to play more games in a moment. Might be taking a nap sooner or later too so yay me.

I guess you could say that I don't really have anything fun to say for this blog at this moment. I have been watching X Files and more. I am getting ready to watch some JoJo anime xD Bad me.

I might be playing the game later but hopefully nothing else happens before then. I know my mom is very bored and my dad has went to wash some of his clothes. I am just sitting here with my dogs.

I think it's time for a nap then xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sleepy and Rain

It's literally raining right at this moment as I type... therefore, making me really sleepy at this very moment xD

I played for another hour long game again. I don't know why I do but I do. I will get things done for the upload either Sunday or Monday... and hope the one upload for tomorrow works well.

Anyway, I am not sure how long I will be typing here because I am growing sleepier by the minute. Oops... Guess, I should go to sleep then.

Hopefully, the weather will break soon so that I can walk more and more. I vowed to keep walking as much as I could and not eat a lot of junk food xD So yay me.

Alright, gonna go to bed now... Hope my dreams match the rain... peaceful and quiet.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Saint Paddy's Day~

As you all would not know... Ireland is another country that I'm into. Not always Asia countries, right? Haha...

I'm into Ireland because of the legends and much much more. I guess you could say... I am part Irish although most of my family were English straight up. The Kirby side is English. The Gadd side is... well, Scottish and Irish and English. So that's interesting, I think.

I am going to be playing the game in  a few minutes but I wanna watch some videos on YouTube before I do start playing games xD

I am going to play the game in order to distract my pain right now. Yay!

I'm not going to go into detail about the pains but I do know one thing... I keep using a lot of I am or I'm in this blog today. Whoa, man...

Anyway, just hoping that tomorrow the video will go through fine. I am going to upload more videos for Tuesday through Thursday on Sunday since that day we are not always busy. :D

Alright, time to go...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

My Mind Hurts...

I wanted to play the game. But the frustration was just too real. I almost rage quit because of dying and not realizing that I had to hold in a damn button to run around x.x 5.... plus times.... oi.

Anyway, I know that I have not updated a blog for today. That's only because I was behind on everything today. I don't want to go into detail of what those things are...

That's why I was playing the game later than usual. My dad decided tonight was a good time to go to the grocery store... so yay.

Alright, no YouTube to watch tonight because I need to rest my mind. It hurts from so much focus into the game xD

To celebrate... We are now past Episode 30. Go me. This game will be the death of me xD not really but still xD

Well, I am going to end this post. Also, is anybody else having weird YouTube issues? I am experiencing delays on the uploads and more...

I really hope that gets fixed soon because it's annoying to not know if your upload did good or not until you get a noticed of a draft video... Whaaa...

Alright, time to go before my mind goes away into another world.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Suddenly Lazy Again

I guess it's because winter is still around that I am suddenly lazy again x.x

I played three parts of the game tonight and it's so far interesting.

I think the upload is doing okay so I will be checking it tomorrow. Tomorrow, I am uploading for Saturday. I might not be doing anything for this weekend but we'll see.

Anyway, I am going to start reading from my "new" book pile. Hopefully that would be done at some point this year since I am going to buy some new books. Yes, I am buying new books finally. I have been grabbing one or two books every once a while... I want to start saving money to use on Amazon because Amazon is really great of finding good cheap books. Yay.

Alright, I am short of words now so I am going to watch some videos and get on to bed. My head kind of hurts right now so... sleep will be soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I'm So Ready For A Nap...

I should wrote this before I did took a nap a couple of hours ago xD but I am so ready to take a nap for several days because this weather needs to go away x.x

I hope that by this weekend, it will bring spring and I can slowly put up my winter stuff.

I know we might have a few more weeks of cold days but I just only hope for a better timing...

My tree is slowly blooming so hopefully that will appear by this weekend or the next week. I know once the blooms come out, it's that time to take pictures and more.

Anyway, I will be playing a game in a moment. Might be a hour after I post this since my dad will be home and I need to watch the dogs. Yay me.

I will be sure to post another blog tonight before I go to bed.

Oh, yea... I wrote a story and hope things be good.

Also, I uploaded a video and it acted strange... Dunno what is going on with YouTube but I'll know when it releases tomorrow at 10AM EST.

I know the video on my end that it works fine. But I am not entirely sure about the other side when it releases. Hope all goes well for the video. I will continue on with the release until I get done with game. :D

After completing the game, I will take a short break xD

Alright, I will get on with the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Still Got Lots To Go Through

I still got lots to go through... Stories, books, game and more.

I am not sure what to do next... Yea... my head is about to explode. I'm just sleepy right now...

Anyway, part 5 is up with part 6 coming tomorrow and part 7 be on Thursday.

That is of the game that I am playing. I am way up far in the parts and the numbers of the length for each part does vary a whole lot. One part will be longer than most or maybe one part will be shorter than most. Most times, I have to pause because the dogs are always making me busy with things xD

I was looking at my books and thinking that I should really not be lazy about reading so I will do those too. I just not sure when is the best time to read anymore xD

Stories are yet to be written... and much more stuff to do.

My life has been a complete... out of shape, as you could say?

I will fix it eventually. And I really do need to get used to this time soon... It's already making me want to sleep early and more x.x

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Not Sure Where Stories Go Yet...

If poems have a place, I want to go. But where do stories go?

If you follow me on Wattpad, I am going to write a story that is going to turn into another story at a later point. I am inspired now so I will be writing it soon.

It's about magic and stuff, if you are wondering. Now this might be the only story I will be writing for now because of things.

Anyway, I am going to get started with writing the story. Hopefully, I am still inspired because I keep getting rudely interrupted here. :v

Short post but yes, I will be playing the game later and stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just A Few More Days Of Coldness...

Just a few more days of coldness. I miss having to sleep with my room cool and more. Right now, my room is really hot because of the eat.

Anyway, I am getting really sleepy right now. I think it is because of the subtle trace of rain that is outside of my window right now.

I am uploading another video since I have decided to do these one at a time. Scheduling more than one video at a time seems to slow down my internet more and even down to cause a problem. So the solution is to upload one video at a time. I am going to upload every other day until I get up to whatever.

I am not sure how long this game will be but the story keeps getting better and better. So that's a huge plus for me.

I hope it gets good soon~

Also, be aware of smoke :V You can apparently never be seen or heard of again :V

Alright, time to sleep... well, sleep soon after the upload gets done.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Mondays With DST Are Slow

Mondays with DST beginning are slow as heck.

I'll get used to it since the weather is about to change again.

I know this blog is a little late but I should be able to keep up with it for a bit. I know things have not been normal for me as of late but hopefully, it will soon.

Anyway, I am going to play the game in a moment. I am just converting files at this moment. Hope that gets done soon too.

Also, catching up with more anime as I go. Yay.

I hope this week will be good for me. I hope to finish X Files soon too. I really want to watch Angel next xD

So many good shows going off Netflix too.

Ah, well.

I will continue on with Netflix after I play the game for a hour or so.

Hope all goes well for me and everybody else!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Days Ahead? Maybe.

I'm happy to say there's a break to deal with for this week. Full of X-Files binge watching and more. I am going to keep the show running in the background in the evenings. I am not gonna watch YouTube until later on past 9PM.

DST starts today. What is DST? It's called Daylight Savings Time. It starts around March or April. And it ends around October or November. Just always a different time each year xD

And DST is confusing for us too. We sometimes get used to it but sometimes we just hate it.

I am not really a Monday person so I will be watching The X-Files possibly all day long but I might end up playing a game too. Just depends on how I feel about tomorrow too.

Anyway, I am going to watch some videos on YouTube. That does remind me too, I gotta upload for Tuesday through Thursday.

I will continue to play as much as I can so keep patient and wait for them to come as I go :o

I also need to buy an external harddrive to put some things in it to clear out my computer. What are those things? Not gonna tell ya.

Alright, back to YouTube world.

I will try to update blog tomorrow.

Also, my great uncle passed away today so I might be going to a funeral later this week. Not gonna be there when they bury him. I just know he's gonna be closer to his wife and my grandpa.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sorry for Having One Post

I hope you all understand that today was a semi busy day.

Also, my stomach wasn't being a good friend either too. I think it's an attack from my gallbladder. Not sure yet.

I am keeping an eye on my stomach right now as I type this. Any huge pain, I will be going to the ER.

I think it's time to do something about my gallbladder soon. I will keep you all updated on any news about that.

I'm gonna sleep soon too since the time is changing tonight as I sleep. Not big on Daylight Savings Time... but this summer is gonna be interesting.

Anyway, I am sorry that this is short and only one post for today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Maybe A Surprise?

I have decided to upload a video for Saturday at 10AM EST.

So maybe a surprise? I was gonna get another video set up for Tuesday ahead of time, but my internet decided it was best to hate me.

Anyway, I am going to go to bed soon since I am tired from going to the doctor today. I hope they find out what's causing my stomach to be strange. It's the type of pain that travels and never hardly stays in one area.

Also... got better acid reflux medicine, yo. The other one was too powerful for my body to handle.

Alright, hope tomorrow, I get to go to Walmart for a little bit. It's suppose to be colder too so yay for winter not being over yet.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much Tests and More

I guess you could say that I am gonna be busy for a while. I am going to list the things in a moment.

I have a problem with my stomach. So I am doing all I can so I can get through life without pain and problems.

The list of tests and doctors are:

• ultrasound for gallbladder
• CT scan for gallbladder
• Celiac Disease blood test
• Metabolistic blood test
• Gynecologist for more tests
• Colon doctor for more tests

Basically, she's gonna do with all her power to find out what is going on with my health and more.

I have been dealing with stomach problems off and on since my last years of high school days and even now, my stomach is still bothersome.

I think I got the right doctor to find out what is going on.

Also, I have been dealing with pain around that area again so she's gonna help figure out why. All in the name of my own health.

I will be uploading videos for tomorrow, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday soon. I am trying to do everything before 8PM. Yay me.

Also, getting more medicine but it's much better than the one I took before.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much Distractions!

Too much distractions!

Whether it's phone calls or something else... Just too much distractions.

I recorded 4 parts today. With one part being a hour long. Oops...

I will check them tomorrow after I come back from the doctor. I just hope nothing else happens tomorrow to where I don't get distracted.

Busy busy day indeed.

Tomorrow, I will be taking a break from game playing and convert some of the files while making sure they came out right.

I really should have the calling feature off on FB... it got distracted for a bit during one of the recording sessions.

Anyway, I will be busy tomorrow morning and part of the afternoon. Other than that, I hope that I will do other stuff before my favorite shows come on in the evening.

The to-do list basically is...

Get up, get ready, Take dogs out (might not have a chance because of rain but will try!), do Susie's eyes, give Susie's worm medicine, go to the doctor, no telling what the time I'll be back, rest immediately when back home, convert files, while at the same time, check on the longer files, upload more vids for Saturday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Do the uploads while watching my favorite shows. :D Hope nothing else happens during the meantime xD

Long day for me tomorrow. I will be sure to update a blog at some point before my shows come on. No promises though.

Alright, time for bed. Yep... sleepy now from recording my first hour long video.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Results Are In!

Alright, I mention it before that things are a bit personal... I figured that I should talk about things.

My health has been very important for a long time and as of lately. I have a problem that causes pain for my left hip.

What is this problem? I knew about a cyst for a long time that is growing around my pelvic area... Well, at my ovaries. Sorry, tmi to guys but...

I have been noticing things that seemed a bit odd. I knew that this cyst at that area is causing serious pain. The pain is sadly, getting worse as of late. I have to be sure to mention that to my doctor tomorrow.

I will going to a gynecologist soon. For those that don't know what that is... It's a female part doctor. :V The best description that I can come with.

Anyway, I will be having another post later... Right now, I will eat and watch a movie. Hope things will be alright for me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Resting Day.. Maybe...

Today, I want to rest as much as possible. Last night, I had a small spell... I basically got a heartburn. Then after laying down, both of my hips are hurting. So I ended up just laying still and going to bed early.

Not a pleasant feeling at all.

I am hoping that today, the rest that I am getting will help. Not sure what else to do but to play the game now. I have been busy with other things earlier so yea...

Anyway, I hope that everything will be alright for all of us. Including, my bestie, Rai. I think he only reads my blog when he feels like it xD

Alright, I will get to the game now and rest soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Always Something To Do When It's Not Needed...

There's always something to do. Right when it's not needed...

I am going to switch around the gaming schedule to during the day because I do less when my dad is not home. Hopefully, that would be better for me.

I am not sure what to do tomorrow just yet because I am still job hunting a bit. I am taking a short break from doing surveys for this week too because I had all those stuff to do for the doctor.

I am fine, don't worry. I am just figuring out why I keep bloating and other personal stuff.

I am a bit sleepy right now so I will get on YouTube until past 10. Then I would be heading to bed by then.

Also, hope that things will be good for me tomorrow since I want to rest and play the game at peace... that's all I ask.

Tomorrow, I will play the game before 2pm. At least, try to. Then I will nap and stuff. I might have to do other stuff before I play the game but hopefully nothing else.

I am not sure what else I'll be doing besides resting. So yay.

I'm gonna go now and hope that tonight will be peaceful.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Go international women's day. We are strong. We are one. We are women with power.

A Bit Late With This...

I am a bit late at typing for my blog. Sorry.

Well, I was distracted by too many things too. xD

Anyway, I am going to go play the game in a few. I will convert them as I go so that I can do everything at once. Also, need to do other things xD

I think winter is coming back for a little bit this week and Spring begins next week but the weather has to be cold again. Yay.

I will be glad to go back to the doctor on Friday, get things over with. I will let you all know anything on that day. Now... I'm gonna relax and play a game... Might bring in two parts.

First, I wanna throw on some PJs and stuff. Yay~

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just Being Random Here And There

I am always attracted to other countries, especially Asia countries. And I am always curious about something... Do they believe in past lives?

Just curious.

Anyway, I am being random tonight because my head is hurting a bit. I didn't record the game since I came back a bit late.

And the wind doesn't help a bit either.

Things to do, things to seek...

I really want to write this story. But in a way to figure out something xD

The idea is well, far out... because it's something that I felt that needs to dropped in this world. White people (I am white but I am talking as a whole nonetheless) should stop being prejudice about things. Well, mostly Americans.

Also, people... learn to work to earn money. If you're gonna travel to other countries, learn to earn money instead of begging people from that country. You are too interested in thinking about things.

I want to go to Asia but not for enjoyment... but rather for experience and to live there. I feel like I belong there some reason. I do not know why. I just kind of do. Is that wrong to do?

I am just curious how fast people would get offended if I said that I want to write a story about a white girl whose past life was a Chinese girl with special powers. And she just remembers one memory so she makes her life goal to go to China as an exchange student to explore ancient worlds that is completely hidden to the human eye. Only she sees it.

Yea... that's my story. And I want to end prejudice. And racism. I want to end it by writing a story that is conversity. 

Alright, time to go now. I might be sleeping early tonight because of last night and lack of nap xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Start Of A Familiar Story

Most stories are familiar and have good intentions.

I have got the first game up on my channel without no ads so you should be able to view it no problem. I only done this because I rather just have it up for people to enjoy the game rather than get a strike on my channel xD

Anyway, I share the video here by link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5XcJmn-27fk

That's the first part of Tales of Zestiria. A very good game indeed. I know that I said I wanted a break from it but I'm gonna record a session for now and then rest.

I will let you all know in the evening post of what I did today. And how things go with the testing. I'm more afraid of not being able to get a full bladder than the test itself xD

Alright, on with part 11... that upload is just part 1. Part 2 will come tomorrow. So enjoy the game for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Slowest Upload Ever

Now, I have been uploading since about 4:30pm EST. It is now 11:13PM EST... the upload will be done at around midnight or something.

My upload speed sucks.

I think Windstream is cheating me out with their upload speeds... no offense, but you can't just go up to 12 mbps for download and get away with only 1 mbps for upload. Only problem... the upload speed is much much lower than that. It's by averaged at 0.6 mbps or less.

That's much less than what they promise you. And I know well the traffic ain't that heavy with uploads. So what gives?

To me, if you're gonna offer 12mbps for download speeds, you could at least offer 5mbps for upload speed. But nope. That's how companies catch you.

Anyway, I'm done complaining because I really do need to hit the hay but the upload is still slow at it's best. I guess I have to pretend to sleep since any moment, my mom will be coming by wondering what I am doing. Yay.

Right, I was gonna say this and that but my mood has been dropped a whole lot.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Drum Rolls are Coming!

Drum rolls.... dum dum dum...

You just have to wait for the second post.

...

What?

Alright, I'm just kidding, you get to know about the game at the end of this post.

I have been playing for 9 parts so far, the tenth will be recorded later. The story is beautiful... well, to me, it is.

I always play games for their stories. I never play games just for fun. Although I skip a lot of random dialogue but they are important too so I try to go through everything.

I explore all parts of the world and try to find a story at some point.

Friendship is important.

And having a bestie that is more than just a best friend but a friend who is close to me by heart and soul xD

The game is...


















   


I have been playing this game for a full week and the first upload will be live tomorrow.

I will not reveal all the details here so you just have to be patient.

The story is by far the best in Tales game. I hope that I can go far with this game. Of course, if I do happen to get stuck, I will let you all know in the description.

The length of each game does varies from 20 minutes to almost a hour. Not really a hour but almost.

Anyway, I hope that there won't be any problems with uploading and more.

Hopefully, you all can embark the story just as much I as I did. No voice though, just to warn you. Only the voices in the game are there.

That's all.

With love,

BDK 

News And More

This is not news from the real world xD

In fact, the news is... I just need to do one more part and I will be revealing the game to here. However, Rai did make a valuable point to make a schedule of the game release. So I am releasing it on Tuesday at 10AM EST. Then from there, it will be released on the following days: Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Those days were originally my livestream days but since my internet does not suffice to my liking... I will be releasing the game on those days. All at 10AM, each day. And all will be pre scheduled the day before just as a precaution...  Because I am slightly unsure of the game release being copyright or not. If it's not, then the scheduled game will be released. So here's to hoping...

Just in case the game is that way, I will not be putting any ads on it at all.

Alright, that's the news. As for when I will be doing part 10? That'll be tomorrow at some point. I can't really say when because I am always slow on Mondays.

The game play will be everyday except for this Tuesday and this Friday. But other than that, it will be every day or whenever I feel like playing xD

Anyway, I am going to get back to trying to watch YouTube. I just got done watching One Upon A Time about a hour ago... and that show is delightfully wonderful. Hope it continues on to another season. We'll see what happens next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The World Is A Meme - Zedd 2017

That's my title of this blog because it's true. The reality is... everything is a joke anymore.

The world is a meme - Zedd 2017.

He says it better than anyone and it's one of those things you just had to like because you know it's true whether you like it or not.

Anyway, I am home from seeing my grandma. Had a good time, ate a moonpie xD And such.

I am going to rest for the most of the night so I will record another part of the game... as long as I am able to.

I think the length of each part really does varies... this one will vary on the dungeon that I am getting into... no spoils tho.

Alright, time to go play.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Dark Nights

I guess things are to be expected. The dark nights ahead of time are coming to bring fear and hopelessness will raise.

Ah... I think tonight is the best time to start writing, you know? Since my bestie is going to be sleeping/busy today. I'm sure he will tell me later what he has done xD

I really should stay away from unsolved crimes btw o-o They do kind of bring me nightmares sometimes. It's like in another world, somewhere, I am running for my life. Not sure how to explain such things.

In reality, I'm scared. I'm sure there are some people who are scared of being on the outside world but have to put on a brave face and just take a risk.

Someday, I will be taking a risk by going to another country to make it my home. That's my goal in life right now. Why? Because I really need a change of pace.

Anyway, I am going to get back to YouTube for the rest of the night.

Oh, I am part 6 for the game. I will be revealing it right before I release it on YouTube the next day of the blog xD

I'm still undecided when I'm gonna be doing the games because sooner or later, I will be back to being busy with other things. I will figure it out eventually.

Alright, back to what I was doing... Tomorrow, will be going to see my grandma and hang out there for a bit.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Lazy Saturday

Today, I have decided to rest as much as possible. Since tomorrow, I will be going to my grandma's for a bit.

I have started to watch The X Files on Netflix. Another anime to watch too... So I have been pretty much doing nothing today.

In a moment, I'm gonna record another game session. Hopefully, get more of the story on the game. I have been doing everything o3o

Anyway, I am going to go do some stuff before I start playing the game... hopefully to take the dogs out and more.

Then... on with the rest of the day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Spring To Come~

Spring is coming and I made the title the weirdest way possible xD

Anyway, I have decided that I will be uploading the game once I get to part 10. Why? Because by then I can get the motivation to play the game more.

I won't reveal the game until I get there. It might be sometime next week too since this weekend I am going to do so much...

I might not play too much over the weekend and taking a break both on Tuesday and Fridays due to other things to attend to.

I think the game is getting the best story yet xD

Alright, I am going to watch one more video on YouTube then head on to bed. Not sure what tomorrow is going to be like yet... so hopefully I get to find time to play that game.

Also... need to rest too because it's that time of the month for me. Yay.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dare To... Dream.

I woke up too early this morning and noticed some folks around here say something about snow. I just went back to sleep, not caring what is going on with the weather. Only to wake up close to 9AM to realize that the snow has disappeared that quickly xD

I am going to take a nap soon so that's why I am typing this blog right now. I didn't record a game but I am hoping that I will later towards the evening hours. I think the story is getting interesting now.

I want to finish the anime first... the anime is called Himouto! xD It's about a little sister that's really good in school and everything but when she gets home, she's into anime, games, manga and more. She's the most laziest sister ever xD I suggested to Rai. Not sure if he had time to watch it yet or not :P

I am going to be resting tomorrow but busy on Sunday since my grandma is home now.

Monday, I will be back to my normal searching for online job while at the same time, recording more games. Hope things goes well for me... so yay~

Anyway, hope that I get to write again here later... for now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS Dare to dream... and become awesome.

A Journey To Go For...

Over time, you learn to save money. And saving money can earn great things. This is what I shall be doing from now on.

I know my mom has plans for what to do with money and that is... spend it all. To me, I think I need to save it.

I want to go to places and experience things. That's why I am going on ahead with recording games and such.

Hopefully I will be doing more by the weekend comes (we are taking a small break maybe on Saturday). That would be giving me a chance to record more than one part for a game.

Although I hope that things will be well for me soon.

Anyway, I am not entirely sure what to do with my YouTube channel. I just hope that I can grow slowly and do it for my hobby. Also... I seemed to gotten an interest in watching my own gameplay so that's a plus for me xD

I won't be doing too much recording next week because I have to do a test on Tuesday. I'll explain that on that day when I come back.

Then I have to go see the doctor again on Friday next week. Hopefully, that should give her enough time to view the test results or if she needs to... order more testing. Whatever happens, I'll keep positive for things.

I've still got a journey to go for... things that I can dream for.

That's all

With love,

BDK

Yaaaawn

I am going to lay down for my daily nap in a few. xD

What a strange way to start a blog, don't ya think? Not really.

I have made the title that because I am sleepy so I will type fast and short.

I am recording a game. I hope to get it done soon and get things started for a new adventure later on.

Once I complete this game, I will continue on with another random game. Of course, I will tweet a poll for it. I might be keeping this game on my PC just to get back on it for the side adventures. But then again, I might come back to it later on after I complete the game. :D

You should noticed that I am not revealing the game... well, that's because I want it to be a surprise. If you voted on twitter, you should already kind of guess what game it is.

Alright, time for my nap... another post will come before I sleep tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Writing soon as well. I can't reveal too much detail about it but you will see my journey of writing through here only. Yay!

More Goals To Think About

I haven't wrote a single story in a long time. I thought writing Moonbow would help but it's not. I have stopped writing it and out of inspiration for such a story. :'v Yikes.

I have... decided to take back my hobby by writing again soon. I am going to take back my roots by doing something that we were taught as a youngling fellow...  I'm going to buy some huge index cards to start writing chapter ideas. Putting together those chapters to start writing something. I won't reveal it online or anywhere. However, it might end up being on wattad once finish. A chapter at a time.

I really want to do some handwritten stories for once. I think it's a while since I handwritten anything at all. I work better if I make mistakes in stories.

Anyway, I hope that I get to write whenever I feel like it and put it together to put on the computer in the future. Of course, in order to prevent things from being lost, I will eventually add them online somewhere. I won't reveal where just yet. Might be wattpad xD

I will let you all know my journey through here and through my twitter. I might be slowly waning from Facebook for certain things.

Because life is kind of weird.

Right, now I will get back to YouTube and watch some videos until I get sleepy.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Let's become awesome, Rai~

Goals For YouTube And Blog And Other Stuff

Alright, I got the game to work so I am recording now without no problems. Again, this might make me busy for some parts of the day. I have decided to record without voice because I am always scared about the lag of the game it has.

Now, I want to talk about my goals. These should be realistic goals so keep that in mind.

• I want to wait to get done recording a game before uploading starts. This might be hard to do but I think I can do it.
• I am going to stop livestreaming due to slow internet. Sorry folks. I really want to livestream but because my internet is the way it is, I don't think that will be possible right at this moment.
• I am going to take more pictures to add to my blog and maybe add to video at the same day. I will be sure to mention it on my blog if I recorded or not. 
• I am still looking for an online job but I am going to do those in the mornings and part in the evenings... once 7PM comes, I'm done for the day. I want to get on with other stuff.
• There will be days I will try to multitask so take that part in consideration.

Those are some of my goals right now. I will continue on with my blog as much as I feel like it.

I know lately, I have not been updating it twice daily but that's only due to personal stuff.

I am not sure what will happen next but I do hope that things will go well for me. I hope things will go well for my bestie as well.

For we must always come up with goals to make our dreams become reality. So... let's do our best and be awesome. :D

I will go now and take a small nap. xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK