Monday, November 30, 2015

Final Review?

I have to say, after playing Blade and Soul all the way up to level 25, the story is awesome.

I am marked with a Black Rose... so... not gonna get into any details of that.

But I am the chosen one. Like most MMORPG stories, it seems xD

The music is good. The story is good. The graphics is... well okay. The gameplay is easy to understand. And I got to learn many skills and stuff.

Only thing... when the open comes, I must make my character a little bit taller... figured out that I couldn't get over certain obstacles... oops. xD

I will miss the game but January is not a long way from here.

I have decided to get on the other MMORPGs for a hour or two when I don't have anything else to do... basically, on days that I have no videos or anything to watch or do any surveys... I will play a game.

If you have a game that you want me to review, contact me at the contact page. I would love to screen shot and show my honest review.

I will be heading to bed a little early now... no more staying up to midnight. x.x

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Wonder where my bestie is... Hope he is alright.

The End of Closed Beta... is Near.

I have to say... playing Blade and Soul has been enjoyable. I am happy with this.

I am not going to say much since I am playing right now at this moment. I want to try to get as much as I could get done...

Also... this game proves to be challenging? I figured it out though...

And no more screen shots. I got lazy and decided not to do anymore. xD Sowwy.

Now... back to the game. I am giving my full review when I am done and hopefully before or after I watch the shows on TV.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Having A Mission

I have a mission and that is to do more stuff for my blog in a new year.

I will not say much for now but hopefully next year will be better.

I am going to head onto Minecraft now and play for a bit.

So this will be the only post for today (Sunday still here).

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Saturday, November 28, 2015

It's An Unusual Post

I usually don't post twice on weekend days but today is an exception because I did not do anything.

I did play with Minecraft with my best friend. We're awesome at building and helping each other out.

Anyways, I finally level up to 18 on Blade and Soul... I hope to get up to level 20 but not keeping any promises. I do know one thing... I will miss the game... so yea, I will be there when the open comes and play it for a long time. xD

Alright, wanna go now... so that's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Just A Rainy Day.

Today, it has been raining all day long. So I really didn't do much of anything today.

I got on Minecraft for a little bit but nobody is on so I just walked around and then just get off xD

I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow yet... well, might be heading to my grandma's for the day but that's all.

Anyways, I might get on Blade and Soul for a little... then hope that the 8 masters will help me with my journey... long story xD

I hope that everybody else is doing well... so I am going now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Friday, November 27, 2015

I'm So Slow...

For as long as I had this gaming keyboard made by Logitech.... I never did knew how the extra keys worked... until I accidentally pressed them during Minecraft.

Guys... I can take screenshots in game. Just by pressing a button called C2. While C1 makes things disappear... examples of screen shots...










So that's your random pictures from Minecraft. You're welcome. :D

I am going to go play Blade and Soul until I go to sleep while my bestie be busy for today. I am not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow yet because it's usual a Saturday of either "I will stay home." or "Let's go out!" kind of day.

Anyways, if anybody wants more Blade and Soul, just let me know. I will be randomly taking screen shots anyways so yay!

Alright, time to go now... glad I sneaked on Minecraft and caught my bestie. We had fun xDD As you can tell by the screen shots above.

So... this will be my last post for this day... I will post again tomorrow. Night guys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Huge Headache

There's things that bring me headaches... but hopefully it goes quiet soon.

Anyways, I am going to play more Blade and Soul in a moment. I will not be posting anymore screen shots from here on out because of the story.

It's important to not spoil anything else.

I think before I go play, I want to do something.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Before I Go To Bed...

I decided to sneak on Minecraft and found out that my bestie was online so I played with him for a while. Helping with the expanding and such xD

Then while he was busy, I decided to get off Minecraft and play Blade and Soul. Now the story just got interesting and I am trying to find Jinosysoon or something like that. If you watched the anime version, you would know it is.

In fact, there's a few characters that are familiar from the anime that's in the game too... try to guess who. xD

Well, you can by this sad scene that I had to screen shot:









This was an actual movie scene and just happened to screen shot them. Not going to tell you what happened because it almost made me cry. ;-;

Then I went on with the game.

About to head off to another village.

Ok, the background graphics is beyond beautiful.

And just as it happens... I can swim in this game!

So, I am going to stop screen shooting things after this because it seems to be very important to the story that's about to happen. I still have lots to do in this village. And was close to level 17 in which everything else is going to be important... like skills and such.

I really love this game and will be looking forward to playing it more next year.

Yes, I will continue to play more as I am allow to play until Monday. Yay! Tomorrow is Friday and usual.... there's nothing to do tomorrow. So, gonna have fun playing this game. :D

Also, I have two new outfits but I decided not to share them because there's just so many of them. Apparently, you can get other outfits too... so that's a plus.

On Monday, I will let you guys know how I like the game. For now... you might not see anymore screenshots from here on out.

Now I can sleep while dreaming of this game...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Thanksgiving

It's a holiday where we give thanks to everything we enjoy in life. It's friends, family and more.

Usually, we have dinner but we had that on Sunday. Today, we are not going to even go out and eat.

However, my dad went to Kroger's and bought food from a gift card xD So I got gummy bears. :D

Wanted a blueberry pie but they didn't had one ;-;

Yea, I am addicted to anything blueberry xD

Anyways, I am home now and getting ready to sneak on Blade and Soul. Hopefully, my dog won't run out again like she did last night. I didn't get to even play but one or two quests. :/

Alright, wanna get on the game now... hopefully after I go on YouTube and watch some videos.

So... Happy Thanksgiving everybody. But remember, you don't really need a day to be thankful... be thankful everyday. :3

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

When You Enjoy Something...

So, I kept playing Blade and Soul until it was almost midnight xD

Ooops.

Anyways, I got more screenshots... most were funny because the graphics are still in the works.






The pictures you see are mostly the water areas... The waterfalls are there, the fish just sitting on water. And the lily pads looking weird. And then the water mill thing... The water in this game seems weird. Kind of reminds me of when Rai first played Aura Kingdom and he had water problems xD

He would know what I am talking about.

Now the next scenes that I am about to share is funny. There's two... and when you see them...

Training with Brother... And he goes :D

Chinese zombies. They hop hop.

Creepy but funny.

So, these three were in the same area. But different missions. The ghost girl is a side quest. The zombie ones were the main quest... you attack and carry their bodies to a fire xD So funny! And the top one is the training quest that pops up and you get them every time to level up or go to a new area. So don't forget to do them... important for your class of choice.

Then, I got outfits too.

Faction outfit. I chose Crimson. Careful tho, when the other faction is around, they attack you when you wear this outfit. So I took it off.

You get prizes through out this game. Whether from coins, boxes, wheels or side quests... I got the charm thing on my head from a wheel prize. And the outfit from a side quest. Lucky, these you don't get attacked while wearing them.
So, read the captions for the details about them. But it's a fun game. I will play again at 12PM EST. Who knows what will come in this game?

So... when the open beta comes out in 2016, I suggest everybody to play it. I am so glad that I get to play the closed beta version 3 (there's gonna be 4 and 5 before the open beta comes). 

Before I went to bed, I got to level 10-11. Today, I am going to try to go for level 20. Might get harder to level but ah, well.

Oh, forgot to mention that if you're a summoner, your familiar can get outfits too. Right now, I have an apron for it xD

Alright, gonna go now. So, Rai... there you go. Let me know if you want more screen shots posted on here. I'm not gonna stop taking them in game because some parts are so funny xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

My View on Blade & Soul

So, I was invited to try out Blade & Soul for a week and so far, I like it but... the fingers... come on...

Not just the fingers, but there's some other graphics that's a bit blurry... the credits and stuff.

But the awesome thing? Voice overs everywhere. Not my character but all the NPCs almost.

So... here comes two screen shots... might bring in more as the week progresses...

Me and my familiar 


So, this is at level 4. I started a bit late so yea... My class is Summoner. My race is Lyn. I will post another picture of just my appearance in a moment. The cat is only for the class Summoner... which is why I chose it because of it's cuteness. There were several cats to choose from and this one stood out because it barked xDDDD I named it Chloe because that's just exactly what it reminded me off.






This is what my appearance looks like. I went for the shy type because it was cuter. They had different colors for the ears with Lyn race. I chose this one because it seemed to match the green hair and blue eyes. The problem I have with it is the graphics again but I think it's where they are still in works of it. Other than that... it's good.

Again, what is up with the fingers/hand in this game? It sort of freaks me out everytime a NPC points at me. xDDD

I guess it's to be expected in a game that is still in the works. Ah, well.

But my bestie wanted to see what it looks like... and I will continue to do more screenshots as I go on.

It's actually a fun game. It's still full of quests but at least it's the same story that it was in the anime. :D

Alright, time to go... want to go back and play more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Time to Have Fun...

It's about time to have a little fun for myself. Oh, I enjoy playing games with my bestie a whole lot. But sometimes when a game is available that is not available for him, I will play it.

Later today, I will be playing Blade and Soul. And I will try to post stuff about it on my second post.

While it's updating right now, I will be watching a movie now. Then hope that all goes well forme later.

Anyways, I am going to go now and stuff.

Also, more drama in my family but oh, well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Monday, November 23, 2015

And It's All Quiet.

I want to be able to survive just this year alone without having no more problems. The quietness was better than expected.

Anyways, tomorrow, I will try to patch up Blade & Soul... got a invite to try out the closed beta for this week only... So... Awesome sauce!

I will be playing that game only when my bestie is asleep. So we will continue to play minecraft and other games while he's awake. :D

Alright, I am sleepy now so I must go now.

I haven't been feeling good today because 1. my ears and 2. my period. So... that's why I didn't really want to hear about anymore drama. I finally had to make my mom shut up about it too...

Alright, hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Also, had lots of fun playing with my bestie on minecraft today. :D Still had to deal with that darn possessed sheep. >_>


Sleeping now. Night now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Who Wants The Drama To Stop?

I do.

Seriously, I wish that the drama would stop.

Hopefully, it would be over soon. It just making my mood even worse.

So, I think I will either play a game or watch something until my shows comes on tonight. It's just one thing after another. I really hope it passes by soon... because it's so aggravating to hear it.

Anyways, I wonder where my bestie is right now. Hope he's alright.

Kind of used to talking to him every day or when we can xD Dang.

Alright, I am going to go shoot things in a game until my mood gets better.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday, November 22, 2015

Out Last Everybody

Just adding a lyric as a title but not gonna say where it came from xD

Anyways, had an awesome time at a family gathering but after I took a long nap, it ended up a family drama.

Not gonna say much here because I think it's crap and stupid.

I hate drama as much as anybody else. I'm sure my bestie hates drama too so yea.

Well, time to move next year. Yea, I don't really want to spend another Thanksgiving and Christmas with my family without always having some type of drama happening around this time.

In fact, if my cousin in another city, decided to start having Thanksgiving with his wife and kid next year, I rather go there. I think it would be better to have Thanksgiving at another place.

Seriously, though... it sucks.

This is why I hate holidays even more. Drama. More drama. And added more drama.

Alright, I don't want to add anymore bad stuff so hopefully this passes over like air.

Because we need air to breath and we need air to survive. So yea...

Anyways, that's all for this small rant. As for the other thing... I am going to post it somewhere else.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Saturday, November 21, 2015

It's a Weird Day... Maybe

It has been a weird day, I think.

I didn't do anything much but watch mostly Digimon Tri today... and it's awesome!

Anyways, I am not sure what to put here but knowing that tomorrow, I will be going to my grandma's for the day.

Hope that everything goes okay tomorrow.

Also, I am going to get out my stories and add them to wattpad someday... Starting with my Mountain series...

They are only ideas for now but almost got published with them but backed out. Yea, I just had to give them $300 and boom, my story would've been out there. But I told them no. xD

Anyways, I am going to go now and watch some stuff on Netflix and YouTube...

Wish me luck tomorrow.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Friday, November 20, 2015

Asleep Before Me Know It

I will be asleep before I know it. I am not entirely feeling that well right now.

Not sure if it's because of my ears or something else entirely...

But I will sleep.

Last night, when I was ill, my dog, Chloe, was very worried about me and whined until I went to bed... but not sure if I even slept well...

Lately, I have not been sleeping that well... it's either my stomach, my ears, my head, or Chloe keeping me awake xD

I will be fine though... just want to sleep...

Was gonna watch K and Noragami and the first part of Digimon Tri.... but.... sleep got to me first. Dang it.

Alright, going to bed now.... hope Rai sees this and be like "O_O"

xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

At This Moment...

I am doing nothing. Just watching a movie... well, getting ready to watch it xD

Tonight, I am watching Hawaii Five-O. Dad usually go to bed early so I might get to watch it.

My mom is at grandma's and I got medicine to take....

Also, I don't like my family doctor anymore. He's an ass sometimes. When you try to tell him something, he says something else.

I am glad to play a game with my friend. Also, pray for his family please.

Anyways, will go now and watch that movie now.

Hoping that dad would be nice and bring something to eat from anywhere but a restaurant xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thursday, November 19, 2015

It's Another Day

It's just another day... seems that silence is slowly raising once again.

Also, I learn that I took my whispering in frustration from my dad... because he done that tonight. Almost sure he said something about leaving... ah, well...

I'm getting tired of how people are treating each other here. Mostly here.

Anyways, I am going to watch a show until I get sleepy... might get on a game that I am playing now... thanks to my bestie xD

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Everything is Set.

Alright, I have decided to stay home because there will be things that will be coming through out mail that I must be here to get.

Mom doesn't plan things out too well xD

Also, my friend is alright, he has been playing another game but he can't get on his laptop or anything because of limited internet. But we can talk so that's good.

I will be going to the doctor in 20 or so minutes from the time I published this. I am getting tired of my ears being crazy...

Alright, wanna go and get ready and be back to watch Netflix... which I am not sure what time yet... I am taking my phone to pass the time while there so yay.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

It's Been A Long Day

Today has been a very long day.

I am not sure what to do tomorrow since I have to go to to the doctor at around 2:30pm. I am going for my ears because I can't really hear too well lately and it's seems to be hurting me.

Anyways, still waiting for any messages from my friend... really hope he is alright.

I am keeping this short because I am going to watch some stuff on YouTube until bed.

So... yea... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Missing A Friend...

So, those that know about my best friend... well, his internet is out and having a bit of a personal problem (will not name it)

I am missing him like crazy....

Hope that he is alright tho.

Anyways, it appears that I may have an ear infection. Yay...

I am going to the doctor tomorrow, late in the afternoon... who knows when I'll be home xD

I will be taking a small break from gaming for a bit. My head seems to hate me right now too.

Can't really explain it at all.

Friday, sometime towards the evening, I will be going to my grandma's... not really a choice at this moment but oh, well.

I can't take Chloe but can take Susie... well, have to take Susie because of her eyes.

I really wish I knew what is wrong with my dad... *sigh* I am really tired of his attitude now.

So... onward with the day.

Mostly Netflix today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

In The End... It Doesn't Matter...

So, as it seems, I am going to my grandma's this weekend.

All because my dad decided to be ass. Oh, and guess what... he's not going to even bother to eat for Thanksgiving... What gives, dad? WHAT GIVES?

Seriously, my dad has become such an... yea, you get the point.

And because he said that tonight, made me get in a very bad mood. I didn't expect to go to my grandma's... but no choice was made on my part.

I really need to get out of here soon. I really do.

It's because of my dad that I hate holidays because of his damn attitude about everything.

Anyways, it's alright... just one thing that's marked of my damn list for nothing.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Outraged

Yes, I am outraged. Why? Because people are already showing signs against Muslims on social media. This is what ISIS wanted.

So, people needs to stop and think a bit.

Don't believe everything you read that is bad. Believe in what the person says for real.

Anyways, I am just going to watch videos for a bit... then take a nap.

Yes, I went to bed early last night and made it in time to sleep... then woke up early. Yay.

I will be in quiet mode on my social medias for a bit. All that's going to be on them is my blog or videos...

So, be aware what you see or read about things.

Also, will be waiting for my best friend to come back... if he ever comes back.... Just hope he does. I really miss him.

Aright, going to go now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Monday, November 16, 2015

About to Fall Asleep... x.x

I know this will be a short post but I am very sleepy right now... so I am going to end this short and go to bed soon...

Anyways, I am not sure what will happen in this week alone but who knows...

I hope that when I sleep, that I will dream of a peaceful world... but then there would be battles that would only be involved with swords and arrows...

Alright, about to type while being sleepy... not good right now...

So this will be another short post from me. Lately, I haven't been sleeping well. I think it's because of my ears again. Going to the doctor on Thursday to find out.

If not the ears, I am going to the dentist next month... Hopefully, I can find out why I feel pain and stuff...

Alright, night guys and gals.

Hope this week pass by with flying colors or flying darkness... whatever goes...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Alright!

It's alright to take a break on something that can be hard.

Anyways, I am going to be watching netflix for the rest of today until 8, which is when Gotham comes on.

Also, today, I am not sure what to do besides the netflix thing.

Annnnnd... mom doesn't watch what she does... since my dog just suddenly ran out when she opened the door...

Great...

Alright, will post later tonight for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Sleepy Sunday And Blah.

So, today, I have been sleepy all day. I needed caffeine somehow. Anyways, I am not sure what to do after Once Upon a Time.

Since it is on twice tonight, I won't be back on the computer until at 10.

Also, this week, I will be at home as well as next week.... but on Sunday, the 22nd, I will be at my grandma's for Thanksgiving. Seems a bit early but it's alright. I think it's a good idea to do a bit early.

This week, I will be doing a "I'm Thankful For/Of" since I am having an early Thanksgiving dinner. So... yay.

Alright, wanna end this now... hopefully be able to be back on later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Saturday, November 14, 2015

My Day in Richmoond, KY

So, today, I went to Richmond for a bit.

I got the calender that I needed... plus... other stuff. I bought the Otaku magazine that I have been getting. It came out a month early at Hastings! Now I have to wait until February before I get a new one.

I am going to save the rest of my money for other things... but since Hastings didn't had much else... I decided on that.

Anyways, I am going to watch something on Netflix until I get sleepy...

Also, right now... seems a bit odd to see smoke or steam coming out from the laundromat down below here...

Ah, well. Hope it's nothing...

Also, prayers for Paris and other countries that had been effected by tragedy.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Friday, November 13, 2015

So... Things That Happened

So, after I woke up, I noticed that they were working on a main water break down the street below here.

So, while my mom went to a doctor, I played minecraft while talking to my bestie. After he went to bed, I wanted to take a shower but the water was acting a bit weird.

I waited until my mom come home before I took a shower.

At least, that happened.

But I am going to keep this one post for today and through the weekend. Hopefully, I would get to go to Richmond this weekend xD

Anyways, I am going to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thursday, November 12, 2015

When All You Want To Do Is...

For me, it's to travel to Japan and Indonesia and actually live there for a bit.

But, the thing is, it's harder than what most people thinks.

But it's not impossible.

So, I will get there someday, somehow.

I hope.

Anyways, will be going to bed soon since I am really sleepy right now...

So... night guys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Watching Movies

Sooner or later, me and my friend are due for watching a movie together xD

Anyways, I am watching The Hobbit right now... I think it's the second movie?

Ah, well.

I am going to try not to forget about posting twice today... so about before I go to bed, I will post again.

After tomorrow, I want to try to bed dad to take me to Richmond to buy a calender and to look around Hastings. I've been meaning to go for a while now but dad seems to don't want to go. So I won't beg him much.

Alright, going back to the movie.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Crashing and Burning

So... I wanna continue to writing poetry and lyrics and stories...

My mind is by far... the wildest thing you ever seen.

The lyrics should go... "I'm done crashing and burning, Done trying to do the turning, Time will never be right anymore, For nothing will cure the many sores... that awake my soul, each time I dare to take another goal, only to live through another nightmare, so there's no more stories to even share."

Yea... I get weird songs in my head sometimes xD

Anyways, that's not exactly why I wanted to write this blog early... I am announcing that I am going to take my time with my life now. Life is short and is not something that I want to rush into getting...

Things should be taken one step at a time.

But one thing I am sure now, I do not want to die in this town.

Alright, I will be going now... and hope that things will be alright soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Happy Veteran's Day

Today, here in the USA, is veteran's day.

I usually have a poem but today, I don't really have one.

Anyways, there will be a funeral precession coming through my hometown later for the fallen officer that was killed last week.

So, today is kind of a sad day.

I will keep this post a little short today... and write again later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Hello Cold Weather

Well, cold weather is finally here to stay for about 4 to 5 months... yay...

Actually, if I didn't live in a home on a hill/mountain, I wouldn't be complaining all the time.

I have been watching Netflix all day since I wasn't in the mood to play games.

Also, the world is so cruel when it comes to money and such. So, yea... welcome to my world.

Anyways, they added some new words in the dictionary today: http://www.buzzfeed.com/emmyf/fleek-and-yaaas-are-now-actual-words-in-the-dictionary?bffbnews&utm_term=.at3eBOk0pz#.djNnVmlQKN

Bestie is now a real word! So is irl. xD Who knew every new world that is invented getting to be on the world of dictionary for us? It feels so good to be one of those people who used that world that would eventually be part of our dictionary one day.

So, now haters can be like "Darn... we can't say that word doesn't exist anymore." Muahaha.

Alright, going to go to bed now since my head hurts a lot.

Hopefully, everything will be alright soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Something Bad

So, I am going to be watching Netflix today... Not really in the mood in playing games right now.

Because it's not really something bad but yet something bad... can't really explain it xD

So it brings in a new title for a poem today.

The day is cold as ice.
The moment we took it's advice...
Something bad.
Something is mad.
We awake to a new day,
But it's not really here to stay.
Something bad.
Something is sad.
Tears cling to those who dared.
But those who didn't shared...
Something bad.
Something is bad.

That's the poem of the day.

Anyways, going to go watch a show on Netflix for a bit. Nothing new on YouTube either so... ah, well.

Will be waiting for my friend to send me news of what is going on there...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Monday, November 9, 2015

Lack of Reading...

So, for those that don't know... I love to read. But for some reason lately, the books that I already own... are boring... well, I'm sure that I have wonderful books. Just the ones that are on the top of the stack are boring...

So once those are gone and over... I will be reading normal books!

Hopefully, after tonight, I might start reading again... not sure yet.

Right now, the server that me and Rai play on is down... like literally closed until further notice. o-o

And I will be... playing Fiesta on Steam right now. Might be boring to play... but yea...

I want to make a collage of characters I made on each game that I really enjoy... so... might do that soon.

Alright, wanna go now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Game Time Later

All my shows start at 8 and end at 10...

So I will be playing a game later.

Why am I doing this blog before my shows come on? Well, because I want to. And because I wanna get on the computer for a little bit before sleep.

Oh, I have been having problems sleeping lately, but not sure exactly why x.x

Hopefully, after the game tonight, I will be able to sleep.

Who knows what will come tonight...

Anyways, I will go now... hopefully the shows aren't too boring tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Love is Complicated

So, you guys have been wondering about me and my vision on love... well... now you will know by poem.

Shadows around my heart,
Heard to break me apart,
Tears poor down, but nothing came.
No tears to be shed or to be tame.
Love is complicated to all.
No matter if we accept it all.
Or let our hearts fail again,
With no where to start or to begin.
Hearts shattered to pieces each day.
As we live through the timeless day.
So do not worry about my view of love,
Let life go on with or without love, but always with love.

And so that's how you all know about how I view about love. I had dealt with depression enough to know that I am alive because of love. Even though I will live on with or without love but always with love.

People sees love in different ways but always somehow, some sees love in the wrong ways. As you get older, things as riches and money doesn't matter anymore. Right now, I am making money to make my dreams come true... not to spend on luxury.

I really hope people would wake up and know that being rich is not always the answer to things. Because well, being rich does hurt how you live. Unless you're pewdiepie who doesn't let money bother him xD

So, guys.... and girls, don't let money rule over your life. Not like my dad. Who thinks that money is not to spend on items that is needed... he expects you to starve. ._. But always remember... in death, money doesn't go with you.

Because love is complicated as it is.

Anyways, wanna go now... and do surveys xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday, November 8, 2015

The Wonders of Sleep... Er... Nap.

I will be only making one post today but it's alright, I will start again with a poem tomorrow.

Anyways, what did I do today? Well, mostly went to my grandma's. I came home and got something from KFC... xD

After I get done watching this movie, I might sleep for a bit.

Then at around 8, I am going to watch Once Upon a Time... suppose to be good.

Alright, gonna go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Sorry that it's short, but nothing comes to my mind for today... ah, well.

Saturday, November 7, 2015

Waiting For Sleep To Come

So, I am waiting for sleep to come so that I can sleep early tonight... had a rough night last night and yea...

Anyways, not sure what to put here. I did, however, decided to take a break from poetry thing this weekend because well, it's the weekend.

I am going to take a break from gaming too since I am always seemingly to be busy during the weekends... Well, not all weekends but still.

Tomorrow, I will be going to my grandma's for the day. Not sure what time I'll be leaving yet.

Right now, I am waiting until 10 rolls around so that I can get to bed.

Also... Also... I still have a long way to go with money xD

My goal to make $100 by Christmas is harder than you think... especially with the boredom and limited of surveys.

Alright, I want to end this now and hope that tomorrow will be a good day.

Also... I am not really going to buy anybody a Christmas present... that goes for people that I have been asked to do for... The only person that I am willing to buy a Christmas present is my best friend. So... yea... that's how I really work right now.

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

This Book Loves Me!

So, I just had to write this...

I went to Walmart and saw Pewdiepie's book... and just had to buy it xD

And so far, I really enjoy the book xD

It's really funny!

Anyways, I am home now and really sitting here, thinking whether if I should watch anime or watch Netflix... not sure yet.

I might just play a game for a bit.

I hope that after tomorrow, my dad will be a bit better...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Friday, November 6, 2015

Coming Soon

I am going to do a cover for Adele - Hello... just because the song is beautiful.

I guess... it's something that does kind of reflect me. During my past, I had problems with relationships and more... and you know... I have said sorry so many times... Just never will hear from this person again.

So... Hello, from me.

Alright, I guess you are wondering why such a somber post?

Well, I am put into a bad mood because of something. (Not you, my bestie.) And seriously... it's becoming a huge pet peeve to me now... Having a mother that loves to repeat something over and over, long after you tell her that you don't want to hear it... only to hear it again. It's so annoying!

Oh, well...

Anyways, I am going to disappear to Aion until I get sleepy... which hopefully is soon...

I just need to kill a monster on a game to calm my mood.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

America Has A Problem

Don't worry, it's still a poetry day.

But today, a police officer has passed away due to an incident that happened two days ago. Such a tragedy. The thing is... he was actually doing his job. He was investigating a crime and he was attacked. But because of this, he was shot in the head which later proved deadly.

So today, we will do a poem about America.

America is a good place.
At least, I have freedom of space.
But today, America has a problem.
But who is to blame?
No one.
But everyone.
Crime Against us,
We take little and more to fuss.
Tragedy is everywhere,
Nothing can be bared.
We cry for those who fall.
We cry for those who stand tall.
But America has a problem today.
As we realize our hearts to this day.
So we live to believe...
But America was a good place to live.

So, with the idea of the poem... America needs to be changed. We as people must learn we are equal with crime that goes on with the world alone.

We need to learn our children that we are all equal no matter what we look like, what we are, what we believe in and more.

So, America is a good place. We just need help.

Anyways, I am going to take a rest from gaming today. My head hurts a whole lot... and well...

I think my friend is reading again. >_> So he will notice what I am writing here and today and so forth xD

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Please pray for Richmond Police Department. Richmond, KY is close to a home to me so yea, you would understand why I post this.

Thursday, November 5, 2015

Time for Bed!

Alright, if you are wondering what game I have been playing lately...

Well, first it was Aion... now it's Dragomon Hunter... and it's interesting but I think where it doesn't have much a story plot, it might get bored quick... but hey... quests are kind of my thing xD

Anyways, I am sleepy now so I wanna go to bed before I regret it...

I think I'm happy to actually got to bed a decent time again... hopefully to wake up at 8 instead of 9 this time xD

Alright, goodnight all, another random poem tomorrow... maybe.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I am playing that Dragomon Hunter with my bestie and it's fun whenever we play together so it's alright... We're awesome together. :3

Remember, Remember...

For those that know what today is... If you ever watch V for Vendetta.

I will always remember... the 5th of November.

So... here's the new poem for today... as an inspiration for today.

Today, I woke up to forget...
Only to once again...
To remember the day,
Of the great Vendetta.
Who knew time has pass,
But it wasn't something would last.
Remember, remember,
It's the 5th of Novemeber,
We can never forget the day,
We heard the guns slay...
The future to come,
As we left undone.

And there... is your random poem of the day.

I hope that tomorrow will be a better day because I almost forgot what today is for it is Thursday...

They said that this time is slow time but some reason... it seems time is always going faster each waking moment.

Oh, it seems that today marks my half-birthday... meaning 6 months before my birthday xD

Yay for being 50% towards level 30.

Like I said... age doesn't matter to me anymore.

You are never too old to enjoy something as long it's legal and right for yourself.

Alright... wanna go now... behind on surveys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Well... That's Was A Long Show.

I was watching the CMA show... and wow... it was actually good.

Anyways, I am keeping this short because I wanna check on a few things...

So with that in mind...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: xD

Poem Day!!!

Alright, I am only going to write a short poem each day, like today, it's about gaming... xD

They are completely random and may not make any sense...

Since I have been playing Dragomon with my bestie then continued to play long after he went to bed. o-o

Almost lost my mind tho...

Memory goes about,
Leaving me a shout,
Monster hunting tonight,
And it took such a long fight.

Alright, that's all for the short poem... xD

Like I said, it will be random.

Also, towards Thanksgiving, I will be doing a "I'm Thankful For/Of" thing... so... yay...

Alright, my mind is still confused with things so wanna end this now before I forget that I was writing.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

The Story of the Possessed Sheep

It's on minecraft and it was the strangest thing... I was just fixing up the fishing spot... when all of a sudden... this sheep came across the pond... not sure how... then it continued to go to the chests and went in circles 3 to 5 times before preceding to stare at me... I took screenshots... sure wish I had a video xD







And so... ends the story of the possessed sheep.

I mean, I never seen a sheep so crazy before in my life... and it stand there staring at me...

Whoever trim this sheep... the sheep is not pleased!

And so... that goes my random moment on minecraft... I will mention it to my bestie whenever he's online... hopefully, he will see that sign xD

Anyways, I didn't do much today, mostly surveys and stuff.

Hopefully, I will be more active on those surveys and my goal is try to get up to $100 or whatever by Christmas xD

Alright, I am going to go... poetry for the first half of tomorrow... and then towards Thanksgiving, will be doing a "I'm Thankful for/of" event for the first part of the blog.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Well, My Best Friend is Back!

Just thought I let you guys know xD

Don't worry, I am going to write a poem soon. Just right now, trying to adjust to this time. I would like to live somewhere that doesn't really have Daylight Savings Time xD

Anyways, today, my best friend is back online. Not sure how long because he said he got the best internet he could get... but he isn't sure how long it will last either xD

Also, in his country, the wifi system is changing their rules starting in 2016 sometime... so he can't get no wifi until then.

It must suck a lot to have restrictions on everything... oh, wait... I live in USA so there are restrictions on things here too. Nvm...

Anyways, I am going to take a short break to take a nap.... sleepy because of the time change x.x

Then when I am awake, I will play Aion until I get tired. xD

I want to do a video but really too sleepy at the moment... I need a camera soon so that I can just record in my room whenever I feel like it.

So much things to think about...

Ah, well...

Just wanna save the money for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Monday, November 2, 2015

Missing My Best Friend...

So, I am missing my best friend. His internet keeps going off and he can't really stay on anything for a long time...

So... I just have to wait until he gets his internet back on. I hope it's soon tho... because I am really starting to miss him and maybe a little worried... Sorry.

Anyways, I finally got Aion downloaded and installed and it works wonderfully. Well, before, it wouldn't work well.

Also, it's by the same company that just released Blade & Soul... waiting for open beta for that game because I really really really want to play it.

Alright, I am going now... hope to sleep at midnight...

But for now... hope my best friend is alright (well, hope you're reading this xD)

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Plans

I guess you all want to know my plans?

Alright, I am not going to be doing the reddit thing this year because I really don't want to spend any money... not yet anyways...

I could do it to get money for my dog but nah...

Anyways, my plans?

I have decided to wait for "I'm Thankful For/Of" thing until a week before Thanksgiving... so... will announce that when it comes.

For now, I am doing whatever for the first half of my day...

I want to do a video but not sure when it will be yet...

Alright, gonna go now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Would You Like To See Me...

Do something for November? Any suggestion is welcome.

I was going to do a "I'm Thankful" thing but then realize that I am thankful to many things... and don't really want to do it xD

But seriously, tho... I might do a thing called poetry each day until Thanksgiving.... Where there could be something that is special or something that can be random.

But then again, I am not sure what to put here... Each month has a theme of their own... and I already know what I want to do for the Christmas one...

So... I might be doing something... just dunno what yet.

Also, for Chrsitmas, I am going to be doing 12 days of Christmas... but it's not really like the song but in a way... my own way? So... yep...

Again, if you are reading this, hi, and welcome... and if you follow me on twitter, I am giving away Guns of Icarus once I reach 1000 followers... but I am beginning to wonder if so many people has this game already xD

If you don't have the game, please follow me!

If I get more people to read, I will get more prizes in the future. Also, maybe join up some charities.

Alright, give me ideas to do for November, guys....

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Hello November.

November is today. It seems like during this month and the next, when things seem like time goes by fast. Though, today is Daylight Savings Time too... Basically, time goes back an hour. And my dad says it seems like slow time...

But either way... it won't be long until December rolls around.

November is a busy time for most people. Since here in America, Thanksgiving comes during November.

It's suppose to be a month of thankfulness... so... yea.

Also... I was noticing that there were actually people putting Christmas trees out... *face palms* Seriously... they had it out even before Halloween... nope... nope. Holidays should stay on their holiday season. Not 3 months early.

Seriously, I am not going to put the Christmas tree up until 2 weeks before Christmas.

I don't think anybody should put out a Christmas tree just because the stores started getting stuff 3 months prior.

I rather not think about Christmas this time...

Even Thanksgiving gives me a headache to think about.

In fact, I am not worried about it.

So... with that in mind...

That's all.

With love,

BDK