Done with Movies... Now to Be Productive.

I've done with movies for a while. But I am happy with that thought because I am done with certain movies for a while.

Now just wait... Netflix will bring those movies back x.x

I think it's time to be productive. Tomorrow, I am making a video explaining why I haven't been making videos.

Then continue on making videos Monday to Fridays unless I am in a bad mood or sick or busy that day.

Also, my plans for getting a phone is ever so... farther away than before. It sucks a lot.

I will try to bring more of my dreams to life. Like completing a story. I have no idea which story to finish yet and I need to follow a guide in order to complete a novel... that's why I signed up for a "Write a Fiction Novel" free class online on October 12.

I am gonna start a new challenge soon too. I will not tell you what that is yet.

Since October is Halloween month... I think it's time to do something everyday.

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Such a random blog post, yea? Well, I am still planning things out.

Last Day of Movies...

I have one thing to complain... Netflix always wait until the last minute before they tell you anything. So the movies I am watching might come back but they will never tell you.

I have to add the movies back into the DVD section. Good thing I finally watched Catching Fire, TMNT, and more.

Anyways, I am going to watch the movies that I do wanna watch today. And add the worst ones on the DVDs xD

Well, I'm gonna go now and dream of all the anime to watch later.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Watching Movies And Rain.

As it appears, I have been watching movies all day.

And I may have to save the rest onto DVD section so that I won't miss any movies xD

I will do that tomorrow just before midnight so that I won't miss anything.

Also, it's raining a lot today. It seems to be raining a whole lot for a while now.

The rain is coming from a late tropical storm from the Atlantic.  So there will be rain for a while now.

I'm gonna get back to these movies and hope that all is well.

Tomorrow is gonna be a long day.

So with that in mind...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Skin Cancer!

I cam back from getting the stitches taken out. And learn that I have no skin cancer.

However, the mole that's on my right hip had some bad cells so I guess I done a good job on getting those moles taken off.

I'm sure I will have to go back later on for some more moles but hopefully all will be well.

Dentist next week. And another doctor's appointment with my family doctor to take care of something else.

For now... gonna watch some movies and stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Off to Bed And Tomorrow...

Tomorrow, I will be getting these darn stitches out of my body. They itch and tickle and... well, are damn right annoying to have.

Anyways, I was gonna watch some anime but then I realized how tired I must be... so I will be going to bed instead.

So... either tomorrow or the day after, I will begin to make videos.

Alright... that's just a maybe because some days I have no mood for anything.

Well, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Movie Day!

Today, I'm gonna be watching movies for a while. I am not sure if I am able to get to all movies but hopefully I will.

What is going on with Netflix? Well, apparently, there's a company that they signed a contract with and it's ending very soon. So that's a load of movies that's going away because of it.

I'm challenging myself to watch these movies but it's kind of hard when you're always busy with something else xD

Anyways, I'm gonna keep watching these movies for a while without stopping. Then if I have to do something, I will.

I'm gonna go now and hope that today will be alright.

So... with that...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Just A Good Day :D

Today was a good day. I got to see my 2nd cousin and he's just adorable!

Anyways, I am gonna go now and get ready for Once Upon a Time... hopefully it'll be good tonight!

Netflix is still a go. Trying to keep up with it but if something happens, I will save the movies to the DVD section.

Alright, I am keeping this short and some reason I don't feel good.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Chicken Festival VS Rain...

So, rain won in the end but we did get to go before it started raining again.

I am kind of broke once again... x.x

Darn PJs. xD

Anyways, I am in a panic mode because I think my blah (code for period to me) is trying to start soon. And I am due to have those stitches taken off on Tuesday. Great... just great.

Also, does anybody seem to have a problem with YouTube unsubscribing people?

I've been to subscribed to pewdiepie since 2012 and today seems to be the first time it unsub me from him... x.X

I am going to go now and panic along with everybody else... hopefully to sleep soon.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Feeling A Bit Better

Woke up to a bad day, but hopefully finished it with good spirits.

Anyways, not sure why I am typing this early... but I want to kind of get started with more anime and movies on Netflix because most of them ends on October 1st.

Also, pewdiepie's game came out yesterday... I do kind of want it... but only when I get a new phone. So... getting a new phone and stuff.

I'm gonna go now and eat a snack and get ready to watch some shows on TV in a moment.

Then anime afterwards.

Then... sleep. Maybe. I might stay up later tonight to finish an anime.

Alright, gonna go now...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Don't give up. And I should be telling myself that I should not give up just because of something that my family says... really... I have dreams too.

Not a Good Day to Start With...

I mean, you expect to wake up and come to the living room with good news but only to hear that your own dad doesn't want you to go anywhere and expect you stay home 24/7...

My mood immediately dropped because of this.

I lived with a controlling dad and I never got to properly made good friends because of this.

So... my life is a living hell.

Anyways, I will be away from social media for a while. I will come back to let you guys know about my mood later.

And hope my friend tells me if he fell asleep or not xD

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Anyone Can Be A Hero!

I just got done watching Heroes like 20 plus minutes ago. But will be longer as the night progresses and the days come by...

But... I do know one thing... I am looking forward to the next episode!

Omg... it made me so happy... and what an awesome sword! I really so hyped about this show and more to come.

Anyways, I will be watching Hawaii Five-O tomorrow...

Then Once Upon a Time on Saturday... which is another show I'm so hype about.

Alright, enough... I'm gonna go to bed now because I am sleepy now...

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

The World is Weird.

So, I woke up and kept having this weird feeling xD

But it's alright, it's nothing really.

Just heard there's another Government shutdown coming and it's gonna affect people on Food Stamps.

Then I am wondering how many people are like dissing the idea of the government having food stamps... Wow. So many people who doesn't understand that we live in a country where poverty does exist.

Last night, I was watching a movie called "The Tall Man" and it's so interesting... although the woman had to go to prison but the whole point... she saved the children from being poor and from not having dreams come true. Basically, they kidnapped the children from being in the worst place and sold into the world that gave them stuff to live by.

Basically, the world is weird in it's own way... and poverty is part of that world.

I live in that poverty type of world but I learn over time that money is not something that you want to have and to not spend... basically, I don't like to keep money to myself unless I want to save it for something important in life.

I have no idea why people wants to hurt others because they do not know the truth behind each person. Each emotion could be well hidden that it takes death to realize it. Or even a mistake.

It's not a fun game we're playing right now and I don't expect people to change for the better soon. But no matter what... there's always gonna be that one person who brings you down. That one person that's gonna make the world worse.

That's why the cycle seems to never change.

I want to change that cycle. Somehow. Some way.

Alright, I'm just typing random things... so gonna go watch anime and stuff.

That's all

With love,

BDK

Goodbye Summer, Hello Fall!

So, fall has finally arrive and soon the trees will turn their beautiful colors...

Then winter comes. Great.

Anyways, I am going to watch some of the older anime and get those over... Then go to bed.

I am actually really tired right now for no reason at all.

I have made a video of showing what's inside the Lootcrate so yay!

Now... I will make more videos next week... but it will be a little late because September 29, I have to go get those stitches taken out... and then yea...

Alright, I'm gonna go now and watch that anime... and possibly... sleep.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Got my lootcrate!

My phone can only take selfies and when plugged. xD

So I can't really take good pictures anymore.

I wanted to do a video but my mom has the TV loud... and really don't feel good.

So I'm not gonna record this lootcrate. 1. I just wanted to try it out. 2. I got it free due to a free trial from crunchyroll. 3. I already spoiled the surprise by opening and stuff...

But hey... got a hat. <3

Anyways, I'm really tired and want to take a nap.

I wanted to wish my best friend another Happy birthday before he went to bed. But I guess he was so exhausted that he just went to sleep xD

I hope he's alright tho... and hope that I talk to him when he awakes sometime this morning.

He's dealing with a few problems there and I hope he fixes them soon... and make the right choice.

Alright, gonna go now...

Oh, as for what else I got in my lootcrate? A heartstone code with coin. A heartstone stress ball. A Homer Simpson Budda rubber figurine that's just too cute and funny at the same time. A dye cast car from The Supernatural show that I know someone who would love to have it. And the lootcrate button. But I really enjoy the pokemon hat <3

If I could afford it, I would really love to subscribe to lootcrate... but sadly, I am a poor soul.

For now, I am searching money for something else.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's An Ok Day

So, today ended up an ok day. But I wished my best friend a happy birthday before he went to work.

Anyways, I am going to watch a few shows of anime for a hour.

Then I'm going to bed afterwards.

The reason why it was an ok day... was because I developed a headache out of nowhere.

Also, it's time for my meds... so gonna go now.

Short blog post, sorry, guys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Still A Bit Sleepy... xD

So I woke up and waited to talk to my bestie before he went to bed.

At 1pm my time, it will be his birthday there in Indonesia. So... go say Happy Birthday to Raiken Jenova since September 23rd is his birthday! Gotta remember he is 12 hours ahead of me... so I do try to keep that in mind and wait for when it's right to wish him a Happy Birthday.

I wish that I was there and I would get him a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting xD

I'm still a bit sleepy for today but wanna watch some anime and stuff on Netflix as well as do other stuff.

So... go on... wish my best friend in the world a happy birthday either here or on his YouTube channel. :D

I'm gonna go now and do stuff xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Really? This is why I need to move.

Ok... the title states it all.

My aunt is at her moods again and stuff... so we have to go and stay in the month of October. Now I don't want to because I really want to do stuff at home. Not there. AT HOME.

And it always seem like I don't get a say in anything. Really, do they not trust me to stay home ALONE?

This is why I need to move out. I am so tired of it all. So tired that it drives me insane and takes me back into a mental breakdown mood and stuff.

So basically, I get into a bad mood and I just... UGH...

You know what... Fine. But once I have enough money, I am leaving. I am tired of people not trusting me. Even my own family. -__-

Done ranting... and I know I said I wasn't gonna put anymore bad stuff... but sometimes I can't help it. And stuff like this just IRRITATES the hell out of me.

Really, they will know how it feels to hurt me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No More Bandages... Please No More.

So, I figured out that bandages are irritating after so long... so I know he said to only use bandages if I go outside anywhere or if any clothes feel like getting caught... But I don't think I'll be going out or have any clothing to get caught.

So no more bandages for a while. I just have a week and a day to go with these stitches so that's good... I hope. They are all healing just fine and maybe a little itching here or there but they are fine.

Tonight, I will be watching my shows \O/ Gotham and Scorpion for me tonight!

I planned out my room last night by thinking of moving my bed to another wall and away from the window. Moving the desk to place my TV on. And the table to the other wall xD

It's a good plan and I hope to do that after I get my stitches taken out next week.

My phone is almost gone. I can't get on apps while it's being charged now. So... that... really does suck now.

I am going to plan for my videos next week. I was originally going to do them last week and stuff. But due to these stitches, I can't really stand or rather... sit for a long time for them to start bothering me.

So instead, I'm going to write out "script" or planners for each video of what I am going to say and stuff. I won't tell you what those will be yet because I want to figure out what to say before I go on video xD

They won't be called vlogs anymore... but rather "Ankisal Talks About...." Then whatever the topic is will be that video xD

I will be doing singing videos too! I will personally write my own songs and sing them xD Something different... I might do cover songs too. But sadly, I don't play instruments or have any talent for them to have... So all songs will be acapella.

I will still do some "Let's Play" videos too... depending on what game I want to play. And if I don't complete them, you will know xD

My friend gave me an idea after he told me that he was going to complete the game before putting the videos in and then while he uploads one video a day, he will go into another game and stuff xD

Right now, I will be making planners for what I want to do for the videos on YouTube...

Yes, I will still have my blog for you all to enjoy reading as well xD

Alright, I am going to go take my dogs out... since they are bugging me to stop typing now.

Oh, yea... I figure out about vlogging so I might do those someday... Right now, I don't have any good video equipment to do vlogs... so that is just saved for later times...

Hold on Susie!

Gotta go now. xD Update another blog post later... so wait for it.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Door Slammed On Me

So, after I came home from my grandma's.... I was hoping my dad would catch the door for me... but it ended up slamming against my left arm... Right where the stitches were there... And ow.

I couldn't understand why my  dad didn't bother to hold the door out for me to go inside of my own home... our home. Geez...

Anyways, I'm alright but I am not entirely sure how it is yet.

The stitches on my chest still itch like crazy...

But the stitch on my back, I don't feel and it's healed a lot... so gonna be alright there.

Another stitch at an area I won't mention is healing fine too.

My concern is my left arm and on my right hip...

But I am glad that the pain is slowly going away.

I will check the stitches on my arm when I put on my PJs.

I will only have one post for today since it's Sunday.

But tomorrow, it's back to either twice or more posts.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Very Long Day...

So, as soon as I got done talking to my bestie, I was busy walking around.

I went to the Spoonbread Festival and walked around and go some free stuff. I was gonna take a picture of what a spoonbread is but my phone is evil.

Anyways, we didn't stay for the parade and the bandages on my chest fell off... but going to keep it off for now. xD

Then after we went to Walmart, we were home.

We rested for a little then my dad wanted to add more room to his room... so we moved most of my books out.

I finally got that done at around 6. And bought a pizza as an reward.

So... that's what I done today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It Was A Fine Day.

Most times, I would get in a bad mood but tonight, I am having a fine day.

Anyways, I am going to watch this movie called Rush until bed.

I also figure out that I am completely free of the pain. Except on the chest... Again, it's sensitive xD

Well, hopefully tomorrow, it won't be so bad. I might have to apply some more stuff to take the redness away.

I will be going to a festival tomorrow... so I might not update until late tomorrow. It'll be one post tomorrow and then another day, who knows...

Again, for now, it's the journey to healing... Then after that, I will find another topic to talk about.

Hope you guys don't get tired of me talking about it xD

Alright, that's all. And a goodnight.

With love,

BDK

Do The Itchy Dance!

Yea, I am doing that right now because I am itchy all over. Mostly where the stitches where xD

My chest area is really sensitive and I now have a small rash from being allergic to latex... great..

Red red chest... that itch itch like crazy... x.x

I am letting air go to the stitches now since they are healing nicely.

Now there's bruising around my chest, arm, hip and yea... not gonna tell ya spot. It's normal to have bruises around them.

As long as the stitches don't get infected, I'm good \O/

Now the part on my chest... will be hurting a bit more because it's more sensitive than any other area. But hopefully after taking medicine and stuff, it will stop hurting a whole lot.

Any ideas of how to keep that area less sensitive, please do let me know guys.

Alright, look forward to another post later today.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I am still alive just being bored today.

Yea, just wanted to take a lot of rest today... and completely forgot to update twice today...

So I am sorry about that guys.

I am a bit bored... and needed to rest...

I took a shower and some reason, the stitch part on my chest hurts still. My mom said he may have hit a muscle in that area... So... sore *ahem* for a while!

Alright, that was random... but the pain is almost gone now... just have to deal with itchiness and more.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

No Mood To Type... But Must Do This

I really have no mood to type right now xD

So I'm gonna make this a short blog...

I've decided to lay around for a bit and hope that everything is alright...

I'm healing so that's good...

Alright, time to go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Long to Short Days

So, some days are long while other days are short.

And here I am, trying to figure out what to do.

I had already changed the bandages and they are healing nicely... maybe with a slight itching here and there... not gonna touch anywhere until I get these stitches taken off on September 29th xD

Anyways, haven't talked to my bestie today so hope that he is fine there. Seems to be having a haze problem where he lives.

Well, I'm gonna go now and rest... and try not to move for a bit all day.

Well, I need to move a little xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Rest of the Day... Owwwwww...

So, I finally changed my bandages after I took a small shower...

And now I'm wondering if the pain will go away soon...

The only wound is bleeding is on my arm x.x

Also, I had to get after my dog for trying to get loose on me while we were walking. So I had to grab her and kept away from my body so she wouldn't be kicking and stuff... and packed her home.

Hopefully, whoever had that other dog that made her do that one me... put their dog up and not let it run loose.

Anyways, we are having a bad neighbor time... they must be dumb because they really don't know us that well xD

Alright, time to go now... I wanna sleep soon.

Yes, I have been going to bed a bit early lately but I wanna heal first before I stay up longer again...

So... that's all now.

With love,

BDK

So... The Journey Towards Healing Starts.

I am waiting patiently for that time to come when I take off these bandages and check the stitches.

Now the only one that I do dread is on my hip. It hurt like heck all night long. And even the one on my chest hurts right now.

So... this is gonna be fun... (not really again)

I mean, I needed to take some of those moles off. And yea... annoying as heck.

I will be adding some stuff on them to keep them from itching and from being infected so yay~

Anyways, I will let you guys know later today on the second post of anything else.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

So... What Did I Mean?

I'm not sure how long this blog will be yet. But I wanted to tell you all what I mean by the other post about having the second blog post telling you all what happened today.

Alright, I had 5 moles taken off. So I literally have stitches in 5 areas. Two I know are bothersome already because they are in very sensitive spots. Surprising, the most sensitive spot doesn't hurt at all. Just the other two spots do. Which are on my chest and hip. The other secret spot, not gonna tell ya.

So that's what happened to me today. As soon as I got home, I wanted to celebrate me and my bestie's friendship day. So, yea... why it was a first post xD

Anyways, I'm gonna go now. Because I'm sore and need to take my medicine and stuff. I am so tired as well. Really really tired. x.x

Help me.

xD

Oh, I finally got an appointment to the dentist. Something about having a bad heart scared me... so guys... I'm finally going. *stare* You know who you are.

Anyways, more info to come as the weeks come. Yea, I will report any journey about the stitches and my healing process... because why not?

Tomorrow, I will be showering and you know... more ows to come. x.x

Alright, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Awesome Supermegalicious Bestfriendship Day

It's been 3 or 4 years now since we have become best friends... and it's been an awesome day!

Oh... if you're wondering... he came up with that day xD

 So in the following three pictures, you can see our conversations about what to call this special day.

Then he came up with the title.

And we are awesome xD

And you know... I hope we have more days like today xD

I feels like something we should do every once a while xD

The closer we are, the safer we are as best friends.

Now if only I can learn to fix this lay out so that it would look so much better... like adding the picture next to a picture

But for now... it'll be a confusing mess... so enjoy trying to figure out how to read this xD

All the way to the end. xD

But... the screen shots are easy to make now, thanks to Windows 10.

I know I could easily just safe them all and put it into one format of some sorts... but... too lazy.

I will talk about what happened to me earlier before we had our day later...

For now... I want to post this as a memory for me. And to him too xD

So... thanks for this special day. And I am sure you are thankful too. :3

More days to come!

Also... sorry for the bad format xD

Anyways, gonna go rest now...

And I want to stay up for his birthday for a little bit so hopefully, he'll let me. :P

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hope Good Luck Stays On My Side...

So, since Friday, good luck seems to be around me lately. I am not sure why...

Anyways, I hope that all goes well for me and as well for my best friend.

Whatever happens... it seems to be one small step towards a goal.

Well, what am I going to do tomorrow that is so important to have luck?

I am having 5 moles taken off my body. Two of which are around personal areas... And the rest are deemed to be suspicious. Remember to never ignore a mole on your body. Keep an eye if a new one appears and keep a watch for any discolorations or if the mole seems to no longer be round and look irregular. Something I learn about having a sun burn body as a child could be the result of something else.

Ah, well. Wish me luck no matter what.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Very Cool Weekend

This weekend had been really cool. So it seems that fall has finally arrive here.

I went to my grandma's for a little.

And sadly, my portable battery charger had quit. So I won't be able to take my phone with me anywhere now.

Until I get a new phone... I am only able to use the phone at home only.

Ah, well.

I hate when my phone is evil but hopefully soon, I'll get a new phone.

So, until then, I won't be having my phone on a lot. So if my bestie comes looking for me... I'm sure I'll be waiting for a load of messages xD

Well, I am going to go now. And watch more anime and Netflix.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Note

I have added About Me and a Contact Page to make it easier for you guys to browse my page. So you're welcome to poke around and stuff xD

Edit: I have fixed this problem. He is still the Admin of my blog.

Inspiration For A Few Things...

Alright, I was inspired to write a story. It's only part one of the story but hoping that when I get in the mood again to write more.

Anyways, I got some ideas to do for the next few weeks...

Can you guess?

No?

Well, I am going to start writing random poems here. I am not going to write my stories here because there's people who likes to steal. Yea, you know who you are. Unless you ask for my permission and state that it's me that made the work, you can borrow it.

Second, I am going to do more YouTube videos soon. I have been away from doing them for a while. I am going to learn to make better content so you guys can enjoy them.

I am going to sing. Because like more people really likes to hear me out.

It's been a while since I did sing. And I will make a few videos and pick one that sounds good to me.

Not all songs that I sing sounds good... so yea... I'm picky.

Anyways, tomorrow, I am not sure yet if we're going to my grandma's. My dad is still sick. So it's impossible to tell what he is thinking. After we got a pizza, I noticed that his driving is a bit off... so I think I rather stay off the roads until he gets better.

I should leave a message to my bestie so he would know xD

I'm sure on Monday after I get those moles off, I will have time to go online and celebrate our day of friendship together. :D

My dad is offering to take me... So I am not entirely sure what to expect on that day. I am not sure how long it will take to have these moles taken off. The last time, it was only a few minutes. But because there's 5 moles that are coming off... I am not sure of the timing.

Also, I learn... that it doesn't matter if you wear makeup or not... if you don't like makeup, then don't wear it xD

I don't like makeup so yea... I think of makeup to be used for costumes and stuff.

Speaking of costumes... I may have a little surprise for most people... I won't announce what my idea is yet. But just think of me posing in front of a big giant sword. ;) Ok... go away dirt minded people.

I'm gonna be doing a clean up soon for my room so that I can show off my collection of many figurines for you guys.

A video is coming for a free lootcrate that I got free from signing up for a free 30 day trial on Crunchyroll. A blog post is also coming too. With a picture of all of the items in one blog post. :D

I want to do more stuff for my blog and videos. So... it will include my hobby life.

Alright, I am going to go now. Like I said... inspirations for many things.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I also won a prize on Crunchyroll. :O I will reveal that prize when it comes in.

Nothing To Do This Saturday...

Well, this morning, I am doing nothing at all.

My dad is sick today for he has the flu and he is out cold (asleep).

So me and my mom are staying home while he's asleep.

I guess I will spend my time wisely and watch all the anime. :D

Anyways, I will go and hope my dad gets well soon. And hope that I don't get sick again. o-o

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Waiting For Fairyland...

I just wanted to add a new title. And since this is my faerie journey... why not?

I guess most of you click the title in hopes to see pictures or a story? Nah. I am just thinking of what I am about to read more tonight. Wicked Lovely series are my favorite books along with Tithe series. xD

I am reading Darkest Mercy right now and so far... it's all good. I'm gonna miss this series but I hope to find another fairy series to get into later.

Anyways, I am going to go now. My head kind of hurts but I will be alright.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Me and bestie are gonna celebrate our friendship anniversary soon and we are gonna try to watch a movie... so hope it's all good.

Don't Let Me Give Up!

Really, please, don't let me give up!

Anyways, I really want to try to move to another country one day. I just want to. Not because I hate everything here. I just hate having people to tell me that I can't do anything.

So, I'm gonna go do a lot of things in order to get out of here.

My mom offers to help pay for my college loan so I can get a chance to go back to college xD

I think I'll do that on my own. Since nobody here wants me to get a job.

I'll find a job online. Even if it's just doing a blog and other weird stuff.

Right now, I'm listening to different types of rock songs... and one it saying "You're slowly killing yourself." Wow, song.

Anyways, I'm gonna go now and get busy with stuff in hopes to get myself out of here.

Because... I need an escape.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So What Did I Do Today?

More surveys.

Well, first, I watched Ender's Game. Then watch some YouTube videos. Then done surveys while listening to Faun xD

I think do surveys everyday for a while to get some more money. I won't be doing the Secret Santa thing on Reddit this year. Because I wanna save up some money.

Anyways, I am alright just a bit tired. I haven't been myself for the past few days. But it'll be alright.

Next week, after I get those moles taken off, I will be posting stuff on YouTube again. This time, I won't be lazy again xD

I really want to learn how to add better content into videos so yea...

I wanna learn more xD

For now, I am gonna keep updating my blog as much as possible :3

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

What Am I Gonna Do Today?

Well, quite possible, nothing.

I haven't been in much mood to play a load of games yet. So I am still doing Crunchyroll and Netflix for a bit longer.

Now I may get back into playing games next week. But who knows.

Well, I'm gonna go now and keep this short and watch some stuff on YouTube then gradually get into Crunchyroll mood. xD

For now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

May The Battle Begin

Yea, it's a hard topic to talk about but it's not something you would want to tell anybody else.

Today, history was made. Whether it was a mistake or not. We will know and be aware of things that is going to change around us.

I quit believing what the bible says a long time ago. Because it's just one big adventure to me. I think it's a good book to read but it's not something you want to believe in all the time.

I was taught by an atheist teacher for history and he wasn't afraid to tell the truth to all of us. And you know... I like that because I'm a writer by soul.

I'm not saying you to stop reading the book of God. I'm just showing off my opinion. I respect you though. I respect your belief.

Lately, it feels like everything is a battle with life.

I think it's time to go away from this harsh world for a while.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Need an Idea

So I wanna promote my blog in some way. But for free. But I do not know how yet.

I found a website where I can make a website but I still want to own my own domain... .-. Oh, well.

Anyways, I am not sure what to do now because I gave up on that idea. xD

My head hurts right now and wanted to figure out what to do next.

I did found some blank journals after I finished writing in one. And those will be used for either my idea journal or my website page. Something like a bookmark but in handwriting xD

I think I got everything set up for my friend and we are planning to watch a movie... but we don't know what to watch. So... if anybody has a movie idea, let us know!

I am sleepy because I didn't sleep too good xD

Bad me.

Well, gonna read soon. Also, might watch more anime and get on Netflix again xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Feeling Better For Myself

I don't know if I should say anything but I do want to do this one thing... and it's a plan for my best friend.

It's a secret. :P

Anyways, wanna wait until around his birthday to do it... might take some planning to do. But it'll be alright!

Feeling better for myself... thanks to anime xD

Yea, I think some people should have a show, an anime or a movie to their lives. Or let games or books into their lives.

Because something out there will get your mind a rolling and let you think about things.

Yea... I only like 2 more episodes but suddenly, Crunchyroll is doing a daily maintenance so I must have to do some waiting!

Anyways... I think I am glad to spend a whole day watching Netflix and Crunchyroll... made me think about a lot of things in life. Also...

I hope we be best friends forever~

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Fighting For Life... A Better Life

Finally, my parents talked among theirselves about what would happen to me if something were happen to them. My dad is still in denial. But my mom is not.

So it tells me more about my family. And more the reason to find something to get me to support myself later in life.

Even if it means to move out and such. I am a late starter in life but it needs to be done. I don't want to end up like my uncle, living in a home that's been sold to other people and having to beg others for food. Nope.

I hope one day, my bestie would help me find a way towards freedom xD

Anyways, it's my journey too so it's something that I can't always beg help with. I need to do something for myself first.

Also... this month is important for me. September 14 is my friendship anniversary for me and my best friend. 3 years to 4 years.... hope we last forever!

September 23rd is his birthday and I haven't gotten him a present but... might get him a game of his choice or whatever he wants xD

Also, September 14, the same day as our anniversary of being best friends, I have those moles taken off. So, if me and my friend wants to do anything, it has to be before that day.

Then September 21st, all my favorite shows are coming back. I can't wait to see the return of Gotham, Hawaii Five-O and Once Upon a Time. I also I am grateful for the big return story of Heroes in Heroes Reborn!  I am also hype for some new shows that are coming up too. I know some shows will be canceled but I will be there to watch and see!

So, yea... I don't think I wanna wake up when September ends... because I don't want to sleep. Not just yet.

What am I going to do today? Well, if you're wondering... I am disappearing into Netflix and Crunchyroll. I don't have any mood for any games right now xD

It's not always fun playing games by myself and it feels more fun playing games with your best friend xD

Anyways, whatever happens, I hope all goes well. Because I'm betting my life on you! o-o I am listening to songs so some lyrics may or may not have come into play here.

On to surveys! And on to Focus Studies. And on to Clickworker! And on to... videos! And this blog!

To everybody, let's enjoy life to the fullest!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's That Time!

Oh... wait, I am seriously running out of ideas to put here xD

I don't really have any thing excited to talk about but kind of want somebody to talk to before I go to sleep. But ah, well. Hopefully, we get to talk tomorrow xD

At least, I'll be home... yay...

I am just confused right now about my emotions. So... there's no telling what my mind is telling me. I'm just ignoring it right now. And typing this as I go.

I need an escape. So, you know... I must find a way.

That's all.

Sorry, that's it is a weird post. :P

With love,

BDK

Standing My Ground...

Standing tall and I felt that some things are my fault.

Just so much things are just an answer waiting to be wrong or maybe right.

I am not failing at being a good friend. Because one day, I may need that friend as an escape from this world. If you get what I mean... then yea. xD

Anyways, I know he's reading this and thinking "It's not your fault!" It's alright! I'm just typing this out as I go!

I know life is different for all of us but I think we should stop and think about things.

I'm talking about everybody in the world.

Standing my ground because I'm gonna bury that ground and get the heck out of here.

Next week is me and my bestie's 3 years of friendship... so... let's have a party! \O\

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Wrong Holiday!

Yea, I put wrong holiday on purpose because of our local Fourth of July fireworks is happening as I type. Ha Ha... Ha...

Anyways, there's a topic I want to talk about and it's very personal but it does need to be noticed from now on.

Also, I am not going to be the fireworks as you read this too xD I am staying at home because I really don't see any point of going to somewhere that should've happened on July 4th!

Alright, done complaining. I will be watching more anime in a moment.

Tomorrow, I will post that blog and also, be making videos... keep reminding myself to be motivated for stuff.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Doing Nothing Today... But Rest

So today, I done nothing but rest. I am glad that I did because I am getting better. Yay!

Now I am not sure what to do for tomorrow because they are gonna show the local fireworks show finally... and my dad is off on Monday and yea...

I am glad to be feeling better but I don't want to jinx it yet because you know... wanna have a good day tomorrow and so forth.

Since I didn't do nothing today, I will watch anime on my free month trial of Crunchyroll!

Yay!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Might Be Going To Bed Early...

I might be going to bed a little early. I'm getting slightly annoyed at some things and just wish they stop using me as a person who answers for them.

I am sick too, you know?! Gosh...

Anyways, I am going to go now and not answer anything because 1. they don't want to talk. 2. I don't feel good.

So... blah... stop.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Trying To Get Better

It's a challenge on trying to get better when you have annoying mom who keeps wanting to open your door every few minutes.

I need to rest, ok? But she worries too much.

So I am going to take a nap in a few. And drink plenty of water too.

I took a nice warm/steamy shower and it opened my sinuses up...

Now I just sneezed x.X

Oh, well, I will go take a long nap now... hopefully, my mom won't wake me up...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Going to Bed... To Get Better!

I will be going to bed a little early tonight and hope that I feel better.

Today... has not been too much a good day for me.

I guess being sick takes a toll on you sometimes.

I will sleep now. So, this is gonna be a short post...

Hopefully tomorrow will be better for all of us.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Sick ol' Me.

I knew I was going to get sick yesterday and didn't really sleep well through the night... so, yea...

I played Terraria with my best friend today just before he went to sleep.

Now I'm thinking of laying down for a while after I eat because I really don't feel good again.

Right now, I just have fever, a cough and headache and much more.

Ah, well... I don't care how I am typing right now. Just wanna sleep...

So... will update later. That's all.

With love,

BDK

When You Begin To Wonder Why...

Why your internet hates you? Seriously... I have no idea what's going on with this thing. It's mostly doing it on Twitch so it makes me wonder if it's even my internet doing anything.

Ah, well. I will figure out later.

Hopefully, tomorrow, my internet will be better.

Today, I played Echo of Soul and wanted to watch a movie but something happened that my internet began to slow things down.

Now it did that in the game but it never went off... so might try to go back and play some more Echo of Soul... Tomorrow, I will watch anime.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

It's A Good Day.... So Far.

So far, today is a good day.

I will be playing a game for a while in a moment. Then rest for a little.

I was playing a game called Teeworlds with my bestie and it has these cute kirbys around it xD

Anyways, I will go now. I will update again later.

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Finally Home! And Wow, Annoying Stuff!

Alright, I am finally home now. But I didn't expect a few things to happen upon arriving home.

First, my period started today. Second, we had to put everything up. Third, my dad is in a mood that I don't like at all. Fourth, we had to do both store and grocery things today... that in the end wore me out.

Now I am home, trying to eat but my stomach is hurting a lot... grrrrrr...

Anyways, tonight will be one post because I didn't really had time to post earlier. Wanted to but it's alright. At least I had fun with my best friend this morning.

I'm gonna go now and watch a movie... then sleep early tonight.

That's all.

With love,

BDK