Seems Like A Race...

My views seem like a race and it's interesting to noticed that xD

Anyways, I am not sure what to do right now but I might be heading out to get some dog food for my dogs.

It could be any time now... before I go.

So this blog is gonna be really short.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Upgrading...

I was busy today... upgrading to Windows 10. I'm waiting for any problems to arise... xD

Anyways, I'm really tired after updating to Windows 10. Still a long way to go, you know?

I'm gonna go now... and sleep soon... and wait for the internet to come back on... wtf...

Really, that's been going on lately... I do not know what is the problem. Ah, well... hope to find out tomorrow.

For now, I will go to bed early and sleep... Super tired.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Starting Another Book...

So... the book I am reading is called The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken.

From so far what I read... there was a disease that came and it killed off a bunch of children. The ones that lived... began to have these strange powers. Some can control objects, or electric. Some can make others do stuff.

So yea... it's something different than what I ever read. Not my favorite but it's something that I will continue reading. I have the second book but not the third and final book. So if the book continues to quench my thirst of adventure, I will get the last book.

There's a lot of books that I need the end to... like Shadow Falls series... I really want to know what happens in the final book. Might get that for Christmas.

Anyways, not a whole lot to talk about but hopefully my day is better for you all.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Life is just another strange moment...

So, I began to watch a guy play Life is Strange and it's so interesting...

I'm not gonna really spoil it much because it seems to bringing in some awesome answers that many of us have been waiting for.

Anyways, I am going keep this short. Because busy busy me...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Monday Blues

Today has been one of those days... where sleepiness tries to take over.

I may go to bed early tonight only if I get everything for the day done in time...

Hopefully...

Anyways, I am going to go now and watch a movie.

Was gonna do two updates but... tiredness is still lingering around so yea...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Home At Last!

So I finally made it home... about several hours ago xD

But I was toooooooo tired to update yesterday. So yea.

Anyways, I went to Richmond yesterday and got a new purse... I dunno if I like it yet but I needed a new one long time ago so it'll do.

I don't know if I can update twice today but I hope to update twice tomorrow to make up for the missed day.

I don't know about you guys but I really like getting away from my home every once in a while... so my grandma's was a fun place to be \O/

Alright, wanna go now and catch up with anime, movies and more.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I... Have... A... Sword... \O/

So after weeks of knowing about the sword in a person's car... I finally got it today. So excited. Good thing I did come over to grandma's after all.

So, this sword... is awesome. Pretty heavy and pretty decent. Not sharp but still... love it!

I have no idea what to call it yet but I'm sure that it'll come up eventually.

It kinda reminds of one of those magical swords from those RPGs that you can play... like from Skyrim or something like that.

So it's an awesome sword. Another one for my awesome sword and knife and dagger collection.

I don't know if many would know but I have a collection of knives and daggers and one lone sword... well two now.

I am weird when it comes to fantasy realm. Especially knights and such.

Anyways, I will go now and admire my sword from afar... since I have it sitting on the porch for now because I don't really want anybody tripping over it because it's long and heavy... >_>

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Taking A Small Break...

Today, I decided to take a small break by sleeping almost all day xD

Anyways, I am not sure what to put here and I sit here wondering if everything would be alright.

No matter what happens, life goes on, right?

It's just harder than what people would think.

I will end this blog for today and go read for the rest of the day. Might be able to finish a book today! O_O

Also... find a virus scan so that I can get rid of the one that's on here xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Place, Another Time

So, with the last minute moment, I am at my grandma's for the next few days. Yay!!!

I am going to write this and then go on to bed. I'm a little late on things so it's alright.

Tomorrow, I will be awake at 8 or 9. I keep forgetting to message my friend to tell him where I am at.

Anyways, should go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Don't Judge The Book By It's Cover

Time to time, people always judge you. I don't mind if you do but here's the thing... I don't judge others at all.

I was raised up with a strict family and therefore my view about life does not reflect because of them.

I became more open minded because I was always alone a lot. I didn't had many friends so I hid in my own world.

So, I became who I am today. A person who does not judge others.

My mom had taught me to never be judgement to people who are different or have problems than us. As a person with disabilities, I get along with those who had disabilities. Then from there, my views of the world widens. I'm more acceptable to understating things.

Sitting here, thinking about after I left a stream to wait for myself to sleep... made me think that I am stuck in a world where hate will always be here. There's no point wishing on peace until you are able to do something about it yourself... even if it's just a little impact here or there.

So... here's the truths of me in this post... and I wish people to read this with an open mind.

1. I am agnostic. I still approve there is a God in a sense. Mostly because I do have family that are religious and I don't want to be rude to them. I see myself as this type of person because I still don't know what religion that suits me just yet. I am not very religious like most people think. They try to get me to be one, but I can't seem to accept it. Sorry. But because I am agnostic... doesn't mean I'm gonna throw it at people's faces all the time. I do tend to make a point that people should never use religion as a weapon. It's useless and would only cause more war and pain and hearts to be broken.

2. I have two problems to my body. I was born with a dislocated hip on my right side. And I have congestive hearing loss but the cause of it is unknown to me. But that does not matter because I'll keep listening to music and watch anime and more until the day I am deaf. I'm a dancer so I do wanna dance despite my hip is getting weaker each day that passes.

3. I am surrounded with family that has disabilities. Mostly my brother and his son as well as my mom. My brother and his son both have neurofibromatosis and scoliosis (which I have a little of). Neurofibromatosis is a nerve disease where bumps grows throughout the body. And scoliosis is a curved back. My mom has asthma, COPD, and many other health problems. Asthma is something that many are confused about because they keep thinking there's a cure. But there is not. There is medicine to control asthma but there's never a cure (at least not yet).

4. I am straight. I like guys. But I totally support gays and lesbians and bis and transgenders. Although I am straight, I will not show up to a person who is gay or lesbian or bi or trans and hate them. In fact... LGBT are awesome people to get to know. Believe me, I know several people who are LGBT. So, they are awesome.

5. I never had a job in my life. It's not because I am lazy. It's because my family were that strict. There will come a day that I will need to get a job. I will be happy because I do want to get a job. And something to support my life in the future. I may be old but I'm trying my best to show that I am not weak and more.

6. I suffer from depression and never actually gotten any help for it. I do not want to hurt myself or others for being this way. I just really depressed and forget to eat sometimes. I once was so depressed that I quit wearing normal clothes and just wore PJs wherever I went. People judged me for wearing PJs but I made sure that if they did judged, that karma got them.

7. I had a hard life when it comes being a female. I'm sure some of you would know. I was sexual harassed a lot from other people that were not family. I made sure that I let people know this even though it's all in the past. I just wanted to make sure that I am honest with who I am. Because of those incidents in the past, I am a better person... I may still get sexual harass in the future to come... but I'm sure to keep fighting them to the point that life is better to me.

8. I am not afraid of what to say about anything. If I come up missing, you would know why xD

9. I do not drink or smoke or do drugs... I think that's most people keep deleting me because they see a jobless person as a way of someone who has a drug problem. I mean, really? Just because my last name is ruin doesn't mean I am that type of person. I will say from time to time... I do not do drugs or drink or smoke... In fact, I am a very kind person.

10. I am a huge nerd for anime and books. And maybe to a few movies and music xD I hold a secret shrine to all my anime. And my books are shown in some pictures that I take. Oh, and I love playing games! Almost forgot to put that xD

Anymore truths, I will continue to share as life continues for me. I am the most honest person there is. But I do want people to know... Never judge a book by it's cover. That is how I live right now.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Been Too Long...

I realize that I might need to take a break from life every once in a while... xD

Depending on what one streams today, I might not be on there for a while. Maybe lurk more often but that's all.

Anyways, I am gonna take that break to an advantage by playing more mmo games. Hopefully, I won't be too bored. x.x

I might update another blog later today but I have no clue yet.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

A Decision To Be Made

So, I had made a decision to stop making Child of Light recordings until further notices.

Next week is suppose to be interesting long day because Windows 10 comes out! Yay.

I will finally say goodbye to Internet Explorer xD (I hate it no matter what.)

And I welcome to see what is new and stuff.

Also, I made an update video for YouTube... hopefully... it'll be interesting to watch.

And my dog is smelling my foot. <_< *stare* geeeeeeeeeeee

Anyways, sorry for that random moment... I am a little heartbroken to stop recording Child of Light. Since beating it, I really wanted to do a recording for others to see. Ah, well.

So, here's my video: https://youtu.be/58Bk5wsyAyU

Alright, I'm gonna go now... hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me. Today is just a Monday type of day... oh, wait... it is Monday... >.<

That's all.

With love,

BDK

It's Not What It's Suppose To Be...

Just a random title but really today is not what it's suppose to be...

Hot... and bored.

So, tomorrow, it's gonna be another day of gameplay. I will find another program once again... xD

I think I was suggested to try something else so I will do that.

The thing is... Child of Light is fast without recording but when recording, it slows it down a lot.

So... I might have to discontinue Child of Light. Sorry, guys. ;-;

However... there's another game that I will be recording through steam... called Eternal Sonia... so... yep, I'll be please to start that tomorrow.

For now guys.... no Child of Light for this week... Yes, I will make a vlog about it tomorrow telling you all the bad news.

If you all have any special requests, just let me know.

Alright, I wanna go and use stumbleupon.com as a way to pass the time...

Also... good news maybe... Although it won't be until December before it happens... but... I'm getting a new phone and this one will be my first unlocked phone... and I will be switching to a different service. I really love virgin mobile but some odd reason, it doesn't like Livingston or Brodhead both. So... yea... time for a switch...

My phone might go out before then... hopefully it won't but if it does, I'm sorry.

Alright, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Saturday, A Boring Hot Day...

So, I was awaken by storms in the middle of the night... mostly my dog, Chloe waking me up, whining. x.x

In return, I woke up with a headache... so didn't really sleep well last night.

I got another book today. Won't tell what it is yet.

Anyways, today has been too hot... soooooooooo hot....

I guess you could say that I don't like to go out on very hot days because I burn easily x.x great.

So, I'm gonna take a nap soon... because headache is back again,

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Another Headache But It's Okay!

So, I have another headache... yay...

Anyways, I didn't really do anything much today... didn't record a video today because wanted to take a break until Monday.

Also, finished a book last night. Gonna read some more later.

I'm trying to keep this short on purpose because I am about to watch a movie...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

Wait... I have... Wings?

I have wings! No... wait... I don't have wings... or do I? >_____>

Anyways, I think I can relax today... and find ways to earn a living... whether or not... I won't be rich just by writing alone... well, don't really want to rich but if I was... I would donate my money to those who need it.

Other things doesn't matter. It's just life and many animals matter to me. Homes to be built to those who need it. Diseases that need to be find cures to. Homeless shelters for both humans and animals should matter.

Just know... I am a very kind person.

Also, speaking of wings: This Faerie Con thing came to my mind... and I so want to go but no money... so ah, well.

Well, right now, I don't care about money.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Awesome People!

So, today, my mood is a bit better. And I finally fixed the sound bgm on that game. Yay!

So, firstly, I want to thank my bestie for helping me with the program. I should record as soon as I finish this blog.

Yesterday, I couldn't record much because my mom kept interrupting me x.x

Anyways, hopefully, she will leave me alone enough to record once again.

Also... my page was shared. So... here's the link: https://www.facebook.com/pages/ElfWatchercom/122167364463339?fref=nf <--- go like Elfwatcher.com on their facebook. For they are awesome <3

Oh... after I get done recording Child of Light (yes, there might be too many 20 to 30 minute parts but it's all I can do because family -_-), I will be making vlogs. And might find another game to play.

There's a free game that I might play... but I get frustrated too easily xD

Oh... if anybody is interested... you are welcome to comment or email me @ faerieofspringbdk@gmail.com for any business purposes.

Feel free to share anything you see. Whether it's on twitter, facebook, or a website. And if you mention that you shared it, I will put your name personally here. I like to share your love to others.

I'm not looking to be famous or to be noticed. I'm looking for people to enjoy what I do.

And yes... I do call my fans, my faeries... because why not? You are my lovely faeries. <3

Anyways, I will do another blog later before I sleep.

It's time to go get ready to record.

Hopefully this time the bgm is fixed.... if it is, I will let you all know.

If you have a game that you wish for me try out, let me know. If you have a subscription box that you would like to open and review, let me know. If you have an anime or a faerie or anything for me to review, let me know.

And I'll be sure to mention you guys.

So... thanks for being my faeries. <3

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I might do another personal blog about who I am later... so if you have any questions, tweet me at @Alastabdk or email me at faerieofspringbdk@gmail.com.

Headache Galore...

So this is a short post once again.

Today has been really a bad day for me.

I hope after a while it would recover but nope... it just got worse.

Not much to talk about it. Ah, well.

My hip is still hurting so that's not too great either.

Anyways, part 2 without no BGM sound available on YouTube. Go watch Child of Light.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Too Much... To Think... To Do... WTF.

So, I went to the doctor finally about my right hip. He does seem to think there's something wrong around the area that my hip hurts at. Hopefully, nothing is seriously wrong and will be waiting for the xray results on Thursday.

Then after we came home, my dog got out... after I told my mom to watch behind her feet. Does she listen? Nope. But my dog didn't stay in for long so... hopefully she didn't eat anything strange.

But then my webcam hates recording during recording a game... so no video but audio on my let's play video. Then the video sound sucked but my audio of my voice doesn't... great... must fix that tomorrow xD

There will be a video on tonight. Because I know it takes forever to upload everything for me xD

Hopefully, it will upload. *pets YouTube* you better be good.

Anyways, it's uploading now... just as I type this.

So... I will share the video on twitter and Facebook so go there and watch when you see the pop up!

Anyways, had a long bad day... because the stove caught on fire and made a lot of smoke... my life!

Alright, that's all... wanna eat and watch a stream while YouTube uploads that video!

With love,

BDK

Almost Forgot To Update!!

So I hurt my leg somehow yesterday and have been trying to stay off my leg all day.

I hate being the one that has to deal with old injuries or stuff...

Especially since I was born with a dislocated hip. It sucks.

Anyways, short blog tonight.

Gonna go to the doctor tomorrow to get my leg checked on... And might end up with medicine x.x

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Part 2 of Summer 2015 Anime

So, today has been a bad day for me of some sorts... kind of hurt my hip. But should be fine, hopefully.

So, I finally watch the other anime and I am amazed... so it will be the last to make it to my list.

I'm sure you guys are looking forward to part 2... so here it is:

• Chaos Dragon
• Castle Down Dandelion
• Monster Musume
• Overlord
• Bikini Warriors
• Himouto! Umaru-Chan
• Sky Wizard Academy
• Million Doll
• Seiyu's Life
• Danchigai
• School-Live
• GOD EATER <--- Go watch it! http://www.daisuki.net/anime/detail/GODEATER

And so this is the list. The last one is the one that I was waiting for... and so far I'll shall applaud for it.

Alright, while I'm dealing with my hurt hip, I will watch more anime now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

A Blah Type of Day

And so... I'm in pain my both of my legs. Yay.

Anyways, I'm not sure what to put here because I didn't really do anything at all today xD

So it's been one of those blah type of days.

Also, finally did talk to my friend and it seems that he's just too busy lately... hopefully soon, he won't be too busy.

I miss talking to him all the time but maybe he'll get some money in and be ok for a while there.

Well, that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Really Rainy Friday...

So many local fireworks has been postponed to August and September... Not really interested in them anymore.

Anyways, I feel like I should talk to my friend about something but I dunno how to start.

For now, I really want to say something is wrong and help him feel less stress... so please help!

Alright, I am not saying much because I have been in a bad mood all since I woke up.

Mostly family tho...

Well, that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Part 2 Anime list will be tomorrow... but without God Eater because I do not know when that anime comes out.

Time to Be Productive

Yep, it's time to be productive with something.

I'm gonna be saving money for my future. Can't tell you what it is yet.

Anyways, I am really bored right now... ugh.

I will go now... because there's nothing to write in this blog today xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Really An Odd Day...

Today was an odd day for me. I went to Richmond but didn't really feel up to looking too much.

But I wanted to go to Hastings but was afraid of getting more anime figurines... x.x

So, good thing, I didn't go to Hastings xD

Anyways, I kind of wanna save money for two things... a new phone and a plane ticket.

Long story.

So, I hope everybody is doing alright.

If not, hope you feel better soon.

Alright, wanna go now. Gotta get back into my anime phase now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No Let's Play Video Today...?

Yea, there's no let's play video for today. I've been having problems with the sound some odd reason then again, it's kind of hard to do anything when there's people here. So... might have to find a quiet time for that.

I guess no let's play videos this week. :(

Unexpected things are always gonna happen so it's alright.

I'll be here on my blog everyday. Even if it's twice or once daily. Yay!

Alright, I am getting hungry just by the smell of food being cooked... o-o

So, gonna end this blog for now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Ohhhh... Part 1 List! Also, Another Update.

Over the weekend, there has been a lot of anime coming out... so I will make the list for today. And then complete the list after this week!

Anyways, I hope you all are enjoying these new anime too.

Summer 2015

• Aoharu X Machinegun
• Gate
• Ranpo Kitan
• Charotte
• My Wife is the Student Council President
• Rokka - Braves of the Six Flowers -
• Shimoneta: A Boring World Where the Concept of Dirty Jokes Doesn't Exist
• Gansta
• Working !!! (Working season 3)
• Snow White with the Red Hair
• Actually I am

So that's the list for part 1.

I will be watching only 5 series from last season as a continuation.

Also, another update, my dad is off this week so I will not be making many videos like I thought I was.

When things change, so does my schedule. Sorry about that guys.

However, when I am not interrupted or watching new anime (mostly episode 1), I will make a video. So keep an eye on my YouTube, ok?

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Some updates.

Alright, it's time for some new updates for you guys...

Tomorrow, I will be making a first list of summer 2015 anime for you guys to know what I am watching now.

Also, I am gonna start making videos tomorrow too. So... I am gonna try to manage my time with stuff to do.

This blog will be updated twice daily unless I am not feeling good or busy with something. Like today, I was gone to see my grandma.

Child of Light play-through with commentary will start tomorrow. I will not be sure what else will happen yet...

Also, please know that there will be days that I might not have a video during these game plays...

I am going to reading too. I got 6 months to go for my goal to be completed...

I would like to say one thing... I haven't been slacking like I was last year... so that's good news.

I will be managing my time daily for a while because I want to be able to have time to watch twitch too.

Each day, I will be trying to earn a little money for paypal. How? Surveys, clickworker, typing, etc. That would go for a hour.

I will only play a game play video for up to 30 minutes. I would go for a hour but that might get boring since I am not leaving any game play out!

I will be doing other things too... but there will be distractions... so, I must include those too xD

Anyways, for now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Let's hope... that I get things done. I will set my awaking time to taking the dogs out, giving my dog, Susie, her eye drops, etc.

Also... need to update on her gofundme page. More details on Twitter only.

Wow... No Fireworks Nearby...

Well, this is just in... no firework shows to go to for this weekend. This... has been expected because of Friday's and a little of today's rainy weather.

It's alright, I am happy to finally catch up with Netflix.

Now I just have to catch up with all those... anime from spring, winter, fall... and who knows when else.

I have a list thankfully of the anime that I have watched and need to watch. If an favorite comes out to be awesome, that anime will be completed. If my least favorite or something that I do happen to want to watch, I keep them on the list for later to complete.

So... that's why I am behind xD

Don't ask me how many I have on that list.

Tonight might be a noisy night but since I have a hearing problem, I will be sleeping like an angel. :P

I wanna be a week ahead on certain things... so that when the new shows do happen to come on, I will be ready for them and a list that's less than what it was before. Ha.

Alright, I am happy to get a second update for this blog today.

Oh... Oh....

Laptop. Have it. Don't want to say too much about it because of a nosy person. Yea... will explain later.

For now.... That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: I may have.... or may not have... watch an interesting ecchi anime... That's ALL! Nothing to see here... nothing to see....

Happy 4th of July!!!

I'm gonna try to update twice today but if not, please bare in mind that I'm not super woman.

Anyways, I noticed a lot of fireworks show being canceled due to weather and floods... so yay...

I'll be finding some videos to watch today as well as watch any new anime coming out too.

I would've caught up with the last season anime but due to being away from home, that was impossible to do...

Should be doing that after I catch up with some Netflix and Hulu stuff.

For now... That's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Friday!!!!!!!! x.x And Rainy Day.

So, as soon as I logged in to play Eden with my best friend... my dad goes "Let's go!" because my mom wouldn't hush about it raining and stuff. But I got some food stuffs...

Anyways, lots of things done and I'm happy because hint hint, got a gift... Not gonna say what it is because there's so many nosy people out there.

So, I went to Walmart and say shirts... >.< Like people are with makeup or games... I am addicted to graphic tops... bad me.

But I ended up putting the shirts back and able to save more money. Ding!

So, no fireworks tonight although it was originally a plan since I didn't like the idea of the fireworks to be on a Sunday... Especially since Saturday is July 4th.

Alright, time to go rest and watch netflix.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

So, I Keep Forgetting Something...

So today is the 2nd day of July.

And I remember that I need to do some videos on YouTube.

And I've been back home since Sunday... Oops...

Sorry about that guys. Just I was really really tired since I came back... Actually, it's one of those weeks where I don't actually feel the best...

Also, people needs to stop overreacting about what is going on here in America... It's getting tiring, ok?

Anyways, it's just been a really off day for me...

I'll update twice after this week. Also, record some gaming videos/and other stuff next week.

So, for now... just bear with me.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Busy Hump Day? Maybe.

So, I woke up and decided to move all my long sleeves to another room and move all my short sleeves back in that room...

I have more long sleeves than short sleeves xD

Anyways, I am going to get ready to watch some anime and stuff...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK