Saying Goodbye To November...

It's been a bumpy ride, but so glad to see you gone away...

For December will be the last month to the year 2014.

So, as November slowly leaves... we say... hello December...

Just think, a month and then it'll be 2015.

Well... just have to survive Christmas first... soooooo... good luck guys!

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Before Bed Updates

I finally got my hair cut today. Yay!

No pictures though on here but I posted it on my instagram and facebook page xD

Anyways, I finally got my Christmas Tree up.

And I am sleepy so should get to bed soon...

Well, not really sleepy sleepy but you know...

I just want to hide sometimes.

Also, I really want to live in a different time zone so I could talk to Rai more during the day and let him rest more during the night xD

Well, that's all for now.

And night btw.

With love,

BDK

Happy Thanksgiving!

Well, we ended up going to Cracker Barrel to eat.

Me and mom had the Thanksgiving platter while dad ate the breakfast meal xD

But it was a good day.

I like it that way, you know? No fussing, no screaming.

Anyways, there was a moment that I wanted to bug dad to take me to Walmart to see the black friday thing but then I stopped and was like... you know... let's wait until you go to Kroger. (My dad started going to Kroger at least once a year now... not going to tell you why or how.)

Hopefully next year, things would be better... but then again, we are not sure who will be around yet.

I'm just thankful for the now.

I'll be seeing my grandma again this weekend and hug her tight because people needs to learn that family is important.

Yes, I didn't get to spend time with my family today but I really kind of tired of hearing people fuss.

Next year... I might not be here in the US. So... thanks guys.

Alright, enough of that... I'm gonna try to get my Christmas Tree up soon... no, I won't put a picture up here unless you guys request it.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Blah Blah... Blah!

So why the blahs?

Well, it seems like another fight with family again for Thanksgiving. Here I thought we were going to have a peaceful Thanksgiving... then it just goes for the worse of all.

Ah, well.

So now we all will be having separate Thanksgiving. Not that it bothers me. But I am fed up with how the family gets around these times.

So next year, I'm spending my holidays in another country. I don't care what anybody says... I'm just tired of being in the middle of it all.

Always, a complaint here or a complaint there...

Nothing is ever going to be peaceful anymore.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Thanksgiving Week!

Today is the 24th and soon it will be Thanksgiving...

I'm kind of hoping that I don't have to go to my grandma's until the night before or the day before. Simply because I wanna hang out with my best friend before I get busy with life.

And since I have no laptop, it gets boring real quick... My phone won't stay charged and it's hard to get the internet to work right there...

So yea, you can see that I want to wait until the night before so that I can go to my grandma's.

Anyways, as for my friend, he just told me that I don't have to ask him for permission xDDDD

So when he updates his program sometimes, I will post it to you guys.

Support him and yes, give him ideas if you can.

Anyways, I'll let you guys know if I have to do anything this week.

So... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

A long bad day...

So today had been a bad day for my mom and me.

My mom went to the hospital in Berea and found out she had pancreatitis (help me spell it right). Basically, an inflamed pancreas. She has to take it easy today and hopefully get over it soon.

So it has been a long day...

Also, I may help my best friend advertise something that he is working on but only by his permission. Also, he needs some encouragement guys so please help him, thanks!

Anyways, hopefully today was the last bad day for this year ever... just... hopefully.

For now, that's all.

With love,

BDK

Open Your Heart... Open Your Eyes.

Just wondering what it would be like if everybody were more... freely to understand the world around them.

Come on, open your heart... open your eyes.

I guess fear is still the one thing that is controlling people these days... Either the fear of the word. Or the fear of being accepted. Or the fear of change. Yes... we are all afraid of something.

Last night, I woke up with a panic attack. It happened to me once before in life but this was a first in a long time. I really hope it's not a continuous thing.

Things are happening as we wake up and learning who we are.

So... for the new year, I will always introduce myself all over again. Also... add more details to my blog.

Lately, I have been lazy with such things... I'm sorry for that.

I don't like making promises a lot... but I'm seriously not gonna stop my blog any sudden reasons.

Unless I'm dead. Well... so much for trying to be infamous xD

Ah, well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Ever Wonder...

Fist bump the sky.

Because you are wondering now.

And well...

Ever wonder what it would be like if your life was different.

I do all the time.

Today I learn that two country stars are gay. I'm glad that they opened up. More and more country stars are opening up and you know... that makes life awesome.

Life is full of joy and this world deserves to change. We should keep tradition but we should always accept others despite what we believe in.

Don't hate just because of who we love. What we believe. And who we are. What makes us, makes us beautiful.

We all love different things. We all have different opinions and yes, we are allow to voice them but show support no matter what. As long as those opinions are hateful, life is alright.

So... keep opening up on who you are. Show the world that life is beautiful.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Want To Go To Japan.

And I'm working my every way to get there.

It's been my dream since I can remember and now I want to live there.

So, I'll embark my journey towards that wish... no matter how much it'll take me to.

For now... that's all I want to say.

With love,

BDK

Hip Hurting...

For those that don't know or just beginning to read...

I am born with a dislocated hip on my right side. I may have been grown into a fine person but my hip still poses problems to my daily life.

Especially during the months that I, as a woman, get... Ah, well.

I will be strong even though these days, I will become weak but I will control myself.

Anyways, not sure what to do for the next few days... I might end up hiding from the world because of this thing... this thing that women gets to prove that they are woman. Yay. I am proud to be a woman but I do not plan on being fragile.

So... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Snow coming?

Well, that I do not know yet. Because weather is almost always changing and now they are giving less than 1 inches of snow here.

Ah, well.

Anyways, I am yet again dreading winter. But this is Kentucky so anything can happen.

I'm not sure about you guys... but I should keep complaining... for no reason at all xD

I got to go see Big Hero 6 with my brother this evening. And I am happy with the results. It made me happy.

I hope Disney keeps doing their job with new and updated movies.

Yay!

Alright, I should go now and check up on my best friend. His mom is sick and needs lots of prayers... so please pray for her recovery. Thanks guys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Time Passing Slow...

This time is a lot of slower that it makes things being weird... or strange.

I'm getting used to it slowly.

Also... I've finished another book. I'm so glad.

Anyways... learn that a protector is awesome.

So... that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Countdown... too early?

Just wondering if it's too early for a countdown or what?

Anyways, the more I think about it, the more I might just go ahead with it... I wanna get a new camera that does better videos... also, I want to change the scene around me instead of doing it all on my PC... so yea... a camera would be nice to have to carry around when I need it.

But what do I have a plan to do?

Well, I realize that the world needs a fun way to learn English... so I'm starting a YouTube that's just for teaching English!

But why am I doing this?

Well... I'm bored. But I want to do more than just vlogs... and I have another youtube channel that will be for educational purposes. I will be talking about America and everything. And I sort of want to travel... so what the hey...

I'm still planning to go to Indonesia next year. I'm dead set on this for sure. So... I'm gonna be using another account that goes through Walmart and it's gonna be interesting to load money on it.

Also... my mom doesn't want me to get a passport but... in the future, the passport will be an important item to a daily life... sorry, mom... time is changing... it's about time I go get one whether you like it or not.

Finally... I may not know how long I will have my family... because well... I've gone to accept that life goes on. I want to be happy so... I will.

Anyways... I may have some plans for Christmas so just wait and see.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

The weeknd at grandma's.

So I spent the weekend at my grandma's just to purposefully see the bridge being out.

It was interesting... Very interesting.

A piece of history gone in a moment's time. Soon there will be a new bridge being built there.

So... too bad I didn't burn it! Darn...

xD

Anyways, that's all.

With love,

BDK

So... Sleepy... But Feeling Better

After the choking spell, I got better.

Though there are moments that I just wish that when we come back from somewhere that at least rest... NOT start into cleaning and crap... you have any idea how much that makes me ill?

Really, mom... just learn to take a long rest before you do anything. Especially towards me.

Alright... gonna go now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Nothing is Scary Than Choking.

Really... this is the first time I literally have to puke something that literally doesn't want to go down my stomach.

That means, I have to be careful what I eat... I'm too young for this.

Anyways, I hope that nothing else happens and I really need to get away from here... ugh...

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Happy November!

Alright, it seems like last month was a horrible time for me. But after Halloween, I'm ok now.

Yesterday, I dressed up as a Dragon Mistress. ^^

Now today, we had our first snow but it went away about noon. I'm ok with that.

But I'm not ok with the cold weather just yet.

Ah, well.

Winter is here. So it's here to stay just a while longer. So here's to 5 months of bad weather!

So during this 5 months, I am going to do a lot of planning and doing a  lot of things to earn money... I am going to get myself a well deserved vacation. Providing that nothing else happens. And that... is just saying too much because almost always, something does happen.

Alright, time to end this blog post.

Oh and Happy November!

That's all for now~

With love,

BDK