Glad September is Over~

So this month seemed a bit long to me. So after two festivals and stuff... It's time for October.

Anyways, not gonna say much though.

However, since October to me means Halloween month, I'm gonna do a Halloween theme every day. :D

And I'm gonna do based on ghosts on different parts of the world. So this is where people are welcome to come and suggest something to me!

Now, how I'm gonna do this? Well... I am thinking of pictures, poems, stories, videos, etc.

So starting tomorrow, I am gonna do random things.

Here's to hoping I can do this everyday. ^^

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Why Do They...?

I am a white American female, living with her parents at the age 28. Next year, I'll be 29. And...

I'm tired of hearing my parents saying that I should get my disability check. =_=

I'm not crazy. And I hurt all the time because of arthritis (I got it because of my right hip). And I got two holes in eardrums.

Yet... my parents are so desperate for me to get my SSI... =_=

As I walk, breath, talk, still hear a little... I won't be able to get that SSI. I really wish they would stop bugging or signing me back without my consent... oi.

Oh, well... I'm gonna change all that in a heartbeat.

Anyways, I'm not sure what to talk about...

I guess that my day is just going down hill today because really... I told my mom that I am done with the whole SSI thing. Then come finding out over the weekend that she decided to let the lawyers tell her what to do. =_=

Nope... just nope.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Can't Keep Calm...

It's just one of those moments that you feel like screaming your head off.

Really... I'm getting tired of it. I can't read... can't watch anime, can't do this or that... without having to deal with a problem...

Seriously... I just want out.

I need an escape, you know?

I don't know what to do anymore...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

I Already Said My Part...

Now it's up to you guys.

Well, it would already seem like yesterday for my best friend, Rai, but it's still the 23rd today... so happy birthday and beyond.

Anyways, it seems like facebook is busy again.

Ah, well...

For now, it's gonna be an interesting year next year.

Changes to come... hopes to post...

Who knows... what will happen next.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Its Not Me...

Down below is the picture of this awesome product that both Gillette Venus and Influenester VoxBox sent me.

I'm was never a fan of shaving because of my sensitive skin and easy hurting myself. :(

But I was excited when I heard that I got accepted for this.

Getting this product has made my day. And maybe for pleasant shaving from now on. :D

Yes, this is not a review but I think this product has made me a very happy person!
Recommending... Well... I'll tell you next time. ;)

Thanks and I'll post a link for you guys too. You might not get the same product but you can enjoy the reviews of others and you might get a box too! :D

The link is HERE

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

New Show Review: Red Band Society: Episode 1

My first expression of that show: A children's hospital and there's a kid smoking weed... wtf.

But then you realize... these kids are terminally ill.

The first part, cheerleader who was a snotty kid. She passes out and breaks her arm.

She ends up being a roommate with a kid who is in a coma.

Then you meet a boy who came to the hospital, submitting himself in because of cancer and such.

Anyways, before I spoil anymore...

This show is actually quite good. I just hope they don't ban it because these are teens and they are drinking and doing drugs. In A Hospital. Wow.

But I already know this show is going to be sad because these are ALL terminally ill kids. (Except Emma but she has an eating disorder so she can't leave until she eats right...)

Besides that, you get a red band each time you go under or have to go through something serious.

And the nurse... WOW... she is what that coffee cup says when you see her. Believe me guys, you will not miss her xD

All in all... 4.5 out of 5. So worth a second episode.

You might have a different opinion and that's alright. We all have different views.

For now guys... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Some News! Long LIST!

I'm gonna be making a list of all the news.... so please take your time reading.

1. NOSW or New Opportunity School for Women has sent me a letter saying that I sound like a perfect woman to join their program. All I need is to fill out a few papers and get two letters of recommendations and I'm good to go. Well, just have to wait to see if I get accepted!
2.  My mom is out of her cast and back in her boot. But she's able to put on a little weight on her broken foot. She will be walking in no time but she still has to have some therapy.
3. I am reaching for a change next few months. I may not have a job JUST yet... but I am going to be doing some online surveys and stuff to earn some money to save for a much needed vacation.
4. My computer is all fixed. Aside from the fact that I got a new browser... so it's awesome.
5. Still gonna get a new laptop next year. I am not sure when yet but it will possibly around my birthday and my dad will try to help, I'm sure. Not much help, but nonetheless, he will try.
6.  I will get a job. I know I keep saying that I will but next year is gonna be a push for me.
7. I am going to Spoonbread Festival this weekend. I will be bugging my dad to go. I might not buy anything but I will try to vlog for you guys! This is a first vlog for Spoonbread Festival.
8. I will be going to Chicken Festival next weekend. I really want to see Shooter Jennings but knowing my dad, he won't go that late. :(
9. Yes, I am planning to move next year. I have decided that. I will not give out full details because I'm still planning my life out.
10. For those that think I won't... life is not as easy as you think when you're in my family.
11. I'm getting a free VoxBox from Influnestor. So be looking for both a blog and vlog about it.
12. Planning a vlog for a birthday wish for my bestie.
13. Planning to show my items such as anime figurines, dragons, faeries, and posters.
14. Doing a review for Otaku Magazine.
15. Doing reviews for anime.
16. Finishing anime ASAP.
17. Finish and review my books so you guys can read too!
18. Special reading section on YouTube. Where I will be reading only the first chapter of the books I am reading. So not much spoilers there.
19. More poetry and more poetry reading on my YouTube.
20. I don't usual review movies but if it's requested, I will do a special vlog about the movie.
21. Yes, this a long list of news but this are gonna be slow and upcoming.
22. More blog posts next year!
23. I will try to take a class in creative writing so I can improve my skills again. (I stopped writing in High School because of tragedy).
24. I will post more news as the months come.
25. Change is important, ok? Don't be afraid of it.
26. And if you request, I will start posting pictures here as well as on my other blog, A Faerie View.
27. A Faerie Dream is an interactive fiction blog so I want you all to join me and comment and give ideas.
28. That's all.

Yep, a lot of news to go through. But don't worry, I will do these slow at a time. I will be sure to list them here so you all can keep up with me.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

Blah.... Fixing PC like Crazy...

Well... one of the cats messed my computer up big time. So I had to get rid of the cat so that I can't have anymore problems...

I mean, I can't afford problems like that.

Anyways, I'm pretty much tired...

So that's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Nothing is annoying when you have somebody who comes on twice to ask if you are done with whatever I'm doing... and I finally told that person that I am too busy and can't talk... lucky I'm done now but still... DON'T DO THAT AGAIN.

Busy Weekends... Still Wonder...

So I always keep having a busy weekend... but I will for the next few weekends because of a few festivals...

Hopefully I get to go to Spoonbread and Chicken festival. They are both my favorite and fun to go to.

Spoonbread is located at Berea, KY. While Chicken Festival is London, KY.

Anyways, not much to post tonight but I will be trying to post everyday this week. For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

What?

Yep, that's the title of my blog today. So... what?

What would you like to know?

Anyways, not much going on but trying to figure out a few things in my life.

I really need a change.

And I want to be there for a best friend... so...

There's my answer.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Waking Up...

So I'm just waking up to a new nightmare... there's no telling what will happen next.

I have no fear to those who try to scare me but I have fear for the world around me.

So why can't I wake up?

Ah, well...

I have some work to do...

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Memories...

Sometimes, there's a time when you just sit and just have memories come to you.

Why can't they go away?

I am just like Poppy Montgermy's character on Unforgettable.

Anyways, I get into days where I'm super stressed out... so I tend to want to be alone.

Ah, well...

Hope that the days ahead be better.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Never Be Depressed.

I mean it... even if it's hard to not be depressed, just try to get help.

Anyways, I'm lucky that I'm not that bad depressed, but I do tend to go "off" sometimes... so I have to be careful about being stressed when I'm feeling bad.

So, I am being lazy still with my blog... sorry about that.

But is it me or does it seem like my posts keep going back to 745? Might be deja vu here...

Ah, well.

For now, I'm gonna go and read... and soon sleep.

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Reading... To Go Away...

Reading is about the only way that I can do in order to go away from the real world.

Anyways, I want to try to go and post about 50 more posts for this year... I doubt I'll hit that goal, but it's totally worth it.

I'll post more than once a day starting from now on... hopefully...

If not, then at least I know I done something.

Also... Halloween is soon... so can't wait for that!!!!

For now... I'll be trying to post random posts each day and more than one per day.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Emotions Stir...

Always wondering what to do...

My emotions are all a stirring...

And makes me wonder if something will happen... for the good... or for the bad.

Whatever...

I'll face my demons... so should everybody else one day.

That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

To Stream or To Record A Video on YouTube...

So my bestie recently gave me a whole list of horror games to play...

Now horror games aren't my biggest favorite but I will play them if people requested them.

So... a vote then... do you guys want me to stream on twitch (Although I have no completely idea of what the heck I am suppose to do there... xD)

Or to record a video and put it on YouTube.

Now in order to do that... I will record between 15 minute to 20 minute videos and will not post the videos until after I am done with the game.

That's gonna be a lot of edited, you know?

Whatever happens... I just wanna do something!

And yes, my mom is here... so I will have to do videos while she's here. Getting tired of having nothing to do.

Alright that's all for now.

Wanna read now.

So...

With love,

BDK

The Question... The Confusion...

So I am a bit bored with today.

Anyways, not much going on lately... just waiting for life to be unbored...

That's hard to do.

I think I'll play a game in a moment.

Ah, well.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

The Hearts Keep Going...

I guess you are wondering how the weekend was... it was alright.

I didn't go anywhere this weekend but hopefully it'll get better later on this month.

Also, today is the first day of September.

So wake me up when Septemeber ends. :D

Anyways, this month is special to me because of my best friend... so... let's hope for a good month!

Alright time to go for now!

That's all for now...

With love,

BDK