The Joy of... paper folding... aka origami.

I actually do enjoy origami and drawing when I am bored.

Paper folding is actually fun to me.

And while I was at my grandma's, I brought my paint set. Actually wanted to get better paint because the set that I bought actually sucks.

Anyways... that's all for the randomness.

With love,

BDK

Need An Idea For Next Month...

August is Friday.

So I need some idea of what to do next.

Ah, well.

Let me know guys.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Seems like I skipped...

Sorry guys!

I skipped because I was really tired by the time I came home from my grandma's.

And soon it'll be August.

So I will be doing things to keep myself busy.

That might mean limit time on my blog.

Sorry again.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Really want to go home...

But it's more complicated than that.

Ah, well... I just hate having to have Chloe around the kids.

I don't know what to do...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Close to being better...

So it's a rainy day. And I still yet to got out and walk around.

I think it's safe now so I will take my dogs out and let them do their jobs.

I really miss home now... that sucks, doesn't it?

Ah, well... I'll be there soon.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Need an Escape... Again...

I can't stand being out when I am sick...

So I am cold again and warming up again...

Seriously... what am I suppose to do?

My aunt's appointment is all of a suddenly changed because the doctor and the transportation service became dicks...

So... I only wish to be home  but mom says not yet...

Yay...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

PS: Naps... all over again.

And so my head hurts...

I woke up from my nap but it was kind of a jumpy rude awaken...

But I needed to get up. Don't want to lay in the bed all day long.

Anyways, I am at my grandma's and wondering what to do.

Chloe is tired, Susie is hid...

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Well... I'm Sick...

I'm sick again...

So yep... guess I have to go to the doctor tomorrow.

So there's no poems for today... also, might not be anymore poems for a while.

I am heading off to my grandma's sometime this week so yay...

Maybe my mom will be happy and get better internet sometime...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Dreading Another Week...

Well, it seems like we are in for another stay at my grandma's on Wednesday.

But there is a reason... my grandma has been saying she doesn't feel right.

So a poem...

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Life is not simple or to take away,
But only if we didn't had a bad day.
But we must love on another soon,
Because they may leave too soon.

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That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

I am the real angel in the world?

So I took up with a stranger chat thing yesterday... And I got to talking with a guy called Angel from upstate New York. He said that he felt like his life was a waste.

So I told him maybe he needs to find something in his life that is more uplifting. Then he told me the reason behind his life being a waste.

It was an interesting chat.

We kept talking about him, how he is gay and fell in love with a guy that's been on and off with him. The guy he truly loved was in love with a girl. Basically... this guy was his best friend and a bi. At the last moment, the guy said that he wanted to date a girl so he broke up with Angel.

It made me want to cry for this guy because he didn't want to move on. So I told him that before they go off into the world to at least talk with his best friend one last time. Because things do change after you leave to college and such.

Then he talked about how he didn't think that he would make it in the world. I told him the truth "Life is not meant to be easy. But you can't give up and don't give up your dream."

He asked me if I really think that he would make it. I answered that yea, he can do it.

It made him feel better and thank me bunches. Then his last words were "You know... you're the real angel to the world."

The chat ended. And I was like... almost in tears because he said that.

I think it helps to listen to people you don't know and just let go.

All the bad things will go away when you listen a while.

So, if you want to vent or be a listener like me, you can try out this website too: http://blahtherapy.com/

Maybe you'll be like me and be thinking more about yourself now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

ALSO! I bought some paint so I'm gonna get to painting soon. :)

Posting Before Midnight...

So, we just realize that the world is never gonna be perfect, no matter how we see eye to eye.

The bad part... there's also going to be a bad person. A bad day. But you also know that life isn't bad. Not yet.

Alright, enough of that.

Just been out of it lately some reason.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No poem but still a headache over news...

Just so you guys know, an airpane crashed across the waters.

And it's just non stop now.

If only they just limit those type of news because they always forget that there are other things that are happening.

Ah, well...

That's the world now.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Uninspired Day.

Thought that the day drags on and on...
Only to find it does not drag on and on...
Soon the day comes to an end...
And let it just end.

It's just another uninspired day...
Always wanting to get away...
Try as I might, live by right.
Soon it will be night.

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Not much going on. Just sitting around and thinking... but my head seems to get the best of me lately.

So a break is soon to come.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

New World... New hope.

We live in a new world.
We live to have a new hope.
For every boy and girl...
We give away hope.

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Well, time to finish more anime. Kind of sleepy though but that's normal, I guess.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Rain is me.

Rain is me.
Completely me.
As it falls down.
I shall drown.

Rain is you.
Always true.
But make a heart,
Break itself apart.

Rain is us.
Make a fuss.
Wind swirling in hate.
Always trying to fight fate.

Rain is me.
It suits me.
As I cry.
At least I try.

Update... If you please.

Alright, Thursday night, I went to my grandma's to stay for a couple of nights...

Took both Chloe and Susie with me. Susie's eye is bothering her again though. And Chloe chased cats and raccoons xD

Friday, pretty much hot day. Sat outside most of the day.

Saturday, I sat outside again but went out for a bit later that day.

Sunday, came home.

Both dogs are relaxing in my room now.

And I'm gonna go take a nap.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Chloe jumpy

Chloe doesn't like the dark xD

That's all.

With love,

BDK

No poem today... Grandma for weekend.

I'm staying at my grandmas for the weekend so might not have any poems.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Hump Day... what?

Hump Day has been overrated...
Yet it's not yet out dated.
We know it's middle of the week...
Just as long we take a peek...

Tomorrow will just another day...
So we can't just stay...
Time to enjoy your life.
And let the day pass this time.

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Well... a bit odd poem today but that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

Tuesday... It's Weird.

It's weird how to expect the day to be long,
Even though you don't know if you should belong...
To be Tuesday, when mostly books, CDs and stuff comes out...
And you really don't know what that's all about.

People would be glad when Wednesday finally come,
And then you're just sitting there waiting for Monday to come...
So that you can say goodbye to Monday again,
And just know it's just somewhere to begin...

Here we go again, being stuff between a hump day and a bad day...
Don't you just wish you could just get away?
Why can't I become the number 2... but wait...
I just can't change my own fate...

Darn... Don't you just hate being Tuesday now?
Always having to understand your vow...

Why can't I be like you?
So, I belong in this world... without you.

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Yea, weird poem there but I just come up with strange ones when I'm just sitting here.

Anyways, hope everybody has a good day... can't wait for tomorrow...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

And so... Poem again.

After skipping a day of poetry, I'll do another one today.

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Good morning, it's gonna be bright sunny day,
Just wanted to run away.
Then we wanted to stay in once place,
But knowing there's gonna be loads of space.

Reach out, grab our hopes to our heart,
And we make sure we won't break apart.
Let our journey start soon,
As we live under the lonley moon.

Good afternoon, it's already getting hot,
Living out the world for something I am not.
There's a hope to reach out for another chance,
And we worry that we can't dance.

Walking out into the no shadow hour,
We rather to cool down on a rainy shower.
Realizing that we are meant for something more.
So, we are waiting for another open door.

Good evening, it's just dinner time.
Trying to live out our life.
Always wondering for a new dawn.
Just hoping that we could only respawn.

Then we slowly wait for the dark to come,
Waiting for something we shall become.
Hoping for a peaceful day,
As we fail to run away...

Good night, it seems it's time to sleep.
Hope that we felt in hearts were deep.
As we live with no regret.
Yet, we try to forget.

Holding out for another hug,
Trying hard not to bug.
But... always thinking of you.
And we... always welcome you.

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That's all for now.

With love,

BDK

No poem today

Just been in a bad mood all day long.

Just because my dad is being the way he always been.

For now...

That's all.

With love,

BDK

SAO~ I *HEART* IT!

In celebration for SAO 2 to finally be out...

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In a world far beyond reality,
A new hope, a new time,
Guns that kill,
When they are still,

Is it possible as they say?
To die from a game that is faint of heart?
Or to dare to run away?
From something that you are apart...

Dare upon a game.
Know your name.
It's time to go to another world.
To become a better girl.

Save the world again,
For the new story has begin...

Let's go.
Kirito.

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So, yea, I am so excited for these anime... and it just makes me want more!

Alright, that's all for now.

Hope to post again tomorrow.

With love,

BDK

4th of July -- Are We Free? Poem

Are we free?
Are we who we are?
We stand tall.
We all free fall.

Climb a tree.
We are far.
Just another day.
Just today.

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I am a bit sleepy for today because we were so busy.

So I might just take a nap.

That's all.

With love,

BDK

Ever Wonder... Poem 3~

Ever wonder where the sky goes when it becomes night?
Ever wonder if you're here on Earth trying to something right?
Each day is always with a beautiful wonder,
And always curious with a ponder.

Ever wonder what would happen if you didn't exist today?
Ever wonder what life would be like every day?
Curious thoughts always make your life go and go,
Always wondering just to have something to know.

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So, today has been cooler than usual. But I take this type of weather any day. Anyways, just wondering what to do since new anime are out now!

I will be watching Glasslip today...

So that's all for now.

With love,

BDK

2nd Day of Poetry

Two times of a wonder,
Only to left to ponder,
Life is beautiful to us,
But we all have to fuss.

Living out a new dawn,
Only to let us be drawn,
As we realize that we are fake,
But we are here to give and to take.

Second day of July,
We always enjoy why,
The why of who we are today,
And just hope we can get away.

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And so we understand that today is the second day of July and hello, guys.

Sorry I didn't post much on yesterday's post. Besides the random poem.

Today, I am posting to inform you guys that I will post a random poem for the rest of July.

And also, keep you guys updated on anything new.

For now... that's all.

With love,

BDK

First Poem of the Day

Nothing is outright strange,
Only to live on a life,
Where you're the only one on stage,
But only to welcome a time,

Though, you wake up another day,
To breath the hot July air.
Warmth flows in every way,
As the warm wind blows through your hair.

Summer has come to stay,
But you are ready for the weekend,
For the fireworks boom away,
Making sweet sparkle bloom with no end.

Onward we go, to spend with life,
And we enjoy a late warm night,
As the sky is filled with light,
And knowing... life is just right.