All of this pain

All of this pain is getting too much to deal with. And I should be okay... for the most part.

I am planning to start something different after my surgery for this blog. So please understand that I will be making some blogs ahead of time in hopes that I will be able to get back to it by the beginning of July or so forth. 

I have a lot of stuff on my mind and just want to get away from it all.

See ya tomorrow.

B

It's Hard To Keep Going

Things don't make sense until it is a bit too late. I am trying my best to be okay, but it's hard to when there's nothing, but pain going on.

Anyway, I am going to get more stuff done in hopes that I will have a little bit of time to upload an avi and write a song.

Just hope that all will be better for me.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Might Be Addicted To Books

 I just gotta say that I might be too addicted to books. Is that a bad thing? Not really. 

Anyway, I am trying to get my journals done, but it's so hard to get through the time and day.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Get The Feeling of Being Rushed

So, I will try my best to talk about my mom's appointment and what all we found out today.

She has a mass the size of a lime on her left thyroid gland. For now, the doctor did asked for a biopsy, but she doesn't want it. So something to think about the next time we go in 6 months. However, he is concerned that her thyroid might be toxic, so let's hope that could be what is in question.

Anyway, that's all for now. Everything else we will wait in 6 months time for anymore news.

The rest of April will be quiet, until next month which will be full of appointments... I do dread those, but yea. I'll be okay for the most part.

I just hope that May won't be too bad... or get the feeling of being rushed.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I'm Happy That I Got To Go With My Cousin's Wife

 Let's just say that I am tired and I had the best of time today. And I really enjoy being around my cousin today. And really talked a lot.

I should do this more often. So around holidays, I am going to save more money and hopefully, my wife will be with me.

I'm happy. Because I needed this.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals so that I can get on VRC until I get to bed.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hanging out with my cousin's wife tomorrow

Just my journals and a day with my cousin's wife. I miss her a lot. And hope we get to have fun. So yay me.

I shall get back to my daily life and hope for the best. Who knows what will happen next. So let's hope for the best.

Wish me luck for tomorrow and I will tell you what all I got tomorrow.

See ya tomorrow.

B

No nap today...

I'm tired. That's because my aunt was up. And I was gonna just finish my printing and go to bed. But some reason, people kept wanting me to stay away. And well... therefore why I am tired.

I never like to sleep early because of how my body is. It sucks and I really don't know what to do.

Shall get back to my life and journals just for a bit.

Hope tomorrow will be better for me... and this hip pain sucks a lot.

See ya tomorrow.

B