Really Tired

I have a lot to deal with, but I will be fine as I gotta get things done for the next few hours before I get online to record more videos... which I do need to edit... and yea...

It's hard to manage my time anymore.

I should be okay. I am tired tho... and I hope my period would actually start sooner than later... as in a week, I would be getting my MRI done. I'm kind of nervous while at the same time, I am kind of dreading it... because I do want this to be done.

So... it's all good for now.

I should be going back to finishing my journals while getting other things done. I'll get started with the unity part.... so... yea.

See ya tomorrow.

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The Hell We All Know Is Coming

 I feel like the hell we all know is coming.

I should be okay for what is next.

I am tired from being in a rush at the store. And I should be okay by tomorrow.

I do need to sleep early tonight because I am that tired.

I'm just done with everything that is going on. And a kid... lying... trying to show fake proof that they are an adult.

So yea.

I should be okay. But karma is not gonna be a good one for this kid.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Get Back To Writing To My Penpals

Things have been a bit calmer today. I did decide to shave... tmi, I know, but that's how it is with me.

I'm trying my best to survive the rest of the day as I got two or three videos to edit... and put into a poll. Then I am going to make three more videos tonight. 

It's been fun doing these videos. Some are a bit complicated but I'm doing the best that I can do with them.

And my journals are more important to me... but drama is drama. I ignore them to a beat.

A child needs to stop trying to make decisions for an adult. Sometimes people forgets that they are talking to adults...

So yea. I'm so ready to get into more stuff and hopefully be able to get my letters done soon.

Editing these videos don't really take much as I try not to make too many mistakes while doing them xD

Anyway, shall get back to finishing my journals and maybe write a letter or two... I am behind on my penpals so that's why.

I got letters from all the way from March... that should tell you something.

See ya tomorrow.

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Hate being behind

I am really behind and it's not good for me to be this far behind. This is why I refuse to get on VRChat at a certain time in the night time.

So now you understand why.

I am tired of it all.

Anyway, I shall get back to my journals and finish all that I can. So hopefully there won't be anymore interruptions because I do not want to be behind ever again.

See ya tomorrow.

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Calm Down And Be A Better Person

I'm just trying my best to survive the day in hopes that all is well.

And it's always one thing after another. 

I'm tired of people who thinks they know a lot more than everybody else. Oh, honey... have you went to college? Do you read and find information about anything? Do you find something interesting to look up online?

Having knowledge doesn't just mean that you know everything. You aren't wise. You aren't as old as me. Because you're that age and you know a lot... we all know something different. Don't compare each other. Enough.

I am going to keep going and fight for things that do matter to me.

But hearing people say it's their truth... without realizing that people can lie. People can cause harm. And you may have your own opinion and that's your opinion... so don't push your opinion on us. That's my rule for this year from now on. Yes, you have own truth... but for your sake alone... don't push it any further.

Yea. 

This is just a matter of trying to calm down and be a better person.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Manage My Time Better

I am doing things all at once again.

This is why I hate the weekends because I usually don't have much time in the evenings to finish up my journals and I need to do more... than just that.

I should be okay with everything else. But life isn't how it seems right now. And doing two or three things at a time can be emotionally tiring... rather than mentally tiring...

Anyway, I should be okay for now.

Since I don't have time for a poll of my videos from yesterday or two days ago... I'm gonna pick it myself.

Seeing that tomorrow will be a busy day for me...

I guess I really got to learn to manage my time better, you know?

See ya tomorrow.

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Figure Something Out

I am trying my best to figure out issues with this avatar.

Although I never quite understand it all. I just have to figure it out eventually.

Anyway, today has been busy. But I'm glad that today is over with.

Despite having to catch up with all my journals all at once. I can do my best.

However, for what is to come... who knows. I should be okay for the most part.

My hip hurts a lot, but I ain't gonna complain about that every single day.

I do have to figure out a few of the other stuff out.

See ya tomorrow.

B