I feel so dizzy

I'm trying to figure out a few things in my life right now, but I think I should be okay for a bit.

I am sleepy and tired and hoping for good things to come.

I feel so dizzy... so yea.

Shall get back to my day. I just hope that eventually, thinks will get better, who knows...

I just want her here.

See ya tomorrow.

B

A bit light-headed

Some things that I wished people would understand... you do not absolutely do not include a person's partner or their kids for crimes that happened to the person. 

And it sucks a lot. 

Anyway, I am okay, just a bit light-headed. It's because I only had so many hours of sleep last night. It only happens when something stressful happens to me. 

Now we have another snow front coming in this weekend and I am worried more that I won't be able to go to my appointment. So that's fun.

I really want winter to be over already.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Need to learn to time manage my projects

I am planning to turn a section in my server into a blog like section for everybody else to see. 

I work on a lot of projects and well, it's hard to keep up sometimes. I do have two different ASMR as part of my challenge for Feb... and how to do those is... a question in mind.

A lot of stuff going on soon. And I'm behind on my journals again. I really NEED to learn to time manage my projects...

Yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Karma

I'm tired of children who thinks that they can get their way. All because they supposed to have a bad life. From what I've noticed... you picked up habits... bad ones. And fake a disability.

I hate people like that. And I do hope karma will come to her one of these days.

Anyway, I am going to get back to my daily life and finish getting these free ebooks before I get on to record 5 videos.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Out of Place

Sometimes I often wonder how I would feel if I didn't exist in this world.

Granted, I'm too scared to disappear, but in my mind, I really do want to disappear from it all.

I just feel so alone and out of place sometimes that there's nothing I can really do.

As complicated as it seems, I do wish for an escape from everything that causes me to feel sad. I want to live out my fantasy life in a fantasy world... never to worry ever again.

Whatever happened to that part of me?

I feel so... hurt.

I just don't know what to do... and here's someone who thinks that they can save everyone but they don't realized the truth and the reality behind it all.

If I do have to have surgery, I'm writing a letter for people to see in case anything happens.

Because you never know.

You just never... fucking... know.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Weather Related Headache

 Some reason, my left ear keeps ringing and not in the pleasant way either. This is not the spirits speaking to me, this is more related to the headache I've been dealing with lately.

Anyway, I did something... and well, I am happy.

I shall get back to my daily life of hoping my headache will go away finally, but I have a sneaky feeling it has something to do with the weather and such.

I should be okay for the most part. But I do need to rest and hope that this weather will go away eventually.

Then maybe my headache and the ringing in the ear will finally go away.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Not a Good Day

Today just hasn't been a good day for me some reason.

And I really don't know what to do. Besides having this headache that just doesn't want to go away and more.

And well, I need a day off from everybody it seems.

Ever since that happened on Thursday... where it was so busy... I just haven't been normal, you could say.

So ears are ringing and my head is hurting... at the same time. So... I think I might be getting a mild migraine some reason.

I wonder how you would get tested for a migraine? I dunno yet.

We shall see.

See ya tomorrow.

B