Cautious Intent

 Some days are not as simple as it seems. And well, I don't know what to say anymore. That's okay. I guess.

I'm gonna try to get through the rest of the week. But with a cautious intent. As I know what my gut says for everything and I don't really want to listen to anyone when it comes to what I want.

So yea.

We shall see.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Uncomfortable

I have the right to mention what makes me uncomfortable. I do have the right to never apologize for feeling this way. So if a person is mad at me, so what.

I'm just done with certain things.

Anyway, I'm tired.

So...

I'm tired of it all.

B

Hate Being Behind

 Anyway, I don't like the idea of being behind on stuff. So it makes me work even harder the next day to catch up on stuff.

And I hope that once everything will be okay, I should be fine with life and stuff.

I hated to tell people that I may not ever be able to work... but it's the truth. So I wanted to work on my stories and poetry collections more so that I can make a bit of money somewhere. I could continue the voice recordings on YouTube and TikTok. But to think we only have a month or so left for TikTok.

It's funny how people seem to forget things. Ah, well. I will be fine.

I really want to get away from it all. Yes, disappear.

Because I have a life. And my life involves doing stuff that I enjoy.

But being on a call 24/7 is not good for me mentally.

Ah, well.

Can't be helped.

I do want to say that I am deeply worried about my mom. Her health is more important than money or time itself. So I wish people keep that in mind. She isn't getting any younger. So... please let me have my time with my parents.

Until tomorrow.

I hope I don't get behind on my journals again.

B

Happy Birthday To Me

 There will be two updates. I will add the date for this one.

So happy birthday to me.

B

Excited For Tomorrow

I am really excited for tomorrow! Since it is my birthday and all.

Right now, I am more concern about the severity of this pain in my right hip. I'm hoping it will just go away, but I doubt it since May 15 is still pretty far off.

I can make it through as long as I don't do a lot of bending, kneeling, or anything that involves that type of movement with the hip. So yea.

Hopefully, I will be fine. We shall see.

See ya tomorrow as I will be celebrating my birthday~

- B

Avoided Drama Today

Listening to music calms my mind down as well as let me work on things fast.

Anyway, I am okay, just avoided drama altogether today. So yea.

I will be fine.

See ya tomorrow.

- B

Hurt My Hip

I hurt my hip today. By climbing into my dad's truck while he was parked weird. Like his side was downhill and the other side was a dip... so it hurt like hell.

I feel like I should just enjoy the pain. So yea.

Anyway, I am gonna get on with the rest of the day.

See ya tomorrow.

3 days until my birthday!

- B