Communication To Get Things Right

Sometimes it takes a bit of communication to get things right.

And yet, I can't figure out why these things even matter after tonight.

I am not sure what to do anymore. As I do love this person so very much.

Just... am I even okay with this lifetime?

Anyway, shall get back to my day and hope for good things.

See ya tomorrow.

B

How Money Works

Sometimes I think people doesn't understand how money works. Then they are like "oh, hey, I can do it." But realizes that I included discord shop and nitro+. So, what else do you expect?

I can't keep doing this every single time.

I'm not rich, nor will I ever see a chance to get any extra money for a long time.

I can't go anywhere without my license. And yea...

I'm just tired of it.

And you expect me to help you. Seriously...

I'm not dealing with this anymore.

Anyway, I'm going to finish up my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Always Behind On Stuff

Sometimes I feel like life keeps getting in the way and I am always behind on stuff.

It happens, I guess.

Anyway, shall get back to my journals.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Hidden Tricks

Sometimes I often wonder how things are now.

And I think sometimes people uses hidden tricks in order to hurt other people.

Why else did they leave like that?

Did something happen?

Only answers will come out eventually.

I hope.

Also, today was a useless day trip to go to an appointment so yea.

It's not fun.

See ya tomorrow.

B

Imaginations Could Be Visions?

Sometimes I wonder if my imaginations could be visions. 

Because I write a lot of interesting stories... but one scene in my story keeps coming to my mind.

TW: Self harm

She stood at the edge with the blade close to her neck. She started hysterically staring into his eyes, saying to get away from her. He grabs for the knife and falls into the cold waters below.

This is a scene from Moonbow Falls. I left out important parts because it's still a vague scene. But it's full of triggers. 

I haven't decided to make it a romance story, but I do want to add a few flirts here and there... then make it like an ending like K-pop Demon Hunters (it wasn't even inspired by the movie, but it feels like it should be now.)

Anyway, I got a lot of stuff planned out, but sometimes I do wonder... if it's possible to have visions out of nowhere.

And I really want to make my blog darker because of my eyes. Yea... google... hope you read this xD

See ya tomorrow.

B

Good Day

I am trying to stay awake. I did a lot for today.

So yea.

I am so ready to get things done and hope that all will be well.

I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring yet. Just have to do my best.

Anyway, I did had a good day watching the Christmas parade.

See ya tomorrow.

B

I feel lonely...

I have to admit something... I feel lonely.

I'm not sure if it's because of her. Or because of my parents. Or because of what happened last week.

Words cannot explain how I feel right now and I just want to be away from everybody in this world.

I doubt I ever get my wish.

So yea.

See ya tomorrow.

B